"The Journey of Xianxia: The Hero"

The wind is clear, the snow is ethereal, the peak of Kunlun Mountain, the chivalrous man is more martial, does not remember the interests, does not share the fame, only lives and dies. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Tianhai Chengwu wind and snow are like a dream, the world is full of smoke, Jin Yong's Guo Jingxia's masterpiece is a hero, and only he can be called a hero!

On the top of Kunlun Mountain, a stone table and a pair of stone chairs, the fragrance of tea is elegant, and the two sit opposite each other, the stone table is simply engraved with a word "chivalry", and it is rumored that this chivalry is the way of martial arts, and it is the way of Xianxia!

Su An, you are really here, taste the best enlightenment tea, it is difficult to exchange a thousand gold for one or two enlightenment tea, for you and I am a waste of hard work, today boiling tea and discussing Taoism will determine the first in the world, and also decide who is the real martial arts, how can you be worthy of the title of hero. Happiness and revenge are chivalrous!

The person who came was dressed in green clothes, like a fairy, but he didn't have that kind of handsomeness, just the word Qingxiu, a simple sword hung on his body at will, uninhibited but without losing his temperament. Tsing Yi is not thick, and at the point where they have already lost the cold and heat.

Su An sat down, looked at the tea on the stone table, took a sip of tea gently, and sighed: "I don't care if I am the first in the world, but do you know the true meaning of chivalry, you don't know, you have fallen into a demonic obstacle." Happiness and revenge are for leisure, but he is just free and not chivalrous. ”

"How many warriors and heroes have been there throughout the ages, but few of them are truly respected as chivalrous, why, happy and revenge? Indiscriminately stick a knife in the ribs for a friend? Eliminate violence and peace? This is not chivalry, this is just to achieve the goal.

Chivalry is a kind of heart, but also a kind of freedom, filial piety, courtesy, righteousness, honesty, shame and loyalty, is the way of a gentleman and the way of chivalry, but chivalry is not humble and gentlemanly, chivalry is only to adhere to their own principles. ”

Sitting opposite Su An is a man who looks to be in his twenties, dressed in white and snowy, with a beautiful face, and an elegant temperament that reveals evil nature, this temperament may become the Oba of thousands of girls!

"Don't tell me this, I don't know chivalry, I just know that I am the first in the world when I kill you, and I will be chivalrous when the time comes, who dares to disobey in martial arts." ”

Su An looked at the man in front of him, his name was Zou Yue, a rising star in the martial arts, but he didn't expect that he would receive his challenge one day.

"The juniors are not talented, so the juniors shot first. ”

Zou Yue inherited Wudang, he has good swordsmanship, and there are great opportunities, and his mental tricks are the best choice. And Su An, a scattered person, can come to this point purely because of his own efforts, and the dream of chivalry in his heart, the mental tricks are only created by himself, and the crystallization of the wisdom of the ancients and his wisdom are strong and weak.

"A sword inherits martial arts, and the world is the emperor". Wudang Tiyun Zong is truly remarkable, Zou Yue cooperated with Tiyun Zong's body shape like a ghost, and the sword light move was fatal, and there was no so-called chivalrous mercy for a long time.

"People who fall into the devil's obstacle have fallen into the inferior temperament, how dare they be called chivalrous. ”

The name of "chivalry", Su An's principle, if he was facing a chivalrous man, he would not be so angry, but he couldn't let this kind of person tarnish the sacred meaning of "chivalry".

is also a sword, Su An's sword is like flowing clouds and water, it is good-looking, ethereal like smoke and rain, there is no Zou Yue's step-by-step killing machine, but his power should not be underestimated.

The wind and rain in early autumn in Lianyungang are not so cool, the air is filled with the smell of salty seawater, there are a series of footprints on the beach, flying seagulls draw strange flight tracks in the sky, people strolling hand in hand under the sunset, and some people are lonely smoking cigarettes and lonely.

Children love to throw beer bottles into the ocean, even if an adult says it, but who else understands the child's mind but themselves.

Lianyungang is a beautiful harbor, in addition to the beautiful scenery, there are all kinds of people who come to "heal", who knows what kind of wounds they heal? Everyone has their own pain, a person hides and folds, in a place that no one knows, crying and shouting, and the cigarette between the fingers will not feel pain when it burns on the hand.

