Chapter 1488: Emotional Regret
"He finally chose to abandon me for the mission of his family......" Lu Jing said this, tears couldn't help but flow from the corners of his eyes, "Since he is so ruthless, then I have also decided to ...... Break with him in this life!"
When Xiao Tian and Su Jia heard this, their expressions immediately changed, and Xiao Tian exclaimed in surprise: "I said Sister Jing, did you break up with him because of this?"
"Yes, Sister Jing, you're too uncalm...... Su Jia also said on the side, "How can you say that you and Brother Tang Zhan have also gone through so many hardships, and all kinds of hardships have come over, as for such a trivial matter, are you so stiff?......
"But this time, it was he who took the initiative to abandon me-" Lu Jing vented, and then continued to say with tears in her eyes, "He has never been so ruthless...... But this time, he did not hesitate to abandon me even for the mission of his family, which means that in his heart, he never really cared about me——"
"How can you say that?" Xiao Tian continued to comfort when he heard this, "Although Brother Tang Zhan is sometimes very wooden, but in his heart, he regards Sister Jing as more important than anyone else! Besides, didn't he hesitate and suffer for a long time in order to keep you? Brother Tang Zhan is not a cold-blooded person, he cares about you, and now that he sees you leaving him, he must be very sad in his heart......
"Hmph, he doesn't care about me......" However, Lu Jing seemed to be emotional, and the whole person was immersed in a sad mood, compared to anger, Lu Jing was more sad at this time, tears poured down in his eyes, and he continued to say slowly, "In his heart, there will always be only his family and volunteer...... I think that in order to help him realize his ideals, I have accompanied him through so many hardships, even risking my life, and now I finally see him succeed, but in the end, he actually chose to abandon me who had helped him so much for his so-called ideals......"
Speaking of this, Lu Jing buried her head between her knees and cried in a low voice.
"Hey, boss, he's crying......" The thugs on the side couldn't help but whisper when they saw Lu Jing crying.
"Shhh......h
Xiao Tian glanced at it, and couldn't help but joke: "So now that you have left the Tang Zhan brothers, you will return to Bianliang alone, and become the leader of a gangster......? It seems that Sister Jing, the blow you have received is indeed quite ......"
"Boss, I don't think you should be sad...... among these gangsters, Ma San'er, who was once called the "little overlord", couldn't help but step forward and comforted, "Isn't it just a man, why do you have to be so unhappy for him? When we were in Bianliang, our brothers followed the boss and you, didn't they live at ease...... Behold, I forgot the man, so that I might not be sad and sad for him all the day......"
"Get out of the way——" Who knows, before Ma San'er finished speaking, Lu Jing suddenly got up and yelled, which startled Ma San'er.
"Got it, understand ......" Ma San'er seemed to be fried to death, and after a sentence of shock, he took a few steps back on tiptoe, walked to Xiao Tian's side and whispered, "It seems that the boss still can't forget that man......"
"How could she have forgotten?...... Xiao Tian said with his hands on his hips, "I've been with him for almost three years, I've gone through so many hardships, and I'm even about to become the son-in-law of the Lu family, and now the two of them broke up because of a trivial matter, which doesn't give people a headache to hear......"
"It's just ......" Huang Ji couldn't help but joke when he heard this, "From a big military advisor to a gangster leader, Sister Jing, you are really chic these days...... You also occupied my original home, and mixed up with the title of 'Bianliang Witch', if I hadn't come back today, maybe you would have made a fuss about my house......"
"Okay, can't you two say a few words?" Su Jia saw Xiao Tian and Huang Ji, one sentence on the left and one on the right, and couldn't help but reproach the two.
Fang Ying thought about it, although she met Lu Jing for the first time today, she was kind by nature, and she didn't want to look at Lu Jing's persistent pain for her feelings, so she couldn't help but whisper: "Sister Su, I think Sister Lu is quite pitiful, isn't there anything she can do to help her?"
"It's all divided, what can be done?" Su Jia didn't speak, but Xiao Tian choked and said, "Now one is far away in Dadu and the other is in Bianliang, even if we try to find a way, we won't be able to help......"
"Really, Sister Jing, why are you so uncalm, is there anything you can't talk about?" Huang Ji couldn't think of a way for a while, and continued to "blame".
"He chose to abandon me...... Woo woo......" Lu Jing was still immersed in sad emotions, and choked up and said, "Since he is so ruthless, then I will follow his wishes...... Doesn't he like to lead troops to fight and realize his family's ambitions? I curse him to be cut by a thousand knives on the battlefield and die a thousand times and ten thousand times—" Speaking of this, Lu Jing even gritted his teeth with some anger.
