Chapter 37 (37)
The disciple was so frightened that he retreated to the door, and then whispered, "Yes...... Be...... Miss Chu woke up. Zasaktu's monstrous anger suddenly stopped, and he said, "Seriously, quickly, take this seat to her!" and almost pushed the cultist out.
The two hurried to the bedroom, only to see that Chu Anlin had sat up, her temples gently pressed against the pillar on the side of the bed, and there were still fine beads of sweat on her forehead, forcing the discomfort, and said, "Get out of the way for me, let me go!" Several disciples on the side said cautiously: "Miss Chu, the sect leader has instructed that you can't go anywhere before his old man arrives." "Yes, Miss Chu, it's not easy for the little ones to find an errand, don't you make it difficult for us?"
Chu Anlin gritted her teeth and said, "Go away, I'll explain to him that it's ......" She was too excited for a while, and coughed violently.
Zasaktu looked at her weak and pitiful expression, and his heart seemed to throb with her, and he shouted: "What are you doing if you don't listen to the words of the sect leader's wife? The congregants were happy to get rid of this thankless errand, and they all withdrew.
Zasaktu walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, gently supported Chu Anlin's shoulders, and called softly: "An Lin......" Chu Anlin saw him approaching, immediately turned his head to the inside, raised his arm, waved his arm down, and frowned: "Don't touch me! You are not qualified to touch me!"
Zasaktu's whole body seemed to be whipped, and his heart ached sharply, and he said, "An Lin, you ...... Why do you want to treat me like this? Where on earth am I not able to stand with you? Seeing that I put down the shelf and begged you in such a low voice, don't you have the slightest soft-heartedness?" Chu Anlin's gaze was always facing the inside, and her facial lines were firm, obviously unmoved.
Zasaktu said: "Are you annoyed that I hurt that boy? But he is so rude and evil to you, you are the only one in your heart, and even I, as an outsider, can see it clearly, he dares to be suspicious of you, and I am only teaching him a lesson for you." Chu Anlin gritted her teeth and said: "That's my business, since you claim to be an outsider, you don't have to worry about it." ”
Zasaktu's eyes turned wildly a few times, and he suddenly raised his hand to press the mask on his face, and said abruptly: "Could it be ...... Is it because my face is ruined? But, but that's for ...... At the beginning, I was under the full surveillance of Nurhachi's old puppeteers, and it was not easy for me to escape. If you want to get out of the city, you must avoid the strict scrutiny of the guards guarding the city, and if you make a mistake, everything will be over. In order to save my life and see you again, I can only ruin a face beyond recognition. Don't...... In the end, it was because of this, in exchange for your disgust?So what did I work so hard to survive for...... What's the point?" clenched his fists and slammed them against the wall, the thudming sound was incessant, and even the whole small room trembled with great force.
Chu Anlin turned her head at this time, and saw that the wall was covered with bloodstains, and Zasaktu was so hysterical that she almost collapsed. I can't help but think of the first time the two met in the cave, hiding from the wind and snow, and the peace and tranquility when they healed each other, but I couldn't bear it. He sighed and said, "I'm not disgusted with you. If two people truly love each other, then no matter what one of them looks like, whether he is old or young, beautiful or ugly, it will not be a reason for the other to leave him. ”
Zasaktu suddenly looked up as if he saw hope in an instant, and said: "What you said is true? If you don't dislike me, then it is possible for you to accept me, isn't it? Stay with me, ah? I have nothing left, I used to be a disloyal and unfilial person, and I am a long time dead; now I am the great devil who is punished by everyone on the righteous path." I've almost given up everything for you, and now if even you want to leave me, I don't know, what else is the value of my life?"
Chu Anlin looked at him in front of him, removing layers of disguise, fragile like a child. sighed: "But what do you want me to say? I have already promised Meng Lang for life, I am his person, it's just strange, you and I met too late." In fact, there are many girls better than me in this world, think about it, we used to spend a few nights together in that cave. How much can you know about me in just a few days? Maybe what you see is just an illusion, I'm really a ...... Stupid and useless girl, it's not worth your effort for me. As for your kindness to me, I am very grateful, but unfortunately I can't repay it. I hope you understand that I don't like anyone to force me, and I may not be tough-tempered, but I will never compromise with power. No matter what he threatens me with, even with my life. ”
Zasaktu stood up proudly and said, "An Lin, I don't want your return, as long as it is what I want, I must get it." The man surnamed Meng is just a poor boy with no power and no power, even if he can survive until the day when he becomes the head of Huashan, can he add a few more dollars and a few taels? He can't afford to support you, and he doesn't deserve you, understand? And I-" Spread his hands to his side, full of pride in encompassing the whole world, and said loudly: "This seat is the sect of the Shadow God Sect, and anyone has to submit to my rule, including Huashan, including the large and small sects on the rivers and lakes, and the emperor Lao'er on the dragon chair today!" Looking at the entire rivers and lakes, is there any land that is not my sect, and I have not sent anyone to garrison it? An Lin, marry me and be my sect leader's wife, and you will henceforth obtain the honorable position of one person and ten thousand people. You are a girl who was born to be blessed, and from the first time I saw you in that cave, you were like a drop of new dew on a petal, so weak, yet so strong, from that moment on, I decided to protect you for the rest of your life and give you all happiness. You are not only my savior, but also the girl I have recognized in my life. An Lin, I only love you alone, and no one else can step in. ”
Chu Anlin was moved and helpless, and said in a low voice: "You like this are very strange to me. It even makes me feel terrible to watch your power-hungry craze. What you want is the world, not me, you just want me to be a gorgeous decoration around you, a tool for you to add to the cake! If I once had feelings for you, then what I love is also the person I met for the first time in the cave, the person who talks with me about the north and the south of the world. ”
Zasaktu said in a deep voice: "It's a pity that he is dead, he can't come back, and he was killed by his uncle's hands." Chu Anlin said: "Yes, he can't come back, how can I go back?" Everyone is constantly moving forward, no matter how beautiful the past is, how can it be revived in reminiscence?