Sitting on a huge rock by the sea, there are a few empty beer cans lying quietly at your feet, smoky, dozens of pieces of Yuxi smoke less than five pieces of white sand lie, at least the smell can choke yourself, and then hide the tears that don't know why!

Back in the room, it was dark, the rain was falling, but the lights were not on as always on, the darkness can give people fear, it can also give people a last fig leaf, in the darkness people can cry unscrupulously, no one can see.

The flickering cigarette never stops, just like the addictive heroin that can't be quit and lingers.

Lin Wei turned on all the overhead lights in the living room, and everything became brighter, which cleared some of the oppressive atmosphere and made me see Lin Wei's surprised expression. For a brief moment, she seemed to discourage the idea of going out, and she sat down on the sofa in the living room......

I leaned against the door and looked at her, and it took her a long time to calm down and say to me, "I didn't expect you to cry too...... People's hearts are really too fragile, and our destiny is even more fragile!"

"Yes, in this golden world, we are all too small, snuff out the cigarette in our hand, I looked at Lin Wei, she hated the smell of cigarettes as much as Muzi, she hated the smell of cigarettes, so I snuffed it out. ，

Lin Wei looked at me with clear eyes and said: "Life, if we can live well after this time node, it is called earned; if we don't have a good life, it is really hard to say who is lucky for us who is alive and who enjoys it more......

After a pause, I whispered again: "Actually, the most pitiful person is Muzi, it seems that she is having a bad time...... Therefore, many times when I met her face to face, I felt that she had not become just a look, and the rest was a stranger. ”

Lin Wei looked up at me, her expression was a little complicated, and finally simplified into a shallow smile, and said to me: "So, she is not doing well, you feel that you have a sense of responsibility for her, and then you have done these recent things, to the ears of others, it is quite a picture of being angry and angry!"

"You're wrong...... I didn't think about it that much. Just can't tolerate her not having a good time, if at the time ...... Hehe, I was brave at that time!"

"You can't hear the good or the bad?"

"I can hear it, but I'm still willing to listen to it as a good thing. ”

Lin Wei looked at me again and replied, "Yes, otherwise we won't be able to talk...... After a pause, she said again: "I think you are talking to me about this, just hoping that someone can understand what you have done recently, because you also know that it is not right to do so...... So these are your current troubles. It also makes you so contradictory that you begin to be sensitive, and you begin to doubt what kind of road you are walking underfoot. ”

Looking at Lin Wei's determined appearance, I suddenly wanted to cry, because after going around and around, the person who knew me best turned out to be her...... I was on the verge of a breakdown, living in a heavy mind almost every day, and even dreaming for several nights that I could fly, to a strange world with no people, no disputes, and no color......

I have too many words in my heart that I can't say, so I still look at Lin Wei silently, with mixed feelings in my heart, I am really not a person who can see everything, like most people, I have my concerns, I have my compromises, I have my gloomy sadness......

Lin Wei exhaled softly, then looked up but closed her eyes, her mood seemed to be more complicated than mine. Finally, she said to me, "Suan, I want to be a woman who understands you when the whole world is unwilling to understand you...... As I said, I'm not afraid of anything, I'm most afraid that you will live in a life that others have forced you on, helpless......"

My heart felt like it was soaked in warm water, and my nose felt sour. It's like you're struggling for a long time in a river with no light, and finally you see a woman looking for you along the bank with a bright light...... It's just that you once thought she was gone, but she has always left a light for you in her heart.

Yes, I cried, I couldn't hold back my tears...... I'm fed up with living in the eyes of others and can't escape, and I'm tired of this hypocrisy that the more I live, the less I look like myself...... I've always complained that Muzi has changed, but I'm not.

At this moment, Lin Wei stood up from the sofa, and then gently hugged me, I experienced a long-lost touch, just like that summer, she was wearing a white dress, sitting next to me, the same shampoo smell, the same soft and amazing.

But she doesn't belong to me, and my heart doesn't belong to her anymore.

I didn't dare to hug her, I just leaned on her shoulder and left, wiping my tears from her shoulder. Then he smiled and asked her, "Do you really understand me?...... Do you think everything I'm doing now is what I should do?"

