Chapter 123: Unfortunately I'm not

Dong Yiting's eyes were already a little red, she was very angry, and said: "I just want to ask you, why didn't you tell me when I mentioned breaking up that day? Do you know how much I hoped that you would be a person who could match my identity!"

"Unfortunately I'm not. Zhao Yi replied very casually.

"But now it seems that you are, you are lying to me! Did you not even think about getting back together with me when you came over that day? Just came over and made me feel uncomfortable?" Dong Yiting said more and more, and she couldn't finish speaking.

Zhao Yi did not speak.

"You don't know what kind of mood I had in my heart that day? How much guilt I feel about you, how much I miss you, all of them will turn into smoke in an instant! When I look back and want to look for you, when I want to come back to see you, but I can't help it!"

"I think you're supposed to be very rational now, and that shouldn't come out of your mouth. Zhao Yi said.

"Rational...... Yes, that's right, I've become rational, I know that even if there is no other pressure, it will be difficult for me to be happy with you, neither of you will be happy, I don't want you and me to live like this for the rest of your life!"

"Then why are you so emotional now?"

Dong Yiting lowered her head and said, "Because ...... I found that I still couldn't let go...... Even if I know it, I still can't let it go, and I still want to care about you......"

As soon as Zhao Yi heard her say that she cared about herself, she suddenly smiled, since you are concerned about yourself, why did you suffer so much injury, but you didn't come to the hospital to see it?

Zhao Yidao: "Don't say it, you are about to get married now, live well with that person, he is much better than me, his identity is very suitable for you, and the two of you will be very happy together." ”

"I know I'll be unhappy with you, but the deepest part of my heart will still think about it...... Even though I'm worried that in a few years, you'll become unyielding because of my aging appearance, and you'll get angry with me because of the painful pressures of life...... But I still think about it. ”

"Let's forget, now at this time I suddenly like your rational appearance, you are right, I know that two people will not be happy together, why are they still together? I don't think that's stupid, that's stupid. Zhao Yi said.

Of course, this sentence is just aimed at Dong Yiting, if he can be with Yuxi...... Well, even if they are not happy together, no matter how much suffering he goes through, he is willing.

Dong Yiting said: "Don't you think about it in your heart?"

"Oh, it was beautiful, I may never forget it in my life, but I knew very well in my heart that it was dead. ”

"You obviously have an identity, but you don't tell me, if you say it to me, maybe my family will agree to us being together......"

"No, I didn't have any identity at that time, but I didn't have the strength I have now, just an ordinary person. Zhao Yi's eyes looked at his chest, very warm, and said with a slight smile: "Everything I have now is given to me by that beautiful person." ”

"That's... Beautiful people ......" Dong Yiting was stunned for a moment.

"A man I may not be able to catch up with for the rest of my life. Zhao Yi said with a slightly sad smile.

“...... Are you lying to me?"

Dong Yiting didn't believe that his strength was given by others, and it was impossible for him to be so strong in such a short period of time.

"If you don't believe it, forget it, I'll tell you the truth. ”

"Why are you lying to me again?" Dong Yiting was very sad.

"Don't ask that question anymore, it's boring. Zhao Yi suddenly walked to a double chair facing the sun next to him and smiled.

When Dong Yiting saw him like this, she was suddenly very helpless, there were too many times in this world that made her helpless.

"The two of us used to be reminded of my father and my mother...... My father's former partner. Zhao Yi said.

"I actually want to ask that sentence, I don't want to hear it. Dong Yiting said, but she still walked to the chair and sat down, and said: "But you have never dealt with them with me before, I am willing to listen, but now I am asking about other things, and I don't really want to hear it." ”

"Then you can listen to it. ”

Zhao Yi counted, took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit a fire, and held it to his mouth.

"Actually, I just wanted to ask, when did you smoke?" Dong Yiting said.

"It's only been two days, and suddenly I found that this thing is very good, and the thief is worried. Zhao Yi said in Liu Ming's tone.

Do you want to eliminate your worries about me......

Dong Yiting couldn't help but think in her heart.

"Alright, let's get down to business. Zhao Yi said.

Obviously, I'm asking the right thing...... Dong Yiting thought to herself.

"My father is just an ordinary person, just like me before me, he doesn't have great abilities, he doesn't have the physique and mecha skills of a soldier, he doesn't have any medals of honor, and he doesn't have money. But a noble woman met him, and that woman fell in love with him. At the beginning, the two of them lived happily, and they gave birth to me, but soon the woman suddenly left, and that day, she yelled at my father, he couldn't give her happiness, he was just an inferior person, he could never bring her happiness, she had enough, she was leaving. Even though I held her leg and knelt down to beg her, she kicked me away. Later, my father drank every day and drank non-stop. Until that day, he died...... Well, I don't want to say it, I wanted to say a lot, but I was in a bad mood at the mention of that woman. I just want to tell you that you are right, it is better not to be together for people with such a big identity gap. ”

After listening to this, Dong Yiting paused for a while and said, "But now there is not much difference between our identities. ”

"Yes, I seem to have what it takes to be with someone as noble as you right now, but I don't want to. ”

"I don't believe you're only having these abilities recently, you have them before, you can obviously prevent a breakup. ”

"Let's not mention this, okay, the person you are about to get married is talking to me about this, what will your fiancé think when he sees it?" Zhao Yi said.

"But ......"

"Don't forget, it's because of my identity change that you are talking to me, you will become irrational, if not, we wouldn't even have the possibility of meeting today. It's not me that you can't give up, it's just the past time and the present qualification to go back to that time with you in your eyes. ”

“...... I'm sorry, but my words always seem to mislead you...... I don't mean that, but I always get involved in identity......"

As soon as Zhao Yi heard her words, he suddenly didn't want to talk to her, and directly smoked his cigarette and ignored her.

At this time, a girl's voice suddenly came from behind me.

"Yiting, why are you sitting here?"