Chapter 52: The Heart Is Dead
Yun Xiu's heart was broken, he once swore to protect the people around him, but now even the people he loves the most have to leave him, but he has no choice but to watch, without the ability to resist, it is really sad.
I wanted to say a lot of things, but I couldn't open my mouth, I couldn't make a sound, I wanted to wipe away the tears on Qin Wan'er's face, I wanted to hug Qin Wan'er tightly into my arms, but I couldn't move, I couldn't lift my arms, Yun Xiu was struggling in his heart, hating himself to death, his tearful eyes were full of bloodshots, extremely hideous.
The boy didn't flick his tears, but he didn't reach the sad place, the sadness was pervasive, and he couldn't dodge, through the small building, into the secluded bamboo forest, and filled the entire Nanshan.
Every day after that, Qin Wan'er took care of Yun Xiu like a little daughter-in-law, and was by Yun Xiu's side all the time, as if she had forgotten everything before, and her face was always sweet and satisfied.
Time flies, five days pass quickly, it was in the evening, Qin Zheng came, came to the outside of the bamboo building, and said: "The time of five days has arrived, we should go." ”
The Nanshan Mountain under the sunset is incomparably quiet and peaceful, the curling smoke wafts out in the small building, the snow maple tree falls the last petal, falls on the lonely small grave, the flowers have fallen, the snow maple branches grow green shoots, vibrant, indicating the beginning of another life.
It's just that the heart-wrenching parting can't be avoided, Qin Wan'er can't change her fate after all, she can only go back with Qin Zheng and complete the marriage.
A song is soft and broken, the wine is not dry, the tears are full, and there are thousands of words, but there is no sound.
"Farewell, my love. Qin Wan'er kissed Yun Xiu's lips, said softly, and walked out of the bamboo building with tears in her eyes.
"Let's go. Even if there were thousands of reluctance in her heart, even if she had all kinds of concerns, they all turned into clouds, Qin Wan'er's heart died, turned into dust, and dead ashes appeared in her eyes, like a walking corpse.
"Hmm. Qin Zheng nodded and walked towards the bamboo forest with Qin Wan'er.
"Wan'er come back, Wan'er don't go, come back ......" In the bamboo building, Yun Xiu's heart kept struggling and shouting, but Wan'er was destined not to hear it.
"Ah......" A mouthful of blood spurted out of Yun Xiu's mouth, and Yun Xiu's eyes darkened, and he lost consciousness again.
In the depths of the palace, Qin Wan'er sat quietly in the pavilion, the pavilion was chic and elegant, and behind her was a vibrant snow maple tree, and the environment was extremely beautiful. Since Nanshan came back, the emperor ordered Qin Wan'er to be grounded, not allowed to leave the courtyard for half a step, and completely put Qin Wan'er under house arrest.
"Born in the family of the emperor, with a noble identity, but without the freedom he wants, he can't even control his own destiny, this kind of life is not what I want, I would rather I am not a princess of the Great Qin Empire, I just want to be a bird, so that I can fly freely and unrestrained. Qin Wan'er washed her face with tears and told her sadness.
"Do you hate your father?" Qin Wuyan stood quietly under the snow maple tree, looked at Qin Wan'er in the pavilion, sighed, and spoke.
"I hate him, although he gave me life and gave me a noble identity, but he wantonly deprived me of my freedom, ruined my happiness, and plunged me into endless darkness, I don't want to be a noble princess, I just want to be an ordinary person, to be with my beloved, to accompany the end of the world, to walk the cape together. Qin Wan'er said.
"If you want to be a good emperor, you are destined not to be a good father, and you should be considerate of him. Qin Wuyan said.
"I know, but I will not forgive him, as the king of a country, he needs to sacrifice his daughter's happiness in exchange for the peace of the country, for him, it may be right to do so, but to me, it is extremely cruel. Qin Wan'er said.
"Hey......" Qin Wuyan sighed, his face was full of sadness, even if he stood at the peak of martial arts, even if he loved Qin Wan'er very much, he couldn't casually interfere with the emperor's decision, let alone cause a situation of misery in order to help Qin Wan'er, for the sake of the situation, he had to acquiesce in the emperor's approach.
Maybe with Qin Wuyan's strength and identity, he can help Qin Wan'er, as long as he opens his mouth, the current emperor doesn't dare not give face, but Qin Wuyan chose to acquiesce and choose to stay out of the matter.
"Is it really necessary to be so ruthless and desperant in order to break through that step?" Qin Wuyan said sadly, people in the world, who is willing to break off seven emotions and six desires, how much they used to love Qin Wan'er, but as a martial artist, Qin Wuyan stayed in this realm for too long, so long that he was numb, and he chose to stay out of it at this moment.
A powerful aura emanated from Qin Wuyan's body, the true yuan surged, and one day a huge dragon shadow hovered over the palace, emitting bursts of dragon groans, as if the real dragon had taken off into the air, and the holy vision rendered the entire Jingling City, making countless people kneel down and pray and worship.
At this moment, Qin Wuyan finally touched the threshold of the second level of the Sage Realm, as long as there was an opportunity, Qin Wuyan would be able to enter the second level of the Sage Realm and take that step completely.
