Chapter 131: Although the love is clear, it has been hurt
Xi Jie left Pangu Cave in a negative mood and stayed in peace outside the mountains and forests for a few days, these days, she had never been close to Pangu Cave, because she was afraid of seeing Zongzheng, and she was not ready to face her junior brother.
In the few days outside Pangu Cave, in the few days after leaving her junior brother, Xi Jie's restless heart gradually returned to calm, she began to think deeply, began to appreciate her own heart, and the good memories with her junior brother in the past always kept coming to mind.
She realized that since her junior brother came to Pangu Peak, her state of mind was no longer as lonely as before, and she was no longer so indifferent, and the arrival of her junior brother made her begin to feel the beauty of life, life can have a different taste, instead of conformism, and every day there will be a new way of living.
In the past few days, she has also begun to appreciate her dependence on her junior brother, she can't imagine the situation after her junior brother leaves her one day, today's sorrow, today's pain is likely to be a demonstration after her junior brother leaves, at this moment, Xi Jie, who has been alone for a long time, finally has to admit that she has the deepest but most sincere emotions in her heart, perhaps, she doesn't know that this is love.
Once a woman gives her heart to a man, from beginning to end, it is a lifetime, and this firm and pure feeling is like the white lotus of the snow-capped mountains, which makes people unable and unbearable to blaspheme.
It's just that poor Xijie doesn't know that the junior brother he likes already has a place in his heart, and he is always concerned about the only love in his heart.
Zongzheng's love is also pure, in his heart, three thousand weak water, only take one scoop to drink, Xian'er has completely occupied his heart, and he can no longer tolerate a second person.
Love is always selfish, there is no fairness at all, only you and I are willing, there is always such a situation of love in the world, so that everyone will be hurt, that is, you love him, but he has someone else in his heart.
Although Xi Jie understood her intentions, she also knew in her heart, she knew that her junior brother was concerned and had always wanted to go out, but she had never thought of going out, which was a contradiction.
After some deep thought, Xi Jie finally made up her mind that she wanted to take this step, she wanted to tell her junior brother her mind, she wanted to be with her junior brother all the time, for the sake of her junior brother, she was willing to go out with him and achieve the care of her junior brother outside.
Zong Zheng is still studying the gossip and Yili as usual these days, and he will still face the map of the Pangu peaks every day, but whenever he is tired, he will go out to find his senior sister and call his senior sister.
I haven't seen my senior sister for several days, Zongzheng's heart is always unsteady, every time I look at the map of the Pangu Peaks, my heart will always be impetuous, and I will unconsciously miss my senior sister in my heart, and I will also feel that my senior sister is not by my side.
On this day, Zong Zheng looked at the map of the Pangu peaks as usual, and suddenly, the figure of the senior sister appeared in front of him.
Zong Zheng was very happy, he couldn't hide his thoughts for the past few days, and called out happily: "Senior sister, you are finally back, I thought you didn't want a junior brother." As he spoke, he lowered his head and felt ashamed.
Xi Jie looked at Zongzheng, she had already made up her mind, she wanted to tell her junior brother what she thought in her heart.
"Senior brother, it's too stuffy here, let's go outside!" Xijie said,
Zong Zheng nodded in agreement, and the two came to the outside of the cave, and when they walked out of the cave, Zong Zheng suddenly remembered that he had not fed Wu Yi today, so he immediately turned around and returned to the cave to pull Wu Yi out, Xi Jie wanted to stop him, but he also thought about how to tell his junior brother for a while, so he left.
Zong Zheng led Wu Yi out of Pangu Cave, and the two kept going to the mountain stream.
The stream is Tingtong, between the surrounding mountains and forests, Zong Zheng is barefoot immersed in the flowing stream, and a coolness spreads from the soles of his feet to the whole body.
'Wuyi' obediently stood in the stream, allowing Zongzheng to take the withered grass and wash it on his back.
Xi Jie sat on the stone rock on the bank, looked at Zong Zheng carefully, looked at Zong Zheng rubbing the 'Wuyi' bath, couldn't help but feel funny, and suddenly remembered that he hadn't seen Zong Zheng practice Yuan Ji Gong in recent days, so he asked: "Senior brother, how did you learn Yuan Ji Gong?"
Zong Zheng has been focusing on the study of gossip and Yili these days, and he still can't forget the original intention of getting out of Pangu Qunfeng as soon as possible, so Yuan Jigong put it aside for a while, and when the senior sister asked, he couldn't bear to deceive, so he replied truthfully,
"Recently, I've been reading books like Xuanmen Yishu, so I've put Yuan Jigong down, but I've finished studying the middle volume, and as for the next volume, I haven't read it yet. ”
When Xi Jie heard Zongzheng's answer, her happy face suddenly became gloomy, with a little sadness, and then said in a low voice: "I see that you are staring at the topographic map of Pangu Peak in a daze every day, junior brother, you tell senior sister honestly, do you want to go out?"
