Chapter 188: Guilty
.. , God, Madame has run away from marriage!
Originally, he planned to go back to Lingqiu to sleep well, but Yan Nuo's mind echoed the words of detachment over and over again:
"My brother is actually quite good, so I think it's a pity that fate was missed. ”
Feng Bully...... Although she didn't have much contact with him, the feeling that Feng Bully gave her, putting aside the resistance in her heart, was still very comfortable. If you want to describe it in one word, "like a spring breeze" is very appropriate.
It's just that the incident is still like a fishbone, stuck in her heart, and she can't forget it, let alone deliberately ignore it.
The older you get, the more severe your knots become.
The night wind blew melancholy, and she stood by the window, holding the mullice in her hands, her eyes drifting into the invisible distance.
"Mother, Xiao Nuo misses you. She muttered softly.
The queen mother in memory is extremely gentle, wearing a plain blue dress all the year round, and loves to stand in a daze among the floating kites. The queen mother doesn't talk much, but she is very patient with her. She still remembered that when she first came into contact with magic, she trembled and released her spiritual power, and if she accidentally didn't control it well, she burned a large piece of floating kite, looking at the scorched black flowers, she wanted to cry without tears, and said in her heart that the queen mother would definitely punish her, but she didn't think that the queen mother didn't mention it, but just repeatedly guided her how to control her spiritual power.
During the time when the queen mother was there, she practiced magic very seriously, not for herself, but just unwilling to live up to her mother's wishes.
After the death of her mother, she gave up on herself for a long time. Even in front of Xiu Han, she was still smiling all day long, jumping up and down heartlessly, but the spell book was placed aside, and it was gradually covered with dust.
She didn't dare to look at it anymore, subconsciously evaded, and was even afraid of everything left by the queen mother. Although Xiu Han treats her well, she is not the queen mother after all, and she does not have the sensitivity and gentleness of a fox girl, and her impatience and longing for her every time she teaches her make Xiu Han feel upset, and over time, the relationship with Xiu Han has become what it is now.
Later, Xiu Han reached the age of marrying, the fox family is a famous family, and the family has five sons and three daughters, of which the eldest daughter Xuan Qian married the wind god in her early years, the second daughter Xuan Dai, and the younger daughter Xuan You. Xiu Han and Xuan Dai had met twice before marriage, but after marriage, they were extremely harmonious, as if they were natural.
For Yan Nuo, Xuan Dai's marriage gave her a little more light in her long and boring life.
She was curious, happy, joyful, and a little scared. After all, she hasn't been in contact with outsiders for a long, long time, not to mention that this person is not an outsider, but her sister-in-law.
In her anticipation and worry, she met this sister-in-law, who was a gentle and demure fox girl like a mother.
At first, she didn't dare to have more contact with Xuan Dai, for fear that her unpleasant temperament would make Xuan Dai unhappy. But that night she had a nightmare, and she missed her mother very much, so the ghost sent her to Xuan Dai's room. Completely different from what she thought, instead of being unhappy, Xuan Dai happily made the bed and hugged the quilt and let her sleep with her. They talked a lot that night, from the interesting things they had about each other when they were children, to the interesting things they saw now, they hadn't said so many words for a long time, the corners of their eyes were wet all the time, and finally they fell asleep slowly with a smile.
Since then, the relationship between Yan Nuo and Xuan Dai has grown by leaps and bounds, and it is better to call them sisters than sisters-in-law.
So now in this world, I am afraid that only Xuan Dai knows a little about her.
But even so, in the matter of Feng Bully, she didn't know how to say to Xuan Dai, in the eyes of others, she was simply looking for trouble, and only after experiencing this matter herself did she understand what kind of painful feeling it could not be relieved of.
From the window to dawn, she went to the downtown to buy a small silver-scaled dried fish, ready to go to the Dream Fish Pavilion to fulfill yesterday's promise. It's just that after activating the magic circle, she temporarily changed her mind, and decided to go to Xuan Dai first.
At that time, Xuan Dai was practicing magic in the courtyard, and the big performance was approaching, her identity and cultivation were there, and she had to go on the stage of the magic performance. She is destined to be golden, and she fights with the help of a golden rope bell on weekdays, and when she arrived, she was putting her spiritual power on the golden rope bell, and her eyes swept to the figure flickering, and she immediately forcibly took the golden rope bell back.
Yan Nuo was startled, hurriedly walked over, and said, "Sister Dai is fine, even if you call, I won't be hurt." ”
Xuan Dai shook her head and said, "If there is anything that might put you in danger, I will never do it." Surprised: "Why did Xiaonuo come here at this time?"
Yan Nuo bit his lip, and his face was hesitant.
"Since there is something to do, let's go and sit in the pavilion. Xuan Dai dispersed Jin Suoling and led Yan Nuo to Qu Yuanting Pavilion.
After sitting down, Yan Nuo was still worried, and he hesitated for a long time and didn't know how to speak. Xuan Dai saw some clues and asked softly, "Is it because of the marriage contract?"
Yan Nuo was surprised for a moment and nodded.
Xuan Dai said: "You are not that sentimental person, what has upset you recently is the marriage contract." If you want to know what I mean, you'll be even more unhappy. ”
Yan Nuo's pink lips pursed lightly, and said, "I naturally understand that Sister Dai will not agree to my dissolution of the marriage contract, but it is just ......"
"Just what?"
"It's just that I really can't convince myself to marry Feng Bully. ”
"Why?"
"Because...... Because ......" Yan Nuo frowned.
"It's not that I dislike him as a bird, or I don't hate his temperament, but I just say that you resist what is related to him. I guess, is it because of Shenmu Valley?"
Yan Nuo was even more surprised, and nodded his head.
Now that Xuan Dai guessed it, she had nothing to continue to hide, and told Xuan Dai carefully what happened on the day of her mother's death.
It turned out that her queen mother went to Shenmu Valley to sit that day, and it didn't take long for her to die because she had taken a fairy grass. In fact, there is also the queen mother of Feng Bao who takes fairy grass together. The two gods took the fairy grass endways, and they died together inexplicably, and no one knew what happened in it. At that time, all kinds of speculations arose, and the most popular version was that Feng Li's mother and her mother had some ulterior secrets, so they killed each other.
Yan Nuo didn't believe that his mother would do such a thing, and although she had never met Feng Li's mother, she also believed that she had no reason to do that. But no matter what the truth is, when she thinks of her mother dying in the Shenmu Valley Palace, she is very uncomfortable, and as time goes by, fear and fear turn into resistance. So every time Xiu Han came out to talk about the marriage contract, she would have palpitations and be disgusted.
“...... Sister Dai, am I stupid. Yan Nuo looked at the pensive Xuan Dai and asked cautiously.
Xuan Dai thought for a long time, and after making sure that the wording was not too serious, she said: "If this is the reason why you don't want to marry, then I will feel a pity." I once heard Brother Han mention that the reason for the death of the queen mother back then was that it was caused by fairy grass, but she and Feng Jun's queen mother took fairy grass, all to prolong her life. ”
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