Chapter 147: Forget Me (Volume 3)
Yuan Qingfeng sat in the president's office in the lawyer's office, sitting at the big desk, he was leaning deep in the high swivel chair, staring at the mobile phone information on the table, in a daze, anxious and confused.
This may be the hundredth or thousandth time he has read this message three days ago, but he is still reading, he is looking at it carefully, his heart aches, his whole mind, his whole will and spirit are immersed in this message.
Qingfeng: By the time you read this message, I was far away from this place, and you may never see me again.
Please forgive Yue'er for not saying goodbye, and forgive me for leaving you again.
Don't ask why, don't blindly look for me, everything that happened during this time can be regarded as a dream, because you, as a woman, feel the excitement and happiness that I feel will always remain in my memory. But the past is like smoke, the old dream is gone, only by forgetting Yue'er, you can move towards a new life! Forget me, forget me!!
"Forgot you?forgot you??"
Qingfeng smirked at the message.
"Forgot you???Forgot you???"
His heart was sour and bitter. Tears welled up in my eyes.
He pondered, read over and over again, asked over and over again, and felt that he had seen through the few lines, but he—still felt, could not capture the true meaning of the sentence.
He couldn't grasp his thoughts now, he just felt that every nerve was like a taut string, about to break! Every cell was like a balloon that had been blown up, ready to burst at any moment!!
Jingle ...... Jingle ...... Jingle Bell ...... Jingle Bell ......
Suddenly, the phone rang, and he jumped and reached out to grab the phone.
"Yue'er! is that you!??"
"President Yuan, I'm Manager Xiao Wang of the insurance company, I want to ......" Before the words of Manager Xiao Wang could be spoken, the mobile phone had been skimmed to the ground by the breeze.
With the cracking sound of the mobile phone being thrown to the ground, the female secretary outside broke down the door and rushed in.
President...... You ......"
She stopped, glanced at Qingfeng uneasily, then bent down to pick up the mobile phone on the ground, and carefully placed the broken mobile phone on the big desk.
"Don't know how to knock on the door?"
Yuan Qingfeng glared at the female secretary who had always been smiling, but now her face was full of panic, and asked in a dumb and majestic voice.
"Right...... Sorry ......"
The articulate female secretary was stunned.
"Get out—"
"But you, President...... It's been a whole day without eating or drinking...... "The female secretary put the file in her hand on the desk. "These files are waiting for you to review them! Moreover, every department is urging them, saying that these cases are urgent, waiting for you to decide. ”
"100,000 urgent! 100,000 urgent!"
Qingfeng stretched out his hand and swept the files to the ground again.
"Get out—"
The female secretary was stunned.
"Get out of here, get out out—"
Qingfeng's face was pale, and his eyes were blood-red.
He was so excited, so frightened, that he didn't know how the female secretary escaped, and he didn't know how long he had been sitting there, the memory in his brain was painful and vague, he just remembered that three days ago, when he received this message, when he panicked and searched for the cold moon and flew everywhere, he was already in chaos.
"God, Lord Buddha, Allah Huda, the Virgin Mary, all the gods and goddesses in this world ......"
Qingfeng stood up and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window.
He looked at the endless stream of cars downstairs, at the bustling crowd, he grabbed his hair with his hand, and pressed his forehead against the windowpane.
"Can you tell me? Tell me what I did wrong? Tell me how long I will linger in front of her house until she shows up?"
He paused in grief and slammed his head against the windowpane.
"Oh my God, why do you make people live so hard?" he shouted in an uncontrollable hoarse voice, "Why put people in heaven and push them into hell?" his voice choked...... "tell me what to do...... Can you not be stupid and go crazy?...... Feelings that are let go...... The heart that was handed over...... How do you take it back?" his lips trembled, and his cheeks turned pale. "Tell me...... Tell me...... Tell me ......"
He looked out the window at the sky, and tears slowly welled up in his eyes, and when they were full, they flowed down his cheeks.
"I have never seen each other and have no love, I have never known each other and I have never thought about it, I have never accompanied and I have not separated, I have never cherished each other and I have never left it, I have never loved each other and I have never given up, I have never been relative to each other, I have no follow, Yue'er...... How am I going to forget you...... If I could love you a little less, if ...... If I don't love you more than I love you, if I can paralyze my heart that loves you......"
The breeze muttered to himself, barely speechless......
His painful gaze was also lost in the sky outside the window.
