For a long, long time, his mood gradually calmed down, but he didn't go out to practice drawing talismans, but stayed here directly to absorb the aura of heaven and earth.

It wasn't until noon that he withdrew from the realm of sea and sky.

As soon as he exited, he saw his mobile phone vibrating on the table.

He picked it up and looked at it, and found that it was Ai Lian calling, and there were three missed calls on it, all of which were hers.

"I don't understand why she's so nice to me. Zhao Yi shook his head and smiled bitterly.

pressed the answer button, and Ai Lian's voice came out of the phone.

"Zhao Yi, where are you, Li Ziwen said that you didn't come to class in the morning. ”

"Oh, because of the terrorist attack that day, my body still hasn't recovered a little, so I didn't go today. Zhao Yi panicked casually.

"Then how are you, where are you, I'll look for you. Ai Lian asked with concern.

"It's okay, just lie in bed for a day, you don't have to come to class. Zhao Yi said.

"Is it okay for you to be on your own?"

"I'm not a child. ”

"Alright then, you have a good rest, I won't bother you. ”

Hanging up the phone, Zhao Yi's gaze fixed on the brush on the table.

He suddenly found that the room was empty, and no one was talking to except for the phone call with Ai Lian.

As for Yuxi, Zhao Yi didn't