Chapter 23 (9)

Xuan Shuang sighed and said, "Why be so fierce? According to this, I am just a layman after all, and it is inevitable that my selfish desires will cause trouble, and I know that I will bury her happiness in her life, but I still don't want her to hate me." So I'd rather go around the streets, get the news, and give her advice on the side. I followed her so much so that she could be grateful to me. Is this love for her, or love for yourself?"

The mood of the dark night was all mobilized by him, thinking of Chu Menglin, whose whereabouts were unknown, this result, wasn't it caused by his own indecision? For the first time, he said in a calm tone: "My past experience is very similar to yours. The girl I loved, we grew up together, but when it comes to mutual affection, it's just my unilateral wishful thinking, she has never liked me, not even the slightest, I know this very well. I don't blame her for this, I have to blame myself for being bad. Later, she fell in love with a court official, desperate to be with him, and did not hesitate to resist desperately for him. The Sect Master was so angry that he imprisoned her and forbade anyone to approach her. I know that she has been pampered since she was a child, and she has not suffered much, and it is cold and damp in the cell, how can her body and bones bear it? I am the head of the main hall of the church, and I have some prestige inside and outside, at least no one dares to oppose me face to face, so I have the opportunity to visit her, she is much haggard, and she begged me bitterly, and tears broke down...... I've never seen her so grief-stricken. Suddenly I didn't care about anything, thinking that as long as it was her request, no matter how much it disobeyed my wishes, even if it was broken, I would definitely do it for her. So I followed her instructions, obtained the secret key, and let her go. When she is gone, there is no trace of her, which is equivalent to disappearing. I've often wondered if I hadn't made this decision in the first place, maybe nothing would have come to this. What if she marries the young master? At least she is still by my side, and I still have the opportunity to see her often. I have been proud of the stars for many years, and I have never dragged mud and water, or even been sad about what I have done, only ...... With this one alone, I don't know if it's right or wrong to let her out of the cell. ”

Xuan Shuang heard that his experience was really similar to his own, and he was also deeply infected, but the difference was that he knew the final outcome of this story, and he couldn't help but feel bitter in his heart, thinking: "Miss Chu has already died, and the young marshal died for six years just for a dream." The news of the death of the daughter of the Demon Sect is also a sensation in the martial arts, and if you make a little effort to inquire, you will understand, but my Eniang blocked the news and didn't want this matter to leak. With the character of a young marshal, how can I know the truth if I live alone in a room every day and have no contact with outsiders......?

His lips moved, and he almost wanted to turn his back on his usual style of "sweeping the snow in front of the door", and he wanted to explain the cause and effect to him. But when the words came to his lips, he got stuck again, and said in his heart: "More things are better than less." Although I have a lot of kindness, but now I tell him the bad news of Miss Chu, except for making him sad and desperate, it is not beneficial at all, and I am definitely not a good person, and it will also disrupt my mother's plan, make a confrontation between mother and son, and bear the charge of unfilial piety. It is better for him to have an empty hope than no hope at all. Yes, don't be annoying, don't talk too much, can't talk, can't say!"

So he pretended to be cheerful and clapped his hands and smiled: "Yo ho, the young marshal, I can't see that you are still a great love saint?" Then I want to ask you a word, if there is anything abrupt, please bear with me." I mean, you love her...... Love so deeply, if she is not happy outside, or is bullied by others, she is willing to return to you, but she ...... Cough...... That one...... It's not over, will you still want her?"

Xuan Shuang was talking outside the window, the two were far apart, and the dark night was deep in thought, not paying attention to his hesitation just now, and replied: "Of course, no matter how the outside world changes, she is the purest and most flawless girl in my mind, and I will never dislike her." If she accepts me anytime and anywhere, I will be honored for the rest of my life. She...... I ......"

In order to track down Jiang Yanchen's identity, Xuan Shuang also found out the entangled relationship between the three of them back then, and better understood the deep affection of the dark night to Chu Menglin, and learned his tone and said: "Isn't my affection for Xiao Xuan the same? As long as she is willing to follow me, I will treat her wholeheartedly, if she wants to retreat to the mountains and forests, I will accompany her to retreat to the mountains and forests, and if she wants to go to the ends of the world, I will accompany her to the ends of the earth! If she wants my heart, I will cut it out for her." If she falls in love with someone else, I can't keep her. I only want to be a silently dedicated candlestick in her life, sweeping away all obstacles in front of her, but never let her have the slightest trouble because of me. In the past, I was greedy for the throne, and I was busy fighting for power, and I was all over the military strategy, the Four Books and the Five Classics, and neglected to spend time with her. If I could do it all over again, I would rather give up all the glitz and glamour outside my body than marry her, and fly together!"

The words were said sincerely, and the intuition was embarrassed. I don't have a good impression of Cheng Jiaxuan, I don't have such a deep feeling, I just stand in the position of dying in the dark, compare him to his love for Meng Lin, sing the lyrics, and pick his thoughts to make a warm statement, which wants to arouse his resonance.

