Chapter 33 The bell must be tied to the bell (II)
Yesterday Once More is not only a popular old song, but also the name of a café.
Now, Lin Xueru and Yin Xiaoran are sitting in this café.
The special name of this café, and then related to the experience of the mother and daughter, is quite sad and ironic.
Lin Xueru's face was still a little sickly pale, after all, she had undergone major surgery, and the doctor originally wanted her to stay in the hospital for observation for a month, but she insisted on being discharged from the hospital when she could walk on the ground, and her body was not completely recovered.
Yin Xiaoran looked at Lin Xueru who was sitting opposite her, her heart was difficult to calm down, no matter how many wrong things she did, she was still the mother who gave her life.
Lin Xueru felt uncomfortable too, she really owed too much to this daughter.
When she gave birth, she disliked that she was a girl and could not be expensive for a mother and a child, so she ruthlessly sold it to a trafficker, but fortunately, the trafficker was arrested before he could sell the child, and after the police could not find the child's biological parents, the child had to be sent to a local orphanage.
More than 20 years have passed, and the baby in the swaddling clothes has grown into a beautiful big girl, and she and her husband can be vaguely seen in their eyebrows and eyes when they were young.
In fact, all these years, she has resisted and did not want to think of this child who was discarded by herself, because this is a thorn in her heart, even after many years, it will still make her faintly painful, and the pain seems to remind her of the evil thing she has done that will be punished.
If it weren't for Lin Ran's reluctance to marry into the Wang family, if it weren't for the delusional desire to let Lin Ran marry Shen Yi and the fear of offending the Wang family, if it weren't for her greedy desire to kill two birds with one stone, maybe she would never have found this daughter in her life.
From the beginning, she didn't have the slightest affection for Yin Xiaoran, even Lin Ran, who was raised by her side, that mother-daughter relationship was mixed with use and calculation, not to mention Yin Xiaoran, who had never been together.
But in any case, she didn't expect that when she was desperate, it was this daughter who was ruthlessly discarded by her who reached out to her.
What is retribution? This is the greatest retribution.
The god of fate almost rounded his arm and gave her a resounding slap in the face, and she was completely awakened.
At first, she was suspicious of Yin Xiaoran's charcoal in the snow, she was too used to thinking from her own point of view, she was Yin Xiaoran, she was so calculated, it would be good not to step on a few feet, and repay her grievances with virtue?
But then Lin Ran told her a lot, and she realized that she was really wrong.
It is a great irony that a scheming, selfish, selfish, and unscrupulous mother, who can even sell her own children without blinking an eye, should give birth to such a kind-hearted daughter.
She was even a little glad that this daughter didn't grow up with her, otherwise Yin Xiaoran would only become the second Lin Ran.
The upper beam is not correct and the lower beam is crooked, although Lin Ran's words that scolded her that day were ugly, but they were not unreasonable, if it weren't for her words and deeds, how could Lin Ran be like that.
Fortunately, now that Lin Ran has been taught a lesson, she has slowly changed, why don't she, mothers, also accept the bloody lesson, she should also change.
After discussing with Lin Ran, the two decided to leave S City and go to live in a small city in the north, which is Lin Xueru's hometown, but she hasn't been back for many years.
After so many years of deceitful and wealthy life, she began to miss that small city with simple folk customs, plus she is old and in poor health now, so let's return to the roots.
Originally, Lin Ran wanted to find Yin Xiaoran, but she stopped her, her idea was that the two of them would leave quietly, and don't interfere with Yin Xiaoran's life anymore, what these two relatives brought to Yin Xiaoran was not family affection, but calculation, such relatives might as well not have it.
It's a pity that after the defeat of the Lin family, Lin Ran's former friends no longer paid attention to her, so she had no choice but to ask Shen Yi for help, Shen Yi saw Yin Xiaoran's face, not only helped her contact her residence and work, but also helped the two of them buy train tickets.
Originally, the two were going to leave the day after tomorrow, but Lin Xueru didn't expect Yin Xiaoran to meet her, thinking that she had said that she was good friends with Shen Yi, Lin Xueru also understood that it was Shen Yi who told her that the two were leaving.
After hesitating for a long time, she still decided to come to see Yin Xiaoran, maybe this is the last time the two will meet in this life, she owes this daughter too much, what she can do now is to go far, no longer evoke her sad memories, no longer affect her life.
This was the only thing she could do, and it was also what she thought was the best thing for Yin Xiaoran.
"Did you really decide to leave, and won't come back?" After struggling inwardly for a long time, Yin Xiaoran finally spoke.
Lin Xueru nodded and said, "Well, I'm not coming back." ”
Yin Xiaoran suddenly felt a wave of anger in her heart, what is this? Do you want to leave her daughter again? Since you don't want her at all, why should she suddenly appear and disrupt her life? She doesn't care about the two of them's calculations for herself, why do they still want to leave themselves?
Is she superfluous, the one who deserves to be left behind?
Why? Why?
Just when she was about to lose control of her anger, Lin Xueru took out a letter from her purse and handed it to her, saying, "Xiao Ran, I know that you hate me, and I also know that you must have a lot of questions in your heart, I have written it in the letter, you can understand it when you read it." ”
Yin Xiaoran didn't answer the letter, but said coldly: "I'm sitting here, why can't you tell me directly?"
Lin Xueru smiled weakly and weakly: "Facing you, I'm afraid I won't have the courage to say it, okay, I'll go first, and I'll go back to pack my things." With that, she stood up, just took two steps, turned around and said hesitantly, "You...... Take care of yourself!"
After saying that, she left without looking back, tears clouded her eyes, and she almost stumbled out.
Xiao Ran, mom is sorry for you!
Looking at the white envelope on the table, Yin Xiaoran was silent.
In the evening, in front of Yi Fan, Yin Xiaoran opened the letter, and by the time she finished reading it, her face was full of tears.
Lin Xueru wrote the truth about discarding her back then, and also admitted that she had bad intentions at all this time, and wrote at the end of the letter: "Xiao Ran, I don't ask you to forgive me, I don't deserve to be your mother at all, I owe you so much that I don't know how to compensate." The only thing I can do for you is to leave and return your life to the way it was, and you can be happy without this calculated affection. ”
"Yifan, why am I always left behind?" Yin Xiaoran cried and fell into Yifan's arms.
"Don't be sad, I won't leave you. Although Yifan felt sorry for Yin Xiaoran, he felt that Lin Xueru was right to choose to leave.
It is said that the nature of the country is easy to change, and he believes that the current Lin Xueru and Lin Ran are indeed leaving with a remorseful mentality, but if the two continue to stay by Yin Xiaoran's side, with Yin Xiaoran's character, they will definitely find ways to restore the Lin family's scenery, and once they return to that kind of pampered life, can the two of them still keep their current minds?
What's more, his identity is there, if the mother and daughter know about it, in case they have bad thoughts again, it will be Yin Xiaoran who will be hurt in the end.
After thousands of years of washing, Yifan has already looked down on people's hearts, it is okay to share hardships, but it is too difficult to be rich and noble, even if Lin Xueru does not leave, he will find a way to let the two of them leave.
Yifan also has his selfish side, he will treat anyone and everything that will hurt Yin Xiaoran coldly, but Yin Xiaoran can't see this side.