Throughout the millennium, the cultivation of the second level of the saint realm is in addition to the taboo Great Xia Emperor, who can reach it, and the martial artist who stands in the second level of the saint realm can be called a peerless powerhouse, and no one can resist it, but if you want to reach the second level of the saint realm, the price paid is also extremely huge, first of all, you must break the seven emotions and break the six desires, and from then on you have transcended the category of people, cold-blooded, ruthless, and numb.
As long as it is a human being, everyone has seven emotions and six desires, and it is so difficult to break off seven emotions and six desires. Even if Situ Jiu, Ruchen Monk and several people's combat strength is against the sky, they can only reach the first level of the saint realm, with their qualifications and perseverance, it is extremely difficult to reach the second level of the saint realm, and the most important point is that their hearts are afraid, there are many reluctances that they can't let go, and there are many worries that can't be parted.
Joys and sorrows, joys, sorrows and sorrows are all caused by human nature, if you want to abandon these, who can do it, Situ Jiu, Ruchen Monk didn't dare to do it for a hundred years, and now Qin Wuyan can actually take that step, I'm afraid it's more because Qin Wuyan was born in the emperor's family, and he is more ruthless and cold-blooded than them.
Seeing Qin Wan'er fall into hell, Qin Wuyan finally realized the second threshold of the Sage Realm, buried Qin Wan'er, and fulfilled Qin Wuyan.
Not long ago, Qin Wuyan looked a little kind, but now he has become extremely indifferent, looking at Qin Wan'er with no love in his eyes, as if he is looking at a stranger, he glanced at Qin Wan'er lightly, flashed, and disappeared into the courtyard.
"After all, there is still no escape from the sad fate. In the pavilion, Qin Wan'er's tears were surging, ignoring Qin Wuyan, from Qin Wuyan's attitude of ignoring it, Qin Wan'er finally felt hopeless. In the past few days, the tears on Qin Wan'er's face have not dried, her eyes are red from crying, her cheeks are spilled from crying, and her clothes are wet from crying.
After sending everyone away, Qin Wan'er sat quietly in the pavilion, looking at the snow maple trees swaying wantonly in the breeze, as if she had lost her soul, for several days, without eating or drinking, she chose to give in, and waited for the day of marriage.
Sadness is pervasive, filling every corner, the breeze does not blow, and the rain does not wash away.
On the South Mountain, Yun Xiu lay quietly on the bamboo bed in the bamboo building, and after a day and a night, Yun Xiu finally woke up, and opened his eyes suddenly, his eyes were still blood-red, and there were no dry tears.
"Wan'er, come back......" Yun Xiu shouted in his heart, tears surging out again. I wanted to struggle to get up, but I felt the pain in my whole body, as if it had fallen apart, and the painful Yun Xiu gasped for cold air, only to find that the meridians in his body were broken, there was no trace of true yuan, and he was empty, and he completely became a waste.
Lonely lamp, lonely shadow lonely month, drunk alone and sad alone, meeting not too late and too hurried, leaving endless lovesickness in vain, a piece of infatuation can not be kept, half a life of love and a lifetime of injury, the mirror flowers and water and the moon go with the wind, and the floating life is willing to be a lonely person.
Qin Wan'er is gone, and she wants to marry Chu Guo far away, and since then, the two have been separated by each other, and Yun Xiu's heart is broken, which is more painful than the injuries in his body.
The once enviable life has since come to naught, Situ Jiu is dead, Qing Ling's life and death are unknown, and now Qin Wan'er has also left, what is left of Yun Xiu's life? Unconsciously, everything is gone.
"I just want to be an ordinary person, live with the people closest to me and the people I love the most, but God is so unfair and ruins everything about me, I hate it. Yun Xiu's heart was painful, struggling, and his eyes became blood-red, as if he had fallen into a demon, hideous and terrifying.
Situ Jiu died, Qingling's life and death were unknown, the former Nanshan was shattered, and he wanted to take revenge, but he almost died before the palace and became a waste, and now the person in his heart wants to marry someone else, he has no ability to resist at all, and the feeling that life is worse than death lingers in Yun Xiu's heart.
"What is the purpose of living, and what is the purpose of cultivation?" At this moment, Yun Xiu's heart became extremely confused, and he once said that he would protect his dearest and most loved people, but when things happened, he realized that he was really incompetent and couldn't do anything at all.
Except for crying, he couldn't do anything except lie on the bed, Yun Xiu's heart seemed to be lost, only tears were still surging in his empty eyes, if it weren't for the undulating chest, no one would think that Yun Xiu still had life.
After lying quietly on the bed for a day, Yun Xiu finally got up from the bed, his crumbling body, empty eyes, maybe he couldn't even feel the pain in his body, because there was no pain comparable to heart death, Yun Xiu's heart died.
Walking out of the bamboo building numbly, Yun Xiu walked to Situ Jiu's grave, like a walking corpse, without a soul, without thinking, he knelt down numbly, kowtowed a few times, and then knelt quietly without saying a word.
Yun Xiu's heart was confused, and he didn't know where to go? The world is so big, there is no place for him, the true yuan is exhausted, his body is wasted, and he doesn't know what else to do.