When dreams and reality come to you, what will you choose?

I chose my dream.

There may be old book friends who know that the author has graduated for more than half a year.

Graduating means you have to earn money and you have to support yourself.

My family wasted a lot of effort to find me a job as a designer at one of the largest interior design companies in the city.

Professional counterpart, the salary is 6000+ at the beginning.

But what I like is writing novels.

So I refused, telling them that writing novels was my dream, something I loved, and I could make money.

In the face of my willfulness, they compromised.

However, the reality is a slap in the face, and the results of the last book on the shelves are very slap in the face, far below expectations.

After persevering to a million words, there was no improvement, so I chose to open a new book.

I want to prove myself.

However, the parents were in a hurry.

Because the longer you graduate, the older you get, and the longer you stay at home, the harder it will be to find a job in the future.

They asked my sister to find a job as a planning designer in the publicity department of a five-star hotel in Xiamen.

I gritted my teeth and refused again.

I said I was not reconciled.

They were somewhat silent.

When I saw this, I was a little confused.

Am I right in sticking to the end?

To reassure them, I reviewed the materials and signed up for the teacher assessment.

In reality, however, all I really wanted was to stall and wait for this book to hit the shelves to prove myself.

So my mentality is a little anxious.

Seeing those bad reviews is also a bit hot.

Because this book pinned all my hopes on it.

Recently, however, they told me that they had given me a job at a television station.

Direct enrollment quota.

Formal establishment.

Annual salary of 100,000+

Coupled with various bonuses and benefits, the annual salary is close to 150,000.

Took me to meet the director of the TV station this morning and they were very happy with me.

However, I couldn't be happier.

Because the work of the TV station is too busy, I can't write novels at the same time.

You can't have it both ways, how do I choose?

When I got home, I habitually opened QQ to read and swiped book reviews.

When I found another person who gave a low score and scolded me for deleting a bad review, I smiled helplessly.

Writing fiction is not a decent job, especially if you don't get convincing grades.

Whenever relatives and friends ask, you say that you write novels, and you can always feel their strange eyes.

From the pressure of parents, from the contemptuous eyes of relatives and friends, from the bad reviews that always pop up from time to time in the book review section......

I'm really, really tired!

In short, the sadness and pressure in it are difficult to describe......

This book was my last stand.

So, I plead with those who find this book unpleasant.

If it's not good-looking, just laugh it off and move on to other good books.

Don't waste your time giving bad reviews.

At the same time, I also implore book lovers who like this book to do their best to support the genuine version when the book is about to be put on the shelves.

The chapter that the author spends two hours writing only costs a dime, which is really not expensive.

Of course, the book will be on the shelves for a while, probably at the end of this month.

There are also more than twenty days of free time.

Finally, thank you, author!