Jingle ...... Jingle ...... Jingle Bell ...... The desk phone rang, and he staggered over to the desk and sat down in his chair.
Jingle ...... Jingle ...... Jingle Bell ...... The landline kept ringing, and he reached out and unplugged it.
The landline finally stopped.
The elegant and fashionable white landline was like floating on the water in Qingfeng's eyes, because his eyes were always full of tears.
He seemed exhausted, and he leaned back in the high-backed swivel chair.
He closed his eyes and let a large string of tears flow down his face......
For a long time, Qingfeng felt that his mind was blank and numb...... But the habit was terrible, and he didn't know what was going on, so he took out another mobile phone from the desk drawer.
He turned on the screen and clicked on Cold Moon's number.
"This user is currently unreachable, you will be connected to voicemail, please leave a message after the 'beep' sound. ”
He sighed heavily, then opened his voicemail.
"Where are you now—" he whispered in a dark voice, "don't you want to marry me and hide? how can you hide? You shouldn't do this—you shouldn't do this to me! I ...... I'll leave, and I'll learn to ...... for you I will leave as you wish—then, this bad relationship will be over! I—will disappear from your life completely......"
He started to cry again.
"Actually, I ...... I'm scared...... There's a lot to say about it...... Because I miss you, or do I want to see you...... Think...... I'll talk to you, so let's meet, please!"
Qingfeng put his phone on his desk, and he turned off his voicemail.
These words of his cramped his internal organs and his central nervous system.
He closed his eyes, slammed his head, and wiped tears from his cheeks with his sleeve.
"After a crazy love, do you become a cold stranger?" he asked himself with a shudder: "I have left messages in the past, remember her face before waking up from a dream, yes, remember the face, remember the face!"
Qingfeng picked up the phone he had just put down, and he opened the phone album.
He flipped through them one by one, and looked at them carefully one by one.
The first one is Leng Yue, dressed in tulle, contemplating the stars in the sky in the dim light. Her eyelashes are half-drooping, her eyes are half-hidden, the night cold is slightly through her thin clothes, and she thinks infinitely.
In the second photo, Leng Yue is standing barefoot on the beach, the sea breeze blowing her long hair and rolling up her dress. The clouds on the horizon are piled up, and there is a momentum of 'wind and rain is coming', but she is standing in the wind, her clothes fluttering, fluttering like a fairy.
In the third photo, Leng Yue is wearing a white dress and holding a small white umbrella, sitting in a white boat full of small white flowers. This photo is picturesque, fairy, and moving.
The fourth photo was taken with Leng Yue.
He was dressed in a white suit, noble and handsome, and Leng Yue wore a long white dress, which was spotless. His arms were around her shoulders, and her head, resting on his chest, his lips were smiling with happiness, and her eyes were dreamy.
They are really a couple of immortals, a pair of beautiful people.
"What am I doing here!?" Qingfeng struggled to close his eyes. "Can I only tell my pain in the picture of her in the future, and can I only realize my thoughts through dreams?"
He shook his head, and shook his head again.
"No, no, no!"
He opened his eyes wide and looked at their group photo again.
"It looks so beautiful and warm......"
He stroked Leng Yue's face on the phone, and suddenly, he felt that his face was full of tears, he was so small, so weak.
"Did you really leave me? Don't you really feel what I'm saying now? I knew that was the case, so I said goodbye in advance...... I just said that I wish you a safe life and a long life! Like a fool, I watched you run away for the last time, and I was still smiling, not knowing anything, not saying anything......
Yuan Qingfeng closed his eyes and muttered like a madman:
"Yue'er, I'm thinking about you again, I'm crazy, I miss you like I'm going to die. He sighed. "I want to hear your voice, I want to ...... Touch your beautiful, smiling face. He let out a long sigh. "If meeting you requires me to die, I am willing to die at once—I love you, and I can't go away...... Yue'er, calling you—"
After saying these words, Qingfeng felt that his body seemed to float in piles of clouds, so vague, so light, he had to work hard to stabilize his mind in order to feel that he was alive and alive.
He sat at his desk like a statue, like a piece of wood, his eyes were straight, and his body was straight...... An hour passed, and another hour passed...... Time passed slowly, and the sky gradually got dark.
The lawyers in the law firm got off work and did their work, and the whole building became deserted and empty.
Qingfeng, he still sat blankly, thinking blankly...... This is exactly what it is: the shutters are gone, and the heavens and the earth are reduced to zero!