"But if Brother Tang Zhan really dies on the battlefield, aren't you sad Sister Jing?......" Su Jia couldn't help but say in a daze when she heard this, "On the battlefield, we have experienced too much, we have seen Brother Zichuan, sister-in-law Yuru, and Nangong Murong Brothers, as well as Brother Qin, and Sister Ying...... One by one, the lives passed away before our eyes, how sad we were at that time...... If this time, if it is Tang Zhan's big brother sacrifice, don't you really feel sad?"
"Uhhh
"It's the two of you, why are you two stiff because of this matter?...... Xiao Tian paused, and then continued to ask, "Haven't you always been fine? Even if there is any conflict, can you slowly mediate...... Anyway, it's Sister Jing that you have to take the initiative to leave first, you obviously know that Brother Tang Zhan has his own ambitions, why do you want to take him away against his will?"
"Woo woo...... Lu Jing's emotions were restrained, and she couldn't help but say silently, "Because Zhu Yuanzhang ...... Because Zhu Yuanzhang wants to kill him—"
When Xiao Tian and Su Jia heard this, their hearts couldn't help but be shocked.
"Those who want to achieve great things can kill their loved ones, not to mention us ...... the wild pawns of the rivers and lakes" Lu Jing's eyes were slightly lower, and he continued to say slowly, "Zhu Yuanzhang was born in Mingjiao, and he knows the influence of the forces of the rivers and lakes on the pattern of the world. He used us to conquer the Mengyuan dynasty, and while single-handedly creating his own dynasty, he constantly secretly obliterated our power...... You have also seen it, Brother Zichuan, Brother Nangong Murong, Brother Hu Yidi, Brother Qin, Sister Ying, and Chen Shijin...... Which of them didn't die because of Zhu Yuanzhang?"
At the mention of Chen Shijin, Su Jia couldn't help but feel emotional, thinking that she had killed Chen Shijin with her own hands, but she fell into Zhu Yuanzhang's calculations, Su Jia couldn't help but feel faintly sad in her heart......
(in recall)......
"It's you, the emperor, who killed General Qin and General Murong...... Including Chen Shijin, who has been serving you—" Lu Jing said with a hateful gaze, "As soldiers, we shed blood and sacrificed for the emperor on the battlefield, why does the emperor calculate us...... I think that when the Northern Expedition to Shandong was made, the vanguard army was full of five tigers and won a hundred battles, and its might shocked the Central Plains, but now it has fallen apart and is about to die, and the emperor is willing to give up, right......
"This is not what I said...... Zhu Yuanzhang had a calm face, revealing a cold face and smiling, "I installed the internal response and calculated the two armies, all for the purpose of crusading against Meng Yuan and saving the world-although the truth is a little cruel, but for the sake of the common people in the world, there will definitely be a necessary sacrifice...... Whether it is He Yifan, Chen Shijin, or even General Zhao Zichuan, who you and General Tang Zhan have been thinking about, they are all for the righteousness of the world, for me to pacify the country and save the Central Plains, without complaint or regret, and die as he deserves——"
Lu Jing saw it in her eyes, her eyes were full of Zhu Yuanzhang's "righteous and righteous sophistry" as a king, her eyes were full of blood and tears, and her heart was like a thousand knives.
And Su Jia, who was lying next to Chen Shijin's body, especially when she heard the last sentence "Death deservedly", her heart suddenly became inexplicable, her fists clenched and swallowed, and it was difficult to hide the excitement in her heart for a while......
"They are willing to sacrifice their lives for the righteousness of the world, they are heroes......" Zhu Yuanzhang continued to "indifferently" said, "I have perfected them, let them have heroes, although they sacrificed their lives, they have no regrets...... On the other hand, Qing and the others were suspicious of my intentions several times, but Chen Shijin, Zhao Zichuan and others never complained-in this way, is it my fault or your fault?"
In exchange for sacrificing small righteousness in exchange for the overall situation, Zhu Yuanzhang meant this - for some reason, Xiao Tian, who had been silent, listened to it from the sidelines and felt inexplicably harsh.
