Ye Zhaoming said in a firm tone: "There is no such thing as fairness and unfairness, you are the best gift from God to me, let it pass if it is over." I love you who are simple and kind now, including all of An Xiaoyou, so I also love children, she is your daughter, and she will be my daughter in the future, I will be a good husband and father. ”

When An Xiaoyou heard these words, especially when he heard the four words of simplicity and kindness, his body trembled, and he wanted to stop talking, but in the end he chose to be silent, his head slowly leaned on Ye Zhaoming's shoulder, and said, "Zhaoming, I don't want to lose you, you will always be with me, right?"

"I'm talking stupid again, I can't get rid of me if you want to. After Ye Zhaoming finished speaking, they were silent with each other, but his mind was recalling time, thinking about everything with An Xiaoyou.

They met at a friend's party three years ago, when they heard An Xiaoyou speak for the first time, they were deeply attracted by her voice and temperament, during which the two talked very happily, since that meeting, they left each other's contact information, with the deepening of the relationship, they established a relationship, Ye Zhaoming attached great importance to his first relationship.

Half a year ago, on a romantic night, he proposed to An Xiaoyou, but she did not answer directly, but asked a question that he will never forget.

At that time, An Xiaoyou's tone was unusually calm, as if he was ready for everything, and asked, "Zhao Ming, in your life, have you done anything that makes you regret?"

Ye Zhaoming thought seriously for a while, and then said, "No, what about you?"

An Xiaoyou's eyes flickered, and his expression became firm, and he said, "I want to tell you a story about a friend around me." ”

"Yes, you say!"

She was born in a family of only children, she was very favored by her parents, her family was not bad, she had never suffered since she was a child, and she was beautiful, so she happily completed elementary school, junior high school, and high school. I went to college, many people pursued, and soon after, I had a boyfriend, I loved each other very much, and I wanted to be together for the rest of my life, so I gave everything to that person. ”

However, after graduating from college, she took her boyfriend to meet her parents, and she didn't know what her mother said to her boyfriend, and he was angry and insisted on breaking up with her. Her boyfriend was from a rural area, so she could guess the conversation between them, and she kept it again and again, but she couldn't change the outcome. ”

A few months later, she suddenly found out that she was pregnant, and the doctor told her that she was too delicate, and that she had been pregnant for too long, and that the risk of abortion was very high, and she was not willing to kill the child. So she hid from all her friends around her, went to a relative's farmhouse in another place to secretly give birth to the child, and handed the child over to the relative to raise, and sent money over regularly. ”

That time was the most painful and gloomy time in her life, and now she regrets that she was too ignorant and did not consider the consequences, and felt very sorry for the child, so she wanted to take the child back and raise it herself. After speaking, he looked at Ye Zhaoming with tears in his eyes.

Ye Zhaoming's face was pale, his heart was cold, and he was speechless for a long time, he didn't even hear what An Xiaoyou said later, and he didn't even notice when she left.

When I returned to my company apartment, I lay in bed, my head was gray, my heart was like a knife, and the perfect world I had built in my mind was shattered.

As the saying goes, first love is beautiful, unforgettable, simple, and pure. There are also clouds' first love such as the white lotus in the prosperous age, such as the fairy jelly qionglu, and like the source of life giving people infinite vitality, yearning and motivation, because of this, people are often obsessed with it and can't extricate themselves.

Ye Zhaoming was not spared, tears involuntarily slipped from the corners of his eyes, ran over his cheeks, and fell the sheets, and the wet stains continued to expand.

In the early morning, everything woke up, but he never fell asleep, the tears had dried, and the colic in his heart became continuous and long, and he couldn't cut it anymore. At this time, he realized that the world was complex, that the simple world was not simple, and that the things that he thought were beautiful were actually incomplete.

Thinking of this, I can't help but secretly think: "The ancient sages said: 'There is nothing born together, difficulty and ease are combined, long and short are punished, high and low are mutually beneficial, beauty and evil are accompanied by each other, and it is constant.'" The husband is the one who lives in the Ephesus, and the one who goes to the Ephesus. I didn't fully understand it before, but now that I think about it, it really is. ”

"There are two sides to everything, and I was naïve. Mutual birth, mutual formation, mutual punishment, mutual benefit, mutual accompaniment, eternal and unchanging, this is the change of the Tao. ”

"'I don't want to go. 'If you don't possess it, you won't lose it, you won't have the worry of gaining, the pain of loss, and the superfluous obsession will let him go with the wind. Holiness and perfection, fame and fortune, honor and disgrace...... After the end of the day, it will disappear with it, but it is only the evolution of the process of personal morality. ”

Ye Zhaoming's whole person had a trace of dusty aura, his state of mind continued to improve, his thoughts were climbing infinitely, jumping from the personal world to the vast world, and then leaping into the high-level space, extending to the cosmic stars, galaxies and the vast starry sky, time seemed to stop for him at this moment.

Suddenly, his mind opened widely, and there was a certain rule in his eyes that dragged him away, making his whole body and mind merge with heaven and earth, regardless of each other. The golden light of Ye Zhaoming's whole body escaped, and the streamer stretched out to the void, connecting to the unknown time and space.

The sudden vision, he himself was unaware, his whole body revealed an infinite peaceful aura, it seemed sacred and inviolable, and the sound of the avenue in the whole room was in the dark, and it was difficult for ordinary people to hear it. After a long time, all the visions returned to Ye Zhao's body and turned into invisible.

All the knots in his heart untied themselves, and all the things of his previous life were handled calmly, and without the slightest hesitation, he pulled out a number that he knew by heart, and said, "See you in the old place." ”

The other side did not speak, Ye Zhaoming waited patiently, and after a while, An Xiaoyou said: "En!"

The same lake water, the same swaying willows, the difference is the mood of the two, An Xiaoyou was stunned the moment he saw Ye Zhaoming, and said for a long time: "You have changed!"

Ye Zhaoming said softly: "People are always in the process of growing. ”

"Did I make you grow?"

"Yes and no!"

"Accumulation is enough, and when the time is ripe, it will naturally grow. Ye Zhaoming continued.

An Xiaoyou took a deep breath and said, "You asked me out today, are you going to break up with me?"

Ye Zhaoming stood calmly, and said with a smile: "On the contrary, I will protect you for the rest of my life." ”

An Xiaoyou's eyes became crystalline, and the two faced each other quietly, no one wanted to break the atmosphere at this time.

The sky was getting dark, and he woke up from the contemplation of memories, looking at the lovely people around him, Ye Zhaoming was very glad that he didn't think about it at the beginning and made a decision that he shouldn't have made. hugged An Xiaoyou and said softly: "Xiaoyou, I'll send you back." ”

"I want to be like this forever, leaning on your shoulder. ”

"Okay, good, I'll ...... tomorrow"