On a sunny afternoon, while the woman was weaving cloth in her house, a boy of seven or eight years old ran over with his little fist clenched. He happily said, "Mom, you see, I caught the biggest grasshopper." "Shaking his little hands as he ran. The woman crouched down and faced the little boy with her arms outstretched, a smile on her face. Softly said, "Slow down, beans, be careful of falling." Before he could finish speaking, the little boy fell to the ground with a clatter, and the grasshopper threw it out, and then began to cry. The woman hurriedly ran out, picked up the child's heart, and coaxed it baby. The child's father heard the crying, walked out of the house quickly, and complained: "Why are you so careless, why do you look at the child?" reached out and touched the child's little head and said, "Don't cry, don't cry beans, Dad will catch you a bigger one." As he spoke, he pounced on the spot, and he really caught a grasshopper, and the boy immediately burst into tears and laughed, hugging his father's neck and jumping with joy. The husband and wife surrounded the child, and the family of three was happy.

"Beans, look at Daddy'......"

There was a "poof" sound, the man's voice was interrupted, and a puddle of blood splattered out of the man's skull, splashing the boy's head all over his head. The stunned eyes, the body shaking with pain, the child who had not yet reacted, and the woman's screams were all mixed up in an instant.

The red blood was gurgling, staining the dirt under his feet, and even more red the puddle of white things, and I saw that the white and red things were mixed together and flowed all over the ground, flowing all over the courtyard and overflowing the courtyard walls. Liang Xie ran away desperately, took a step but didn't move at all, red blood mixed with white things flowed in front of him, overflowing his feet, his feet seemed to be glued, desperately pulled out but couldn't pull out, the red and white blood rose inch by inch, flooding his waist and drowning his chest......

"Ahh

"Bah!" There was a loud bang, and there was a dull pain in his head, and the objects in front of him suddenly dispersed, where was there any man, where was there any blood? Liang Xie wiped the sweat from his head and exhaled heavily.

"Another nightmare?" a soft hand reached over and wiped his sweat from the sleeve of his coat.

"Hmm. Liang Xie answered, breathing heavily and still in shock, this was the third nightmare he had this month.

"What time is it?" asked Liang Xie. "It's early, it's just dawn. ”

Liang Xie took a long breath, his hands and feet had no strength at all, he lucked his luck, slowly turned over and got out of bed, and said while getting dressed: "I have to go, and I will ask Xiaolan to boil some porridge for you in a while." ”

"You have breakfast before you go. ”

"No, you can eat. As he spoke, he got dressed, stretched out his hand and took his knife, pushed the door and walked out.

"Xianggong!"

Liang Xie was stunned, stopped and turned back and asked, "What are you doing?"

"Shall we not go?" she bit her lip and continued, "Since we moved to the capital two years ago, you have often had nightmares, and I am afraid of ......"

Liang Xie looked at his wife's pale face, slightly sunken eyes, and a sour nose, walked over and stroked her somewhat withered yellow hair, kissed her lightly on the forehead, and turned around and went out.

Women! After all, they are women! What do you do if you don't do this? What can you afford to eat two taels of silver for a pair of medicine? Do you carry bags? Do you want to be street performers? Don't say that now that the 'rootless party' is in power, if the merchants in the capital are not attached, it will be difficult to protect themselves, and where will they still have money to make? The martial arts sect is even more difficult, and the three gangs, eight factions, and one family in the capital are not attached. Even in the past, whether it was carrying bags, performing arts, or doing things in gangs, it was difficult to pay such high medical expenses!

Liang Xie is not a person who loves money, and he has no special hobbies, he has always adhered to the principle of spending more money, spending less money, and not spending if he doesn't have it. In the past, it was difficult for him to understand those who did not hesitate to take risks or even give their lives for the sake of wealth, he felt that these people were simply idiots, he thought that as long as he did not worry about three meals a day, his wife and son would have no regrets, of course, it would be better if he could play with three or five friends or drink a few glasses of wine every other day. It's a pity that there is a force in this heaven and earth, invisible, intangible, incomprehensible, inaccurate, it doesn't seem to exist, but it really affects everyone, this kind of power people call life, and there is a kind of thing that is often with life, called luck, this kind of thing to trick a person can not escape.

Many knights in the martial arts do not believe in fate, nor do they believe in luck, they summarize fate as a kind of variable, since it is a variable, there will always be changes, since there are changes and changes there are good changes and bad changes are not good, the good ones are changing, and the bad ones are also changing.

'All things in heaven and earth change to live, and if they do not change, they die' - "Nine Changes in the Sky".

So Liang Xie changed!

That year, he met her, he was righteous, persistent, chivalrous, she was mature, beautiful, and talented; he was three years younger than her, he was a chivalrous man, he was direct and happy, she admired his enthusiasm, his boldness; she was three years older than him, she was a young lady of the official family, she was thoughtful and meticulous, he admired her meticulousness, her wisdom, so they hit it off at first sight, and talked very happily.

