Chapter 137: I'll give you back that sentence
"Isn't that what you wanted most before? ”
Just when Zhao Yi went to the toilet, Yu Xi's voice appeared in his ears.
"You said it yourself, that was before. Zhao Yi said.
"In your brain, the memories of six years are all about her alone, give up those hatreds, and you and her will live happily. Yu Xi said.
"Hatred? That's all before, it's not the same now. At the time, I did feel like I hated it to death, but when I really died once, I felt that it was just like that. After all, the previous Zhao Yi is dead. Zhao Yi said indifferently.
"If you were really dead before, you wouldn't be so indifferent to her. Yu Xi said.
"Hey, Yuxi, I found out that you can dump me wherever you can. Zhao Yi said helplessly: "I like you to annoy you like this?"
"I'm also thinking about you, after all, your attachment to me is always just attachment, it's better to find a practical one. Yu Xi said.
"I said it all, that's impossible. Zhao Yi's voice suddenly changed and said, "By the way, what are you going to say...... You can't see me when I go to the bathroom, right?"
“......”
Well, Yu Xi was decisively angry with him and left.
"I just asked a normal question, why am I angry. Zhao Yi said he was helpless.
When Zhao Yi left the toilet, Dong Yiting was still waiting for him in the distance.
Zhao Yi stood at the door of the toilet, and suddenly frowned, originally he thought that as long as he was cold to her, a woman like her would never come to him again, but he didn't expect her to become more and more entangled.
Zhao Yi looked at Dong Yiting on the other side, and thought to himself, it was not a way for him and her to go down like this, it was better to make it clear directly.
Thinking about Zhao Yi, he walked over to Dong Yiting.
Seeing that Zhao Yi didn't avoid him and left directly, Dong Yiting couldn't help but feel a little better.
"Can you understand my despair that day?" Zhao Yi came to her side and suddenly asked.
His expression was very light, without any emotion, as if he was asking another thing that didn't matter.
"I know what I said hurt your heart...... But there are some things I want to explain to you, and there are many things that you don't know. Dong Yiting said.
"Say it, say what you want to say. ”
"The reason why I haven't contacted you for three years is because my family would definitely not be able to do you if they knew that I was still in contact with you. Dong Yiting explained.
"Then you can say those words when you meet me that day?" Zhao Yi shook his head and smiled: "These are not reasons, you can't deny it, that day you just felt that it was not suitable for the two of us to be together, even if we were together, we would not be happy, in your eyes, you and I are not people from the same world at all, you are very rational." ”
"Yes, I admit it, I was very rational in what I said that day, and after I left you, my whole person began to slowly become rational, but now I find that as soon as I meet you...... I'm going to change back and become irrational. ”
"Don't you think it's tiring to lie?" Zhao Yi said again: "If I don't have these abilities, will you become irrational? Your irrationality is all after I have these abilities, you feel that I and you are in the same world again, and you feel that you can go back to that happy time again." If I didn't have these abilities, you would still only marry that person, and even if I would take into account my feelings, after that day, you would not take the initiative to come to me and say a word. Isn't it? It's not because you met me that you became irrational. ”
"But that's not the problem, it's that you've always had these abilities, and you never told me that you were lying to me. If you had told me earlier, I wouldn't have ......"
Before Dong Yiting finished speaking, Zhao Yi directly interrupted her words and said: "But you still got engaged to that person before you met me, if it weren't for this work to go back to Linhai, it is estimated that you will not meet me even if you get married." Dong Yiting, just admit it, your rationality is still greater than your sensibility, and you will only be like this when you can enjoy more sensibility on the basis of rational satisfaction. ”
“......”
Dong Yiting was silent, what Zhao Yi said was indeed right, if he didn't have these abilities, she wouldn't keep coming to him one after another.
She did hope that he could live a happier life after leaving her, but she would never marry him.
As he said, she felt that she was in the same world as him again, and everything was based on that.
"But you're lying to me, you haven't said ......"
Dong Yiting's eyes were red, and she was also very aggrieved, she had obviously been silently caring about him.
Although not being together was the most correct choice for the happiness she felt she could live, why didn't she think about him?
"You think too much, I didn't lie to you, I didn't have these abilities before, in fact, I shouldn't have them in the future, it's just because of some special reasons. In other words, if you can stand here and talk to me today, you should not actually exist. ”
"I don't believe ......"
"You don't believe it, I don't need to be so clear with you, I just hope you don't lie to me anymore, what you want is a love with a comparable status, not something with a gap, you still have to face this, it has nothing to do with whether I lie to you or not. Zhao Yi said very clearly.
"I'll admit you're right, but ...... You have waited for me for three years, and your feelings for me are so deep, do you just say that you will give up and give up? You have affection for me, and I still have you in my heart...... Why can't we start over? Isn't that good?"
Dong Yiting stood opposite him and said with a sad expression.
Zhao Yi sighed and said: "You can't think about how I survived that day, I said, even if you say a sentence of chasing your heart, it is better than your stinky money, but you didn't even say those words, so you just threw me a few dollars." ”
“......”
"I'll give you that sentence, our cognitive outlook is different, we are not people of the same world, even if we are together, we will not be happy. I think this sentence is really true, you should think about the happiness of the two of us in the future, not because of the excitement of the moment. Zhao Yi said.
After saying these words, Zhao Yi turned around and left directly, he had already made it very clear that Dong Yiting would not come to him again in the future.
At the moment when Zhao Yi left, Dong Yiting still wanted to reach out and hold him, but suddenly found that she had no reason to hold those familiar hands.