Chapter 35 (28)
Lu Qian smiled with satisfaction, as if all the troubles in the world had left him, and the whole person was really only an empty shell, he leaned his head lightly, and said: "I think too much, and I am too tired, now I can die in your arms, sleep well, I am satisfied, I have caused so many evils, God treats me...... It's still not thin...... These days, I often think about it, when we first met. We were ...... at that time There is no so much intrigue, there is not so much power struggle, there is just you and me...... You and me, who will be stupid and vindictive, you and me who will conspire together, the best time, when I was still a teenager, I thought about it more...... How much do you want to go back to that ...... That spotlessly transparent era...... Xue'er, can I finally hear you call me, 'Brother Lu'?"
Nangong Xue called softly: "Brother Lu...... Brother Lu ......" Lu Qian's face glowed with an unprecedented look, it was real joy, a smile from the heart after unloading all the burdens. At that moment, it was as if his whole body was shining with holiness. At that moment, the half-open and half-closed eyes fell like relief, and the palm of the hand hung weakly at the side. There were still undried blood stains on the palms.
Nangong Xue suddenly felt that the body in her arms suddenly became cold, and it was almost unacceptable for a moment, and she tentatively called out twice, "Brother Lu?" Lu Qian did not move, and his sleeping face was as peaceful as a newborn baby. Perhaps everyone is born so clean, it is the dust of the world that stains them with dirt. To do this, it will take a lifetime to pay off the debt. It is only after the first life of toil that the soul returns to heaven that the soul is restored to its original purity, salvation, and liberation.
Nangong Xue didn't think of that much, but just thought of a person who occupied an important weight in his life, and suddenly left his world quietly. From then on, his face could only appear in memories, and even in his sleep, it was difficult to see him again. When a person disappears, there will never be another person in the future, and even if he is reincarnated, it is another person. This is the end of everything that belongs to him.
The sudden blow was like a torrent that almost crushed her entirely. Crying: "Brother Lu!" fell on him, couldn't help but let out a cry of sorrow, crying so much that his liver and intestines were broken. Even she couldn't have imagined that she could be so sad and have so many tears.
Lu Qian can be called a deeply entangled enemy in her life, who would have thought that he would be the most unbearable.
When I was in the Shadow Worship Sect, I saw the death of the night death, and at that time, it was as painful as my heart was being clenched. He burned to the ground in the fire, and refused to leave her time to say goodbye. When he is gone, life is still going on as usual, she can still laugh with others, and the trajectory of anyone's fate will not be disrupted. But there is a young life, buried forever in the cold soil, and all the joys, sorrows, and sorrows of the world have nothing to do with him.
The great sorrow of life is life and death, even the death of these two people who once thought they had ordinary friendships can make her cry to death. It is hard to imagine that one day, if the most beloved Master and the dearest senior brother also leave themselves and leave her alone in this cold world, without a little love and warmth, how can such a day be called the world? If there is a day, maybe all her courage and strength will completely collapse.
Li Yijie chased Jiang Yanchen all the way for a long time, but the distance between him and him became farther and farther away, and gradually his body began to overturn a little. I remember that the original owner once told him that the true qi in his body was too strong, and even the method of suppression was also too domineering, and it was a first-class strong and strong guide. This is extremely damaging to the body, and it is okay to use true qi in the short term, but it cannot fight with people for a long time. At this time, he gradually felt physically exhausted, knowing that it was difficult to catch up, so he had to turn back and go to find Nangong Xue again.
Standing aside, I heard Lu Qian's words of farewell. Although they didn't intend to eavesdrop, the conversation between the two was still in their ears, and they heard Lu Qian persuade the two to get married, and Nangong Xue agreed on impulse.
This is nonsense. has already entertained guests from all over the world, and a few days ago the bride disappeared, and they were also invited to temporarily live in a nearby post house, waiting for the change to be removed, and the ceremony was immediately completed. It would be a big joke to announce the cancellation at this time. Why should one dead man always be in the middle of two living people, hindering their happiness?