"They sacrificed for the common people in the world, they are heroes, I am facing thousands of suspicions, raising rebels to crusade against Meng Yuan, I am also a hero - heroes do big things, not confined to small sections, sacrifice and bloodshed are inevitable, involving too many emotions is the great righteousness lost......" Zhu Yuanzhang said confidently, looking at Chen Shijin's bloody corpse, his tone changed, "However, although Chen Shijin completed the tasks in the army, he did not do it all, and in the end, he still attached himself to his feelings and did not be ruthless......
When Su Jia heard this, her ears couldn't help but tremble, as if she had a premonition of something, and her heart felt like a needle prick.
"I told him, he did it, and he didn't show mercy to his subordinates at all when he killed the 'Divine General' Qin Yu......" Zhu Yuanzhang looked at Su Jia's back again, and said indifferently, "But I didn't expect that in the last battle of Amber Hill, he still relented...... In the end, I ordered Chen Shijin to come before waiting for me at Huqiu, and personally hand over the 'Tongguan Frontier Defense Map'...... But I didn't expect that in a decisive battle with Su Yu's envoy, he still showed mercy to his subordinates - thinking about you, a beloved junior sister, didn't kill you completely......"
After listening to this paragraph, Su Jia completely understood Chen Shijin's true concern for him, as well as Zhu Yuanzhang's vicious scheming...... With a low expression, Su Jia held up Chen Shijin's body with both hands, slowly stood up from the ground, turned his back to Zhu Yuanzhang, and did not look at it.
"The three-year plan finally came to fruition, but at the last moment, I was merciful and soft-hearted, and Qing still disappointed me......" Zhu Yuanzhang continued to sigh at Chen Shijin's body.
"You stop me......" Suddenly, Su Jia turned her back to her body and said coldly.
"What?" Hearing Su Jia's slightly murderous tone, Zhu Yuanzhang asked cautiously.
"Chen Shijin is a hero, he endured three years of ruined and ruined, and sacrificed for the righteousness of the world......" Su Jia did not turn around and look at each other, but always turned his back to Zhu Yuanzhang coldly, and said words that shocked him from the heart, "What kind of thing are you......?"
When Zhu Yuanzhang heard this, a wave of anger suddenly appeared in his eyes, but he never showed his emotions in front of outsiders, and he always had a cold-blooded face.
"Presumptuous, dare to be so rude to the emperor——" Xu Da couldn't listen anymore, raised his sword and shouted, "Imperial Envoy Su, do you know what your identity is now, and you actually speak and act against the emperor?!——"
"It doesn't matter-" However, Su Jia was expressionless, holding the body of his senior brother with both hands, but there were blood and tears flowing in his heart, and he said coldly and desperately, "From today on, I, Su Jia, am no longer a lieutenant general in the vanguard army, but just a pawn in the rivers and lakes of the lower wilderness......"
"What are you talking about?——" Hearing Su Jia's determination to leave the army without permission, Xu Da couldn't help but be surprised.
"Miss Su......" Chang Yuchun showed a more pitiful look - counting it, the grievances between the Wind Chaser faction and Zhu Yuanzhang three years ago were all started by themselves, if he hadn't personally gone to the Wind Chaser faction to make friends with Chen Shijin, there would be no "tragedy" today...... As a fellow disciple, Chang Yuchun saw the helplessness and sadness of fate from Su Jia, and there was also a trace of bitterness and sadness in his heart......
Su Jia looked ahead, as if she was about to leave, bowed her head slightly and smiled, and said kindly to Chen Shijin's body: "Go, Senior Brother Chen, I'll take you home......"
The wry smile and the declining figure are exactly the same as the picture of Su Jia leaving with Hongyun's corpse three years ago......
(In reality)......
"Senior Brother Chen, ......" Thinking of this, Su Jia couldn't help gritting her teeth and clenching her fists resentfully......
"Even if it's really like this, you shouldn't have made a fuss with Brother Tang Zhan like this......" Xiao Tian said silently with sad eyes, "In the end, it's because of Sister Jing's lack of calmness...... Of course, there are also Tang Zhan brothers among them, but the two of you have experienced all kinds of hardships, how could you break up because of such a little contradiction?"
"I know, I know...... But...... Woo woo...... "Lu Jing was angry and sad at the same time, for some reason, she had something in her heart but couldn't say it.
"I'm really not good at expressing it, so I can only comfort Sister Jing like this, you ......" In terms of feelings, Xiao Tian also seemed relatively sluggish, thinking that girls might be more reasonable, so he couldn't help but say to Su Jia, "Jia'er, you come and persuade her, I really can't help it......"
Su Jia thought about it, and then slowly walked to Lu Jing's side......