Chapter 192: The Restlessness of Youth
Whenever Zhang Yunyan thought of Du Xiaotian, she was both moved and sighed, if the second prince of Tianyue Kingdom and Du Xiaotian were from the same era, they would definitely regard the two of them as the same person.
Thinking of her brother in another world, Yunyan sighed secretly, she had said goodbye to her beloved in this life, and her beautiful marriage had long been lost, so she could only be empty lovesick and in love.
When she was thinking and suffering, she didn't expect that the sky would take such care of her, and in the vast sea of people, let Du Xiaotian, who resembles her beloved, come to front of her, maybe it was also a kind of fate.
Although Brother Xiaotian is not the second prince, his resemblance image and resemblance in all aspects have made the bitter heart have warm warmth, spiritual sustenance, and some comfort for fruitless love.
In her thoughts, the more Zhang Yunyan thought about it, the more she felt that this matter was a little strange, it was unbelievable and a little strange to be able to meet two similar people, and they were two elder brothers after thousands of years.
Is there really a secret that no one knows, and if so, what is the secret that cannot be told?
Zhang Yunyan is deeply in love with the second prince of Tianyue Kingdom, and naturally has love for Du Xiaotian, the "second prince" in this world.
This love was shared by Du Xiaotian from the second prince, and it was also Yunyan's gratitude. Du Xiaotian is not only his life-saving benefactor, but also a beautiful man who resembles his beloved, how can he not be heartwarming.
The beloved second prince is lost, and the longed-for marriage has long been in vain, at this time, only Du Xiaotian can make her burst out of love again, and can soothe the feelings of missing her brother from another world.
In her thoughts, Yunyan already regarded the two similar brothers as one person. The two of them are similar in appearance and body shape, their voice and temperament are so similar, and their ages are similar, there is no way to separate the two.
When she thinks of the second prince of Tianyue Kingdom, she will naturally think of Du Xiaotian in this world, and when she thinks of Du Xiaotian, she will miss the second prince. In her mind, the two brothers are the same image, and one image represents the two brothers, which are really inseparable.
Whenever Zhang Yunyan thinks of her brother Du Xiaotian, she will think of the days and nights when she served and took care of her brother Xiaotian, and that embarrassing scene will clearly flash in her mind, and then she blushes and her heart beats, and she is ashamed.
She couldn't avoid this situation, she couldn't help but think about it, and she felt that this matter was a little strange. It was the first time she and Du Xiaotian met, the first time they became brother and sister, and the first time she experienced that kind of embarrassment in her life, and she was still facing a man who was very much like the second prince.
Thinking about it, she felt that this matter might not be so simple, and it seemed to have a difficult reason. Why is this so? Is there an unknown secret in it?
That kind of embarrassing thing is really embarrassing, and she is so ashamed that she has no place to go, but it was a very special period, in order to save her benefactor's life, she had to do it, and of course she was grateful.
In hindsight, she didn't know how those days and nights had come over, and she couldn't believe that she could bravely face a naked man and do those unimaginable things.
She was very emotional, not to mention that she was still a girl who had not yet left the cabinet, but a woman who had a family, and in the face of a strange man, in such an embarrassing situation, she would also blush and be ashamed.
However, Xiaotian's brother was so seriously injured in order to save her, his life was in danger, and there was no one to take care of him, she couldn't ignore it, even if that scene was difficult to accept, she had to face it. This is gratitude and responsibility, and she must take it.
In order to save her brother's life and recover as soon as possible, what else can she not do, she can only do it.
Fortunately, she finally survived, scrubbing and changing dressings for her brother again and again, facing the places she shouldn't face again and again, although she blushed and felt ashamed, what to do or how to do it, it is also a kind of training.
In the training again and again, the shame gradually decreased, and she was able to face it with her eyes wide open.
Zhang Yunyan didn't want to recall that kind of embarrassing thing anymore, and she couldn't avoid it, whenever she thought of her brother Du Xiaotian, that scene would naturally flash in her mind, and she would be ashamed and blush again. It was the first time I met my brother, and it was so special that there was really no way to erase it from my mind.
However, with the shame and heartbeat again and again, this mentality has also eased and lessened. As time passes, the shame may be removed, and the awkward situation can be slowly accepted.
Zhang Yunyan is still a girl in the boudoir, it was the first time to face a naked body of the opposite sex, and in the face of such an embarrassing situation, this kind of shameful mentality is inevitable.
However, after all, she has grown up, and with the passage of time, it is natural that her mentality has changed, and she should be able to face it.
It was impossible for her to forget that kind of scene, after all, she had experienced it, it was the first time, and the imprint left in her heart would be deeper.
What's more, Zhang Yunyan is in the flowering season when she is young, and it is time to talk about marriage, if she wants to avoid this situation, not only is it impossible, but in shame, she will have endless reverie.
Anyway, in the days of serving Du Xiaotian, Yunyan has seen the world, and she can be regarded as a person who has come over, and if there is such a thing in the future, she should be able to face it.
