Chapter 80: Choosing to Lose Your Memory
In the years that followed, the cold and quiet became more and more indifferent, but the Snow Clan survived steadily.
Those Snow Clans who go to the human world will occasionally come back at first, bringing some worldly specialties for those timid people who don't want to go out. After a long time, they got used to the life of ordinary people, and there was no more news.
Seeing that they were doing very well outside, and there was no more news that the Snow Clan had been captured to control the snow, they also began to go out one after another.
Ten years have passed, and there is not much left of the snow clan in the Mianning Snow Mountain.
Yao Xue passed away last year, when she held Leng Qingyu's hand and kept crying, and finally only said "I'm sorry".
I'm sorry......
I'm sorry for what? I'm sorry for giving her this identity, I'm sorry for asking Minyou as a sacrifice, or I'm sorry for all this?
Leng Qingyu was indifferent and did not respond.
Now by her side, only Lingxi is still serving faithfully. Seeing that the four elders had gone to three, she looked at Lingxi and felt that it was time for her to leave.
"Lingxi. ”
"What does the Holy Maiden command?"
"You should get out of here, too. ”
Lingxi was startled for a moment and shook his head: "Holy Maiden, the slave maid must always accompany you!"
"Heh, have been with you?" Leng Qingyu sneered, sitting on the chair seat, his fingers gently caressing the lines on the crystal.
She said: "You also want to get married, although the Snow Clan has a long life, and their faces will always age." While you still look like a girl in your twenties, find a good family. It doesn't matter if the other party is human or alien, as long as they are sincere to you, it's all good. ”
Lingxi knelt down, prostrated on Leng Qingyou's knees, and said, "Holy Maiden, the scholar was sent to Boya by you to raise him as soon as he was born, and you never told him that you were his mother...... The slave really doesn't want to see you alone. ”
Leng Qingyu's eyes were slightly moist, after so many years, except for Mingyou, Shuhang was the second person to mention that she was a little emotional.
"The book hangs on him...... I think I'm pretty tall by now. ”
"Yes, the slave went to visit him a few days ago, and he already knows how to take medicine and prescribe some simple prescriptions. Then she asked tentatively, "Holy Maiden...... Do you want to meet him? You haven't seen him in five years. ”
Leng Qingyou shook his head: "No need. ”
She still remembers the appearance of the book hanging, and it is no exaggeration to say that even if the eyebrows and eyes of a five-year-old child are not opened, she can still see the shadow of Mingyou.
It hurt so much that she didn't have the courage to face it.
Lingxi saw that Leng Qingyu's face sank again, and knew what she was thinking, so she changed the topic: "Holy Maiden, now that the Snow Clan is at peace, you can also think about it for yourself." ”
"How?"
Lingxi pursed her lips and said, "Since the Holy Maiden has already succeeded to the throne, it is time to worry about the next successor Holy Maiden." You...... You gave birth to a son, not a daughter, so—"
"So I still have to give birth until I give birth to a daughter?" Leng Qingyu raised the corners of his lips.
Lingxi replied in a low voice, and explained: "But you don't need to eat the sacrifice anymore, you just need to perform the husband and wife ceremony with the sacrifice." He will live well. ”
Leng Qingyou let out a long sigh, picked up Lingxi, and said, "Lingxi, I won't do this." He added, "The Snow Clan has taken everything from me, and in the past ten years, I have been able to manage it, and I am worthy of the Snow Clan." Now, I won't make such a sacrifice for the Snow Clan. Remember, it's okay for me to die, but it's okay for me to give birth to someone else. ”
"......"
Leng Qingyu's eyes swept away, and said, "I'm tired, you can step down." "Say no more.
It's ridiculous, it's all ridiculous.
The saints of the past may have been fools who willingly made such sacrifices. I didn't say anything about it, but I also hurt my poor husband, my pathetic child.
Just let all ...... It's over in her hands.
Leng Qingyou made up his mind and got up to find the medicine pavilion.
At that time, Boya was teaching and dispensing medicine, and when he saw Leng Qingyou coming, he immediately stopped his movements and saluted.
Shuhang saluted after him.
"Book hanging, you go out to play first. Leng Qingyou looked at him levelly and did not look at him.
The book seemed to be a little lost, and after agreeing, he slowly walked towards the door.
Bo Ya sighed and said, "Why bother with the holy daughter, this kid is now older, and I asked the minister last time, do you hate him very much, otherwise why don't you like to see him." ”
Leng Qingyou felt very uncomfortable, but she didn't want to talk about it anymore, so she said, "I came today to ask you something." ”
Bo Ya didn't dare to slack off: "Holy Maiden, please speak?"
Leng Qingyu bowed: "I still remember you said that you can help me brush away my memory, right?" Seeing Bo Ya nodded, "Then, please do it." ”
Bo Ya showed a trace of hesitation on his face, thought for a moment, and said: "Holy Maiden, forgive the ministers for many things, I really don't know why you suddenly wiped away your memory. If you want to say sad, the first year was the hardest, wasn't it?"
Leng Qingyu's hand slowly brushed the unknown dried medicinal materials in the medicine plaque, and said, "I didn't forget it before, because I wanted to remember the pain of losing him." Only remembering those pains can remind me not to act blindly and against his will. He was silent for a while, and then said: "Now there is no need, the Snow Clan is going out more and more, and in the Mianning Snow Mountain, there are only more than 20 people left." It doesn't make a difference if the Snow Clan has me or not...... To put it inappropriately, even if the Snow Clan is threatened again one day, the spiritual power I have left in the Snow Clan over the years will be enough to maintain the enchantment. ”
"What do you mean?"
Leng Qingyou said bluntly: "I want to be selfish once, forget those pains, return to the human world, see the beautiful mountains and rivers in the world, and help a group of people in difficulty." After saying this, she remembered everything she had experienced in the small fishing village, and her heart felt astringent.
Bo Ya saw the cold and quiet mood in her eyes, and secretly sighed that this was the first time in ten years that she had expressed her bottom thoughts. As a courtier, he couldn't refuse. What's more, what she paid for the Snow Clan, out of selfishness, he didn't want to refuse.
"Holy Maiden, the minister knows. Please lie down. Bo Ya leaned sideways.
Leng Qingyou walked to the side of the hospital bed, took off her shoes and lay down, and suddenly felt very relaxed.
It had been a long time since she had felt relaxed.
Think about it, the last time I was relaxed was when I was with Minyou.
In other words, with Minyou, she is always relaxed.
The mountains and rivers that have walked side by side, the streets and alleys that have been interlocked with ten fingers, the sky knows, the white clouds know, the flowers and plants know, how much they love each other.
It's been ten years.
Mingyou, it's been ten years since you left me......
A tear slipped down the corner of Leng Qingyou's eyes, and Bo Ya, who was about to apply the needle, saw it and his fingers trembled.
Leng Qingyou suddenly stopped him.
"Boya. ”
"The minister is here. ”
She took a deep breath: "When I wake up, I'll hang the book away." ”
"Ahh
"Hmm...... He should also take a look at the beautiful scenery of the mountains and rivers, sort of, help his father take a look. Leng Qingyou said slowly, a very shallow smile appeared on the corner of his lips.