"Why? Why? Your family is not bad, your mother will definitely be soft-hearted in the future, and besides, there is me, I can fully afford this family now, is this situation still not satisfying you? You are also a graduate of a prestigious university, why do you want to do this, I don't understand, I don't understand!"

"I don't believe it for the sake of having a happy home for your children? A year ago, your ex-boyfriend came back to you after knowing that you had given birth to his child, and then you could have let the child have a father to grow up with, but you refused, for me? Or did you learn that he had severe chronic nephritis and were afraid of dragging you down? In fact, you don't want to live a poor and ordinary life at all, right?"

"Do you agree with your mother's opinion of your ex-boyfriend at the beginning? So what am I now? You use me as a spare tire? Is it a substitute for your love when you're lonely?"

"You don't want to live a life of poverty and peace, so why do you want to pick up your daughter? Is everything just an excuse to deceive me and drag me back?"

"Why do you tell me that you have children when you lie to me? Why don't you lie to me so that I have a perfect delusion? Don't you know that the truth is very risky, and don't you worry that I will leave you? Everything you do seems so contradictory, why? Why don't you speak?"

"We have envisioned our future before, it is so beautiful, sweet and real, is it all fake?"

"I want to know all about you, all of it! For the sake of me loving you so much, please let me go, let me be freed from it, let me be free from it, let me be freed from it, let me die!"

Maybe something touched her, An Xiaoyou finally spoke: "That's right, I am stupid to talk about signing a contract with a customer today, otherwise I won't be bullied." ”

"Being bullied? Hehe, when you came back, your tone was so flat, like a person who had nothing to do? When you talked to me, you still laughed? Is it that if I don't ask, you will never tell me about today?"

"You know that his hands and feet are not clean, and when you go to a place alone, you don't realize the danger? Don't fortify in advance? No matter how stupid you are, you won't be so stupid! Doesn't my attitude before you leave alert you?"

"Or does it matter to you? I suddenly feel that you are so strange, like a different person, where has An Xiaoyou, who used to be simple and kind, gone?"

The two were silent, Ye Zhaoming breathed a long sigh of relief with a trembling voice, and said, "Do you still have something to hide from me?"

"Five years ago, I was depressed after giving birth, and I spent half a year in a bar and came home at two or three in the morning every day. An Xiaoyou said.

"In other words, everything you can do in the bar has been done, right?" Ye Zhaoming said almost crazy: "Haha, it's really ridiculous, I thought that I had been waiting for it for a long time, and finally got a sincere love." It turned out to be so fake and fragile, what a gorgeous decoration it used to be, haha. ”

"But I still don't understand, at that time, your family background and living environment were better than mine, and I had no worries about food and clothing, what did you lack? Why are you so depraved and have no bottom line?"

An Xiaoyou said calmly: "People always have desires, my surroundings are like this, as far as I am concerned, that ...... It's normal. ”

Ye Zhaoming's heart was like ashes: "So you have long been used to it, in order to be able to sign that order, you don't think it's a big deal to have a relationship with others, at least half of your heart thinks so, right?"

An Xiaoyou was silent for a while, and said, "Does it still make sense to say this now!"

"Indeed, this world is so terrible, count me blind!" Ye Zhaoming finished speaking, and directly turned off his mobile phone.

An Xiaoyou gently put away her mobile phone and walked to the balcony in the open air, looking up at the vast universe, as if she could see through the infinite starry sky, and her eyes were terrifyingly deep.

Ye Zhaoming's eyes were dull, gradually becoming blurry, tears could slip down at any time, the soreness on both sides of the bridge of his nose became thicker and thicker; his chest was pressed like a thousand pounds of boulders, and it was extremely difficult to breathe, and when he inhaled, his entire chest was pressed and trembled, and his mouth was dry and salty with mucus; his heart felt hollowed out, but if it was empty, why was it still so painful, full of coldness?

In the endless struggle, his heart could not be calm, but became more and more chaotic, thinking of a simple and kind person turned into such a debauchery in an instant, this contrast is too great, what else in this world is there to believe in, to be faithful? He looked at his wrist, clenched his fist, and for the first time had a strong urge to leave the world.

Thinking that whether it was now or in the past, An Xiaoyou was in that kind of filthy picture, Ye Zhaoming was furious, and a certain door in his heart seemed to be about to be opened.

His whole person is on the verge of collapse, all thoughts are lost, his outlook on life is subverted, his values are worn out, and his worldview is completely non-existent. The belief in life dissipated, the moral shackles of the soul were opened, and I felt that there was no right or wrong in what I did, no difference between good and bad, no good and no evil, no sorrow and no joy.

Sleepless all night, he knew that there was chaos in the sea, such as when the heavens and the earth were not opened, the immeasurable flood qi was hazy, at this moment, the light of life shining on all spirits swept the earth, and all things woke up, Ye Zhaoming was touched by the powerful life essence contained in it, and a certain power in the chaotic spirit was awakening, and the enlightenment over the years was like a tide.

In the center of the sea, ripples rippled, and a bud sprouted out of nothingness. The tender buds swayed from side to side, as if moving their muscles and bones, and then all the Hongqi and Ye Zhaoming's perceptions were frantically absorbed by the tender teeth, and suddenly the buds bloomed and quickly grew into a green lotus.

The green lotus trembled slightly, and there was a visible streamer on the stem that converged to the top, and slowly a lotus seed was born, shining with golden light, like a star in the night, extremely dazzling.

The green lotus fruit withered, the seed of the avenue was suspended and undulating, and the illusion appeared, as if it was intertwined with the avenue of heaven and earth, and it seemed to be imitating and learning.

Two hours later, the golden lotus thundered, and the golden streamer was rapidly released, continuously enriching Ye Zhaoming's sea of knowledge, and the golden lotus gradually became smaller, and finally disappeared in the Dao. All things in the world are born from being, and some are born from nothing, turning into formlessness and returning to the original source.

In the space of Zhihai, the fibrous streamer swims slowly, and the naked eye can see it clearly, this streamer fills the entire Zhihai, and gradually supports a spherical small world, which has a slight contraction trend.

The fiber streamer is like some kind of rule forming a mysterious space, and it seems that neurons are communicating specific messages to each other, and one of the neurons extends into the void and leads to the unknown place, at this time, Ye Zhaoming's eyes are full of golden light.

The title of the small world is only relative to the outside world, if Ye Zhaoming himself stands in the center of the realm of consciousness, then he can't see the edge from all directions, in terms of people, the realm of consciousness is vast and boundless.

Ye Zhaoming's heart was in a bright realm, all the darkness in his heart was instantly dispelled, and the realm of consciousness resonated with the Great Dao, allowing him to integrate into the heaven and earth, becoming the most primitive part of the natural world, forgetting his identity in the red dust, and transcending the mundane things.