That month, they fell in love, the sky was so blue, the grass was so green, the two had endless words, and they were reluctant to part for a moment. They didn't need an umbrella when it rained that month, because 'the other side is lovesick, and the rain (heart) is sunny (love).' In that month, they did not need to add clothes when the wind blew, because 'butterflies and flowers were hired, and willows were used as the medium according to the wind', and they did not know hunger, thirst, sleepiness, or lack in that month. However, at that time, she had promised the prince of the governor's family, and the marriage was gradually overshadowed by the haze that replaced the joy in his heart, he was worried day and night, and was afraid all the time, and finally the two decided to negotiate with her father to divorce the marriage, and from the moment he made the decision, his hands and feet had been cold and soft, he was afraid, he was afraid that from now on the two of them would be separated, he was afraid, he was afraid that from now on Yiren would become the wife of the governor's son, he was even more afraid, he was afraid that he would not be able to face the day of losing her, he was afraid of failure and even success, he did not know what he was thinking, in short, he was worried about everything, afraid of everything。 What is terrible, her father is the 'supervising imperial history' of the imperial court, and he has always looked down on the military attache who dances with knives and guns, not to mention the martial arts people who wander the rivers and lakes, and strongly opposes the two of them, and he is not allowed to propose marriage, he knows that he can't give her a better life than the governor's son, so he became afraid and began to avoid her. He is afraid of losing, afraid of living up to the love of the two, and even more afraid that he can't give her a good life, he wants to seal the beauty forever in the past, only his memories, he doesn't dare to take a step forward, because everything seems so far away; she is brave, strong, dare to pursue, and dare to control her own destiny, she knows how to cherish the present, seize the happiness of the moment, what she wants is never memories, but real feelings, real people, real life, she is not willing to be manipulated by her parents She wants to create her own future, so she decided to elope with him and follow him to the end of the world......

That day, he lay tossing and turning, sitting like a pins and needles, until that moment she really appeared, until that moment the two rode away from her home, he still couldn't believe what was in front of him, he still felt that it was just a dream, until the days passed, he finally realized that everything in front of him was true, she belonged to him, and then he slowly discovered that this sentence should be said in reverse, not that she belonged to him but that he belonged to her.

A year later, she began to draw a life for him (bo four sounds, the original meaning is thumbs up, here you understand it yourself, this word is charming), step by step he from a simple hairy boy who punishes evil and promotes good, and gradually becomes a hero who is recognized and won over by many forces, and the relationship between the rivers and lakes and the official is very well managed, although his martial arts are not so good, but his reputation is very loud, far more than those masters who are stronger than him. According to Jiaxian's plan, it won't be long before the two of them will have their own gang, do their own business, and then donate a member to Liang Xie, and then grow bigger step by step, with the help ......of the Yamen's connections. Everything seems to be very good, although Liang Xie is reluctant to sharpen his head to fight, but his wife likes him and does his best, every day is a new progress, every day is completely in accordance with the plan made by Jia Xian and is getting closer to the goal, seeing that as long as Liang Xie is willing to do and work hard, these will be obtained step by step, but one day things began to change, a fatal change. That day early up, Jia Xian felt very tired, tired, sore bones, and lost some hair when combing her hair, she suddenly found that she was easily tired recently, and her hair seemed to fall out more than before, at first the two didn't care, they just thought that they were overworked, and it would be good to rest for a while, who knew that this break would be so long, and the two never expected that everything was gradually out of the control of the two from that day.

Jiaxian has been with him for ten years, and has been ill for eight years, and in the past eight years, Liang Xie has changed day by day, month by month, year by year, and he is no longer the scattered person who does not pay attention to money, and he is no longer the hot-blooded knight of the rivers and lakes. In the past eight years, in order to treat Jiaxian, Liang Xie has been an executioner, a nurse, a thug in a casino, a thief, a thief, a thief, and even an assassin killer today, money is becoming more and more important to him, more than preferences, leaping over dignity, flattening ambitions, trampling on conscience, every time he breaks through the bottom line, Liang Xie will struggle in pain for a long time, the more he struggles, the more useless he finally chooses to compromise, and after a long time, a sense of powerlessness and despair completely envelops his life, this kind of day is like being sealed in a jar, no access is allowed, there are only two ways to break the jar, one is that Jiaxian's illness is completely cured, and the other is to break the jar and fall, accept his fate and wait for death。 But Jiaxian's illness is cured, and the offense is better, and the offense is better, and it relapses, and it is more difficult to treat each time, more and more tricky each time, and the cost is getting bigger and bigger. In the past eight years, Liang Xie's hope has turned into disappointment again and again, rekindling hope in disappointment again and again, and then disappointment again, and hope for ...... again. The cycle goes on and on, endlessly, he doesn't know how long this life will take, he can only live one day at a time, and he is trying his best to support it, but now he is not strong in the torture, but is becoming more and more sensitive, fragile, and even a little withdrawn, especially in recent months.

For Jiaxian, his wife, Liang Xie has always felt guilty, for him, Jiaxian left the home that raised her for more than 20 years, for him, Jiaxian broke up with her father, although later the maid in the family followed her, her father did not stop her, but never recognized her. elopement, it sounds good, but in fact it is cruel, Jiaxian's pain, Liang Xie empathizes, so he can bear more grievances, no matter how big the humiliation is, he can also bear it, no matter how much Liang Xie loses for her, this is his previous thought, recently he feels more and more depressed, so that he can't breathe, and he is almost unable to support it like a fracture.

PS: This paragraph is a real change of some of my body before, of course, things are more similar, people are more similar, and the mood is more similar, but I haven't killed anyone, nor have I been a thief, an executioner, or a casino thug.