Zasaktu paused, and suddenly seemed to wake up suddenly, and said: "By the way, An Lin, I know, you must not want to see me kill people, don't you? Then I promise you, as long as I can completely stabilize the country, after that, I will sacrifice to the Shadow Sect, and I will definitely not hurt the lives of the people, and I will not damage a single grass and tree in the Central Plains! Isn't this also your wish? For you, I will definitely change, everything will be changed, okay?"
Chu Anlin saw that he was infatuated, although he couldn't bear it, he had to be ruthless, and said: "Why do you want to be so stupid and waste your feelings on me? Don't you understand that no matter how hard you try, I can only treat you as my best friend at most, but it will never be love." Because I love Meng Lang, even if I am unknown with him in Huashan, I am willing, I am happy to wander the rivers and lakes with him, I am happy to fish and chop wood with him, and I am even willing to beg for food on the street with him, and I am also happy to suffer from the cold. When you love someone with all your heart, although you want to follow him, you will never restrain him, but hope that he will be happy, and even sacrifice yourself to fulfill him! If you really love me, please let me find a harbor worthy of anchoring, please bless me. ”
Zasaktu was angry and tried his best to calm his mind, so he didn't yell at Chu Anlin, and said, "So, please tell me, what do you want me to do to make you happy?" Chu Anlin said in a low voice, but very firmly: "As long as you let me go and let me go back to Meng Lang, for me, it will be the greatest fulfillment." At the same time, I will never forget you as a friend in this life. ”
Zasaktu was so annoyed that he circled around the room like a trapped beast, his fist raised several times, and then fell. Chu Anlin almost thought that he was going to pounce and strangle herself, but she had a stubbornness in her temperament, and she still held her head high and refused to shrink her gaze.
At last Zasaktu sighed and said, "Well, I will not force you or touch you until you are willing, and you will rest in this room." But I will never let you go back to see Meng Anying, no man can be so generous, this is the bottom line I can tolerate, you better stop trying to offend me. After speaking, he shook the sleeves of his robe and hurried out of the house. Chu Anlin looked at his dejected back, and a defeated rooster seemed to appear in front of him.
The two should have been at peace with each other, but they have always been greedy and lacking. After Zasaktu lost power, he was particularly narrow-minded, and he felt that everyone in the world owed him a debt, and this debt had to be repaid one by one. Therefore, whatever he wants, whether it is a person or a thing, he will do whatever it takes to take it by force. Although Chu Anlin was by his side, his attitude was always lukewarm, which also annoyed him.
I heard a lot of subordinates talk about "If you want to get a woman, you have to take her body first, which is far more important than deceiving her heart." "There is an undercurrent of thought. In the end, he broke into Chu Anlin's room and forcibly took possession of her. I really regretted it afterwards, who expected Chu Anlin not to cry or make trouble, and she didn't come to ask him a word, and still went about her daily life as usual. Zasaktu was a thief and didn't dare to take the initiative to listen, so she had to send someone to keep an eye on her in secret, so as not to kill herself.
After another period of time, Chu Anlin's mood finally calmed down, and she spent all day in the study looking through the collections, reading through the secrets that Zasaktu had worked so hard to collect. Occasionally, when I have spare time, I talk to him about the way of martial arts, the strengths of several families, and the shortcomings of every inch.
Although Zasaktu did not understand what she meant, he clearly felt that her attitude had improved a lot, and her resistance to herself was no longer as obvious as usual. And Chu Anlin is very knowledgeable and has unique insights, which is quite helpful in his practice, and Zasaktu has already felt that after her mention, all kinds of confusion have been solved, and he is overjoyed. At the same time, I secretly regretted that I knew that this method was so effective, why didn't I implement it earlier.
Whenever he talked about martial arts, Chu Anlin also talked with his temperament, which can be called a mentor and a helpful friend. But if he wants to go further and talk about the joy of being a father for the first time, or if he doesn't know whether our future baby will be a boy or a girl, we should make him some small clothes, etc., Chu Anlin immediately straightened his face, cold as frost. Zasaktu touched the nail a few times and gradually learned to be well-behaved. It is not easy for the two to have the friendship they have now. Looking at the future, I am affectionate, and I can't move her?
At the same time, Meng Anying also persevered, using various ways to find out Chu Anlin's whereabouts. However, the people who fell into the hands of the Demon Sect were also as taboo as the Demon Sect itself, and they searched for many days, and others did not even want to talk about this topic. At this moment, the original owner appeared in front of him.
mentioned the first meeting between the two, it was still not a fight. Just when the original owner of the village committed major crimes in various places, the tracking and arrest were helpless, and the local officials put up this case, and I don't know how many times they were scolded by their superiors. I had to prepare a heavy gift, came to Huashan for help, and after some negotiations, the head of the sect sent several capable disciples out of the mountain to help.