Chapter 34 (19)

Li Yijie stepped forward and said: "From the first time I saw you, no, it should be said that the first time I saw you as Xia Shengxun, I told you that it was a feeling." In your eyes, I see melancholy, I see sadness. Please look me in the eye and tell me that you really married Yuan Gongzi out of your own free will, because you love him? But how long have you known him, why did you set the marriage date so hastily? If I could hear your true thoughts, I would leave from now on and never come back to pester you. ”

Nangong Xue slowly turned her head, as if she had momentary hesitation, but when she saw his sympathetic gaze, a wave of anger rose in her heart. Determined his mind, he looked straight into his eyes and said, "Yes, I love him, that's why I want to marry him." He knows how to love me a hundred times, love me a thousand times, and understand me ten thousand times better than you. If he treats me well, I will treat him well. If you don't marry such a man, why bother to humiliate yourself, and you have to climb you, the leader of the martial arts alliance? I said, I don't want a man who stands at the top, I just want a man who values me everywhere, really cares about me, cares about me, even if he is ordinary, I will marry. I'm too tired to dwell in the ethereal and clinging to it, and I'm overjoyed when you look back at me one day. I want to let go, can't you?

Li Yijie felt like he had been slapped with a stick, and at the same time, an unprecedented pain eroded into his entire body, and he could clearly hear the explosion of his heart in his chest. The expression on his face throbbed several times, and finally responded: "Yes, if he can really treat you well, I won't force you anymore." As a senior brother, I ...... I wish you happiness. Finding you a good in-law has always been my wish. Now that you can be the daughter-in-law of the four major families, you can ensure that you will have no worries in the future. It's a pity...... When you were with me, I never knew how to cherish it, until ...... Until ......"

Nangong Xue looked at him in such pain, her face showed a kind of revenge-like pleasure, and said aggressively: "I knew this was the case, why did I have to do it in the first place? You don't want to think about it, how did you treat me before? Unreasonable suspicion, quite unreasonable, now you will be miserable, but you don't consider the past I endured in every way, how painful it is?"

Li Yijie defended: "I can't be blamed for this. You...... You died with the night...... I don't want to interfere with your freedom, just because I am your senior brother, I am qualified to dissuade you from going astray......!

Nangong Xue's eyes were full of fire, and she said: "Died in the dark? You still dare to mention him? In my eyes, he is more responsible than you! He can always love Miss Chu for 20 years, stay with her all his life, never give up, and all the purpose of survival is to maintain her happiness, even if he is lonely for a lifetime! This is worthy of being a love saint. How can there be another self in such deep affection? Your worries are completely nonsense! I just admire him, sympathize with him, and hope to be by his side, to be his friend, and to share some of his troubles. There are many feelings that people who have not experienced will never understand, and they will only attack one side of him with overwhelming condemnation, such as the world to him, and you to me. There are those unwarranted jealousy efforts, you might as well learn more from others. Yes, not only in your story, but in fact, I do appreciate him and like him, but these are not about love, just some ordinary emotions in getting along!"

Although it has been a long time, Li Yijie heard Nangong Xue speak for the dark night so unabashedly, and still couldn't help but be angry, and said angrily: "What responsibility does he have? For the sake of Chu Menglin, who has already died, he doesn't want to find out the truth, he blindly listens to rumors, doesn't measure his strength, and challenges people who are far stronger than himself! Entrusting his limited life to a fabricated reason and a woman who doesn't love him, but he doesn't know how many big things can be done in this world! Passive avoidance of the world is the act of a coward!"

Nangong Xue was-for-tat, showing no weakness, and said: "What did he delay? Far away before we went down to Huashan, he was still two frogs at the bottom of the well, and he was about the same size as us at that time." But the name of the remnant star has long been spread far away in the rivers and lakes, who doesn't know, who doesn't know? But it's much stronger than you, a 'great disciple of Huashan who has never been trapped by love, actively entered the WTO, and is upright', right?"

Li Yijie said impatiently: "But you can't deny how many people he has killed? His reputation is all based on the accumulation of countless lives, and the three words of the remnant star are blood-stained sins!"