In the dark night, his thoughts were surging, and Xuan Shuang's words hit his heart directly, describing all his feelings about Chu Menglin that he wanted to talk about, and expressed them exactly, so that he wanted to shoot every sentence. After a long time, Qiang suppressed his excitement and said, "You kid...... How old are you?" Xuan Shuang pretended to be serious: "Xiaosheng has spent five years in vain. ”

Dark Night Death sneered and said, "It's really the back waves of the Yangtze River pushing the front waves, I'm still a child who doesn't know anything when I'm your age." The problem I encountered, you faced it more than ten years before me. Well, you're good, and you're terrible. ”

Xuan Shuang smiled: "I heard you right, right? Today is really unprecedented, you actually said so many things to me? I can get a compliment from your deceased young marshal, I can immediately laugh at Jiuquan." Showing off with others in the future can also be used as a talking point. Dark Night smiled bitterly: "In the past, people in the martial arts called me the devil, and in my opinion, this title should be given to you." Xuanshuang made a big salute and said with a smile: "Don't dare, don't dare." I'm called the Little Demon Star of the Mixed World, and that's enough. ”

Dark Night was not infected by his joyful mood, sighed, and said, "You think too highly of me." What am I? I have lived in the helm of the Shadow Worship Sect since I was a child, and I was urged by the sect leader to practice martial arts every day, and coupled with my own hard work, it is rare to sleep once in ten days and a half months. The rules in the teaching are strict, and the value of people is judged by martial arts and success or failure. There is no one close to me, or they are afraid of my methods, or they are jealous of my high position, and they want to find me some fault. I can only put on a cold posture towards them, pretending to be neither happy nor angry. ”

Xuan Shuang combined himself, and based on what he said, he expanded the conversation, and praised repeatedly: "Yes, I didn't expect that our childhood was also the same disease! I grew up in Yinxue Palace, and everything was under the supervision of my mother, always forcing me to study. It's just to broaden my horizons by reading, and I have to recite it sentence by sentence. Those doctrines have been separated by more than a thousand years, and many have changed dynasties, and now we are in the first dynasty, but we still have to rely on the way of Confucius and Mencius in the Spring and Autumn Period and the Warring States Period. On the other hand, Huang Ama had already promised that when I grew up, he would make me the prince, so I don't know how many people in the palace were staring at me day and night, and if I made a slight mistake, I would immediately be rendered heinous. I'm so tired of these things that I just open my eyes, close my eyes, and let them do the nonsense. But I have always been taught that when faced with different situations, I will react and respond with words. Over time, it came completely casually, but it has lost its authenticity, and it is just a shell wearing a mask and waiting for death. ”

Died in the dark night: "Life is unsatisfactory, and things are often eight or nine." There is no joy in life, and there is no regret in death. Xuan Shuang said: "I also feel that life is too boring and boring, so I will find another way, and instead pursue the power to reach the peak, so that this vast land will be changed because of me, and I will leave something to immortalize in the future." By the way, Young Marshal Dead, I want to ask you, what do you think are the similarities and differences between the Yinxue Palace and the Shadow Sacrifice Sect?"

Dark Night Death pondered for a moment and said: "It's no different, they are all the pinnacle of power in the world, full of intrigue, and the environment and events are all similar. Xuan Shuang said: "That's it, since there is not much difference between the two, why should you be unhappy every day? ”

Dark Night said: "You misunderstood, since I was a child, I have never been truly happy for a day." From the perspective of outsiders, there is nothing I really want, let alone any intimate friends who can say some intimate words. In the past 20 years, I have long been accustomed to going alone, without the beak of others. ”

Xuan Shuang put his arms on the window frame and said, "You can tell me! Don't you think that the two of us can talk very well? If we form a gang and make a small fight in the rivers and lakes, maybe we can really make some names." At first, I laughed casually, but then the more I thought about it, the more interesting and interesting it became, and I took it seriously. Dark Night Death sneered: "Of course, it can be discussed, but your martial arts are too poor to be compared with me." I once knew a man, and you and him...... It's very ......" mentioned the man, and his tone softened a lot, as if to arouse all kinds of memories, and he stopped talking.

Xuan Shuang said: "Martial arts are poor, that can be practiced, who is invincible in the world when he comes out in life? Besides, I am talented and intelligent, when you are as old as me, I am afraid that you are not as good as me." Now there is no small success, and that is just Master Li Yijie's poor teaching. As long as the kung fu is strong enough, what does it matter if it is from the Demon Sect or not? He can practice it himself, he has already betrayed the righteous path, and he has to pretend to be a good person on my side, and act as a master table, a joke!" How can anyone boast of being gifted and intelligent? Li Yijie is stupid and incompetent, so you can't be self-taught?"

Xuan Shuang pursed his lips and was about to answer, when a little eunuch ran in the distance, and when he saw Xuan Shuang, he was stunned and said, "Lord Belle, you ...... Why are you here?" Xuan Shuang hugged his shoulders against the wall and said with a smile: "I have nothing to do, can't I talk to the young marshal of the dead?" The little eunuch hurriedly shook his head, bypassed in front of him, and there was a distance between the window railing, so he began to bow and say, "Young marshal Yan, Concubine Yun invites you to the main hall to talk, and there are important things to order." Please don't delay and go now. ”

Dark Night said coldly: "She forgot my rules again." Right now, I'm practicing, and no one is allowed to disturb me, so I don't see it. He was really proficient in disguise, and in front of outsiders, his expression immediately turned cold, and Xuan Shuang sighed secretly when he heard it.

The little eunuch knew that it was a chore to ask each other to die in the dark, but he didn't expect his attitude to be so blunt, thinking that it was difficult for the two ends to make a difference, so he had to stand up and plead: "Young marshal Death, the slave is just a messenger, you can't embarrass the slave like this! If you don't go, Concubine Yun will blame her, how will the slave explain?" ”