I don't know how long it took, Zhang Yunyan woke up from her thoughts and memories, and looked at the little monk next to her, the vague figure was motionless, not knowing what she was thinking.
She sighed secretly, her benefactor may be suffering from being in a desperate situation, or maybe she may be like herself, and her thoughts have returned to the unforgettable past.
Yunyan saw her benefactor release again, and that inexplicable feeling followed. She didn't know what it was like, and she didn't know why only the release of the void could make her feel this way.
Shakti is an ordinary monk, except for being kind to himself, there is nothing else special, why do you only have such inexplicable feelings when you see this person, or when you think of Shakkong?
Zhang Yunyan was puzzled and sighed silently.
She couldn't help but think of Fang Cai's suspicious words to herself, and smiled silently, her heart beating faster, and her face became even more ruddy.
Yun Yan secretly muttered to herself: "The spirit turtle is really suspicious, how can I do that kind of thing, besides, Shikong is not that kind of person, even the mist flowers can't touch his heart, how can he be interested in himself." ”
She looked at the silent Shikong, and sighed silently, I don't know how many years the benefactor has been converted to Buddhism, and there are no distracting thoughts about the earthly fate, and she is not close to women, and her cultivation is indeed very deep.
Take 10,000 steps back, if Shikong does something to himself, even though he is a life-saving benefactor, he will risk his life to resist. There is a bottom line for gratitude, and this kind of thing is absolutely not okay.
Yun Yan glanced at the vague figure, and smiled silently, laughing at the suspiciousness of the spirit turtle, and also laughing at her own heart, she would think about this kind of thing, endlessly, and a little thinking about it.
She sighed, she had grown up, she was young, and it was inevitable that she would be so restless, and it was difficult to calm down.
Zhang Yunyan looked at Shikong, sighed again, and couldn't help but think of her fiancé Jun Lin Jiaxiang.
If this person is Jiaxiang's elder brother, the suspicion of the spirit turtle may still be possible. In this undisturbed cave, and no one can see it, she may hug her brother, maybe kiss, caress her, and then ...... I'm ashamed, I don't want to, I don't want to, it's really endless cranky, and I'm not ashamed.
She sighed silently, and her heart was difficult to calm down, but unfortunately, this person was not Brother Jiaxiang, but a benefactor who released the air.
She was a little sad, Jiaxiang's brother had already passed away, and the longing marriage had come to naught......
Zhang Yunyan inspected the dim cave and breathed a sigh of relief, as if she wanted to spit out the grief and pain in her heart, as well as the remaining palpitations, so that the tense nerves were relaxed.
Her mental burden is too great, and the mission on her shoulders is too heavy, she must bear it, and she must bear it strongly.
Yunyan has no way to get rid of the heavy pressure, and she can't get rid of it, she must fulfill those lifelong vows and melt the ice of hatred in her heart.
When these vows will be fulfilled, she can't even think about it now, she is in a desperate situation, there is no hope of escape, and there is no way to complete it in this life.
Zhang Yunyan hopes to live, not only for herself, but also for those missions, as well as the grand ambitions she has just shown. She was destined to fight for these missions in this life, to fight for her grandiosities until the day she died.
However, the reality is too cruel and is about to destroy her life, and all vows and everything will come to naught.
What's even more tragic is that Yunyan is no longer able to comfort the souls of her relatives, and she has no shame to go underground to meet her relatives.
Suddenly, there was a sound outside the cave.
Zhang Yunyan and Shi Kong woke up from their contemplation, listening nervously, worried that the devils would not be able to find their prey, and they would come here to toss again.
At this time, there was a low voice of inquiry at the entrance of the cave: "Yun Feiyan, what's in it? Are you in danger?"
It was the spirit turtle that was asking, it was concerned about the safety of Zhang Yunyan and Shikong, and it was also concerned about whether there was any mystery in the mysterious cave.
Those devils didn't come, Zhang Yunyan and Shikong were relieved.
She got up and went to the entrance of the cave to meet the spirit turtle, but did not go out for safety.
Zhang Yunyan told the spirit turtle that after careful inspection, this cave did not have a path, and it was a relatively large cave. From the flashing handwriting on the rock wall, it can be seen that this hole is called "Suiyuan Cave". Except for the name, there is a big edge word, and there is nothing else, it is empty, it is a very ordinary cave.
After entering the Suiyuan Cave, except for the flashing handwriting, nothing terrible has happened, and there is no mystery to speak of. It seems that those speculations and imaginations are a bit redundant and too superb.
The spirit turtle was very disappointed when he heard this, but he still couldn't believe it, since the flashing handwriting suddenly appeared, it meant that this hole was extraordinary. Maybe there will be other mysterious things going on, other mysterious things will appear, but they will not appear for the time being.
Who knows, it was really guessed by the spirit turtle, and the mysterious thing really happened......