Nangong Xue said: "What if you have killed someone? Let's go through the rivers and lakes, which one has not killed anyone? Just because the person who lost his life has the difference between good and evil, he should be praised and criticized by others? He can kill people, at least it shows that he is really powerful, not a waste of fame." If you are realistic, even now you are still not his opponent! Ask yourself, if it weren't for the aura of the martial arts alliance leader on your body, as if you were the embodiment of justice, how many people would have heard of your name? How many practical things have you done for the martial arts? Hmph, you and I know very well that you are just using this identity to be shy and flattering, to curry favor with Shen Shiyun, and to become an object of her use! If you act like this, you are tantamount to trampling the dignity of the entire martial arts under your feet and shaking everyone's beliefs, how much better is you than him? He can be so affectionate to a girl, regardless of the return, it shows that he is not a cold-blooded and ruthless demon, this affection, just ask how many people can do it under the decent door? He was raised by the leader of the Demon Sect since he was a child, and the orders given by the sect leader, how could he disobey them? Under the fence, even if he desperately refused, he just gave away a life in vain, and what good was it? Moreover, he has been poisoned by the theory of the Demon Sect since he was a child, and people in the martial arts never ask questions about his old crimes alone, and once they meet, they want to draw their swords and use force. If you don't kill someone, you kill someone else, so how can you protect his most important person? Even if you destroy the Demon Sect later, he is just a pawn for you. The one who really dares to fight with the Seven Demon Demons doesn't know who it is. When the shrunken turtle sees a good show, and then comes to take credit afterwards, I don't know who it is. But I think he's arrogant, and even if he lived, he wouldn't have come to compete with you for this merit. He has never been given the opportunity to change his ways, and all of this is caused by your martial arts alliance leader, you pretentious and decent people! In any case, I just don't think he's wrong. Even if it is wrong, it is this twisted world that is wrong. If you think I don't distinguish between right and wrong, yes, I'm just such a shallow girl. I don't have the qualifications at all, let you, the leader of the Martial Arts Alliance, put big things aside and waste all your time arguing with me. Let's talk a little bit about the provinces. ”

Li Yijie gave her a phone call, and she couldn't argue, and she didn't suffer. The most scathing thing is that she keeps talking about her identity as a nominal "martial arts alliance leader", which is the strongest irony for him. I almost had the urge to cry out loud, and hissed: "Don't say it again! Don't say it! I knew it was like this, this Laoshizi's martial arts alliance leader, I ...... I shouldn't have been! Maybe I won't be annoying you like that......! I also set up a demon cult, I also go to kill people and set fires, and then force people to be cornered, kill themselves, and maybe get some sympathy from you......"

Nangong Xue said: "Do you want to be the leader of the martial arts alliance, you go and say it to those 'decent fellow Daoists' yourself, but what are you yelling at me? You don't live to get some sympathy from me." Besides, if you do go down the wrong path, I will never have the slightest mercy. It's one thing to be forced to do so, but if you are willing to fall, just like the Seven Demon Heads, it's a different matter. If you give up the whole world, don't blame others for not being able to live up to you. ”

Seeing that Li Yijie had collapsed, thinking that since he was a child, he had almost never said these heavy words to him, and the rest of the people had never stimulated him so much, he felt a little unbearable, his tone softened slightly, and said: "People live in the world to face many things that they don't want to do, whether it is you and me, or even everyone, it is the same. I can understand your feelings. ”

Li Yijie saw a ray of light in the darkness at first glance, as if he had grasped hope, and said anxiously: "Really, Xue'er, please, don't leave me." Don't look at my appearance as independent and self-reliant, but the real me is just a fragile child who doesn't grow up. I really can't live without you in my life......" I couldn't help but burst into tears again.

Nangong Xue's face turned cold again, and said: "In this world, no one can live without anyone. If you have to rely on others all the time to survive, then you are also incompetent, and no one is obligated to take care of you. ”

Li Yijie still had tears in his eyes, and said: "Xue'er, good junior sister, even if I beg you, forgive me this time, okay? Don't marry the original son......"

Nangong Xue shook him off suddenly, took a few steps back, and said, "I can forgive you, it doesn't mean that I want to be with you, right? There are only two ways to go. One is that I still marry the original son in accordance with the marriage contract, so in the future, I will only be your younger brother and sister, and everyone will stick to each other according to etiquette. The second is that I am a nun and a nun, anyway, I have been in the Shuiyue Nunnery for several months, studying Buddhist scriptures, only to feel that everything in the world is illusory, and I also have a bit of the idea of retreating from the red dust. Now I'm going to give you the right to choose, and you say, do you want me to marry or not?"

As soon as Li Yijie heard that she intended to become a nun, where did she dare to insist, and hurriedly said: "Marriage! Naturally, I will marry, I ......" mustered up the last bit of courage and said: "But, why do you regard me as an enemy and talk with a gun and a stick? Can't we be a pair of good friends?"

Nangong Xue said coldly: "The matter has come to this, what kind of friends do you have? It's just self-deception." Besides, I got along with you with an ordinary heart, and you will always remember that Xia Shengxun, a woman who met in Pingshui, was just a little similar to your junior sister by chance, which not only fulfilled your fantasy, but also exempted us from relative embarrassment, isn't this good? Is it that you are forced to pierce this layer of window paper, but who can blame you? There are some secrets in the world, which are often known to everyone, but still have to work together to keep them. Just because the truth is debunked, it is not good for anyone. There may only be a thin film between the virtual and the real, but there are some words that you listen to and don't listen to, but the difference is the whole world!"

Li Yijie's heart was broken, and he still needed to be persuaded again, the door of the mansion was suddenly pushed open, and Lu Qian stood at the door with a smile, and said with a smile: "The mansion is so lively today? It turned out that the leader of the Li League was also there." Come, Shengxun, let's go outside to bask in the sun, and let Li Mengzhu sit here for the time being. Anyway, he's a big living person, and he won't disappear out of thin air, will he?"

The tears on Nangong Xue's face did not dry, and she heard the name "Shengxun" again in a trance, almost like a lifetime. glanced at Lu Qian, shook his head silently, and stepped back.