Muzi nodded sincerely, and she replied: "I understand, because everyone has times when they are powerless, what you need most now is not questioning, but an approval, even if it is small...... Su An, I'll help you check the matter of Muzi, I must have more connections in this society than you, and those things back then will more or less have a little rumor...... If Muzi really liked you at that time, but was forced to leave you...... Then you have to take good hold of her, she is the woman you love the most in your life. ”

"Didn't you say that litmus is the best woman for me? not so long ago. ”

"I said it, but people's minds change...... Before this, I didn't know that she had been in your heart for so long, and I didn't know that you lived so painfully and couldn't figure out the direction. ”

I finally lowered my head and said "thank you" to her, and then "thank you" again.

Lin Wei held my shoulder, she asked me to cheer up like a man, and then smiled at me with a strong face: "Su An, no matter what the future holds, you at least have the opportunity to choose who you want to live with, but ...... Some people have no turning back...... The only thing she can do is to use her own painful experience to tell the man who can't ask for it to be brave, sincere, and truly love......"

I looked up at her, and for the first time I felt that I owed the woman in front of me too much, too much...... I finally let go of the burden in her heart, which was already someone else's wife, and gently hugged her...... It's like more than twenty years ago, when we hugged for the first time, held hands for the first time, and played for the first time, she became my wife...... But because I became her husband, I was severely reprimanded by her father, saying that I was playing hooligan, but no one knew except myself how pure the love for her was...... Come to think of it, this is the biggest pain between us! Childhood sweethearts, but they parted ways, and they knew and couldn't be together.

I lost her and never really had her......

Lin Wei has grown up, and she was hugged by me, she was not emotional, nor did she burst into tears, she just patted me lightly on the back, pronounced my name in her mouth a few times, and then silently shed tears.

With all the windows closed, I left my apartment, and Lin Wei left the neighborhood before me. She said she had a dinner to attend tonight, so she couldn't accompany me to dinner on this seemingly monotonous night.

I sat alone at a food stall by the sea, asked for a bowl of clam noodles, tore open the disposable chopsticks, and began to eat it mechanically. However, behind the numbness, I hope that all the pain is disposable, just like the chopsticks in this hand, which can be thrown away after eating.

After a while, the phone rang in my pocket, it was a friend I met in Lianyungang, a healer, he called, he first asked me if I had eaten, and then asked me to go to his house to have a few drinks with him.

I looked at myself, smiled and politely refused, although I was like this, I couldn't give up my last dignity.

If you didn't let go at that time, then who would be like this, there was still a woman under the cherry blossom tree at that time who smiled as clear as water, waiting for her 99th confession, the last time to stay.

At that time, the summer breeze was slightly cool, I liked to poke her back with a pen, I liked to see her panicked, and then wittily learned to use cardboard to defend myself, laughing and making trouble, but it was youth but innocent adolescence.

Sitting on the beach, lying on the beach, the moonlight poured on his body, and the wine jar on the ground fell to the ground.

When I returned to the room, my head hurt a little, and then I felt like vomiting, which was really bad for me, because everything was inconvenient, for fear that I would move too much and disturb Lin Wei's sleep after the party. In the end, I forcibly held back the feeling of wanting to vomit, and slept until dawn. After making sure that Lin Wei went out for morning exercise, she vomited happily in the bathroom, and then sat on the ground for a long time as if she had collapsed...... I also thought about it for a long time...... But there is still no eyebrow.

And at this time, I really began to look forward to seeing Muzi tomorrow, I haven't seen you for a long time.

"If Then 2"

On this night, I had another dream, and for no reason, Muzi and I sat under a familiar tree as before, but we had never seen anything before, and our eyes were full of tulips of all kinds of faces...... But this picture didn't last long, so I woke up and sat on the bed for a while, only to find out that this was Lin Wei's house in Lianyungang.

It was raining outside again, the hangover was really hard to manage, my head felt like it was going to explode, looking at the empty room, I felt a kind of loneliness in my heart that the whole world was left alone, my head hurt a little, and then I felt like vomiting, which was really bad for me. In the end, I forcibly held back the feeling of wanting to vomit, and slept until dawn. I was sure that I could wake up, so I vomited in the bathroom and sat on the floor for a long time...... I also thought about it for a long time...... But there is still no eyebrow.

Turning his head, he saw an extra bowl of honey grapefruit tea on the table in the living room, with a note pressed underneath.

Familiar handwriting, you don't need to look at the payment to know who wrote it, "Su An, you have drunk so much wine again, today you are going to fly to Shenzhen to see Muzi, wake up and drink this bowl of honey and grapefruit tea, sober up and add sugar and water." ”