But he also knew that Lu Qian's time was indeed running out, so he forcibly endured his irritability and let the two finally say goodbye. After waiting for Nangong Xue to cry for a while, she still had no intention of getting up, so she stepped forward to help her up, patted her gently on the back, and said, "Xue'er, don't cry, don't be sad." This...... It's not something we can change. It's all caused by the Seven Demon Bosses, and he is the culprit of everything. ”
Nangong Xue's face was still full of tears, and said, "No, no, I know it's all my fault." I'm an ominous person at all, and I shouldn't have come back. If it weren't for saving me, you wouldn't clash head-on with the Seven Demon Demons, you wouldn't be so tired that Xuanshuang was taken away by him, and you wouldn't harm Brother Lu...... Die for me. I really shouldn't ...... Thousands of no, no, when I was in Shuiyuean, my belief should have been firmer, and I should have been ordained as a monk earlier, so as to avoid all the troubles in the future. It's not good for me to have any worries and illusions about this world. Don't agree to your courtship just because you have a soft heart......"
Li Yijie's face sank, and said: "In this way, do you regret it? Because of his deathbed entrustment, you can't refuse, or do you don't love me at all at all? You are no longer ready to fulfill the marriage contract to marry me, right?" Knowing that the final answer to this sentence must be affirmative, he still couldn't help but ask more. After asking, his heart fell heavily.
Nangong Xue really said: "I'm really sorry, senior brother, but it's not that I won't marry you...... I...... At least after this period of time, when you find Xuanshuang...... As you used to say, wait until the Seven Demon Bosses are eliminated, and then we will talk about marriage. It is only now that I understand the meaning of the phrase 'the Huns have not been destroyed, why should they be at home', for men, it is a sense of responsibility that pushes him to forge ahead and fight, because his life value has not yet been realized, his country has not yet been stable, and for women, it is the happiness she has worked so hard to create will be easily shattered......"
Li Yijie said hatefully: "These are your excuses! Even if you eliminate the Seven Demon Heads now, the evil in this world will not be eliminated." At that time, there will still be minions rising everywhere, and the most powerful and widespread will be the new generation of chaotic parties. Do you understand that if we keep waiting, it will always be a cycle, and we will never wait for the day we get married. Why exactly...... What made you give up on our relationship?"
Nangong Xue hurriedly said: "No...... No, I was just scared all of a sudden, I had no faith in our future, I couldn't bear to lose again, I would rather never have it than experience the pain of being deprived of it from my arms, that is, all the pain is incomparable, as if the whole person has been torn off a layer of flesh and skin...... I hope to give each other a moment to figure out what we want. Maybe we have different interests, like a civilian couple, the husband can't pull his wife into battle, and the wife can't pull her husband into the kitchen; let's wait, time can change everything, and it can prove everything. If, in a few years, when the Seven Demons are defeated, we are all still alive, and you are still willing to have me, then I will marry you. I just don't want both parties to regret it, and let an awkward marriage contract become a burden for the future. But I love you, I will always love you, brother, if this life is destined to be fateful, we can't get together in the end, my heart is still yours. Promise me...... A long-term and considerable future? Promise me that I will not regret it, and I will not be disappointed. ”
Li Yijie felt a burst of dryness in his throat, and said with difficulty: "Okay, I promise you." Whatever you choose, I will support your decision. Until then, let's try to ...... Don't meet each other. ”
Nangong Xue nodded, and snuggled into Li Yijie's arms again, with the intention of saying goodbye. Li Yijie also opened his arms and gently hugged her. The two hugged silently, but there was no heat when they kissed, nor the passion of heaven and earth when they were in love, some were just in trouble, supporting each other, and the closeness of two lonely hearts. It is like two drowning people, grabbing a piece of driftwood, and relying on each other on the undulating sea.
If the two of them could predict the sorrow they were destined to be in the future, they might not have caused today's miss. But how many prophets can the world know? The cruel future is like a veil, watching the fire from the other side, and when everyone is not paying attention, it has already taken light steps, slowly stepping. How many people's fates have fallen apart at this step?