Zong Zheng actually wanted to tell his senior sister about Xian'er, but every time he said it, he saw his sister looking at him, and he swallowed it back, and today when his sister asked again, Zong Zheng stopped what he was doing, looked at his sister affectionately, and replied in a low voice: "Don't hide it from my sister, I have always had a concern in my heart, so I really want to go out." Speaking of this, Zong Zheng suddenly felt ashamed, and couldn't help but bow his head slightly.
Xi Jie actually knew that his junior brother was worried, many times, secretly hiding behind the cave wall, he would see his junior brother in a daze inexplicably, this time he asked, looking at his look, he already knew that this matter had been in his heart for a long time, quite uncomfortable, now that he had decided to be with his junior brother, he had already thought about sharing his worries with his junior brother, so he asked: "Senior brother, what are you worried about? Is it your relative? You can tell your senior sister completely, you don't have to hold it in your heart." ”
Zong Zheng was stunned for a while, and replied: "I have no relatives in the world, but there is indeed a person who is not a relative but a relative, and I am very concerned. ”
When Xi Jie heard her junior brother's words, she couldn't help but understand a little, her nerves were violently stimulated by the words 'better than relatives', and she seemed to have guessed a little bit in her heart, although she didn't want to believe it, she didn't want to accept it, Xi Jie's already gloomy face then became more gloomy, and in the end, she still mustered up the courage to ask weakly,
"Who?"
In fact, in the few days since Xi Jie left, Zong Zheng has been thinking about what the senior sister said that day, and why she was angry, in the dark, Zong Zheng felt the affection of the senior sister for himself, but he already had Xian'er in his heart, and he couldn't tolerate the second person anymore, and he also knew that the senior sister had a life-saving grace for him, so he had been guilty in his heart, so he couldn't bear to tell Xian'er about it.
Now, seeing that the senior sister asked, Zongzheng was also ready, and he had also thought about it carefully in the past few days, and then made up his mind to tell the senior sister what he thought in his heart, because he was kind, so he should not be deceived.
Zong Zheng looked at his senior sister's sad eyes, and replied hesitantly: "That's it, the person who grew up with me since childhood, her name is Xianjie." ”
Mentioning Xianjie's name, Xi Jie suddenly remembered the situation when her junior brother woke up on the first day, and vaguely remembered that at that time, her junior brother mentioned Xianjie's name, at that time, because she was sensitive to this name for a while, she didn't think much about the relationship between her junior brother and Xianjie, and later forgot about it.
Now, when the junior brother mentioned Xianjie's name again, Xi Jie couldn't help but tremble in her mind, as if she had an impression, and her heart was as sensitive as she heard it for the first time, she didn't know why, as long as she heard Xianjie's name, she always felt a very familiar feeling.
Although Xi Jie had already guessed a few points about the relationship between Xianjie and her junior brother in her heart, she still wanted to hear her junior brother admit it personally, and asked with a broken heart: "Xianjie, who are you?"
Zong Zheng replied weakly: "Xian'er is mine," Zong Zheng suddenly paused, in his heart, Xian'er was already his wife, but they were not real husband and wife, so when it came to this, he didn't know how to describe the relationship between the two at the moment.
Seeing that Zong Zheng suddenly paused, looking at his embarrassed expression, even if he didn't say it, he understood, so he no longer insisted on it, and wanted to leave the last bit of comfort for himself, so he said loudly: "Senior brother, you don't need to say it, senior sister has already understood!" After finishing speaking, he couldn't hold back the emotions in his heart anymore, immediately got up, and ran away quickly.
Zongzheng immediately crossed the stream, reached the shore, put on his shoes, and was about to chase after him.
It's a pity that it was half a beat late, and when I chased out, I couldn't see my senior sister anymore, so I shouted loudly: "Senior sister, senior sister." ”
The valley is long, and there is no echo, but there is no response from the senior sister.
Zong Zheng knew that he must have broken his sister's heart, but he also knew that he really didn't love his sister, and he only had gratitude in his heart, and Xian'er would have to tell his sister about this sooner or later, perhaps, it would be good if he calmed down for a few days and figured it out, thinking of this, Zong Zheng no longer looked for it, but returned to the creek stupidly.
'Wuyi' still stood obediently in the same place, and when it saw Zong Zheng coming back with a drooping face, it seemed to know that Zong Zheng was unhappy, so it called at Zong Zheng a few times.
Zong Zheng thought that he was so broken to save his life's benefactor's heart, and he felt very guilty in his heart, so he threw himself into the stream, took a breath and plunged his head into the water, and when he raised his head again, his wet hair was dripping with water, flowing along his cheeks to the corners of his mouth.
Xi Jie ran away sadly, she ran like crazy, full of tears, she once thought that the concern in her brother's heart was his relatives, or her unfulfilled wishes and thoughts outside the world, but when she learned that it was her brother's sweetheart, all this disrupted her original mind, everything was caught off guard, and it was difficult to bear it for a while.
She gave her purest first love to her junior brother, but the junior brother already had a sweetheart, and this unforgettable stimulation was beating and ravaging her immature heart every second.
The mountains and forests are full of thoughts, and the flowing water is constantly worrying. It's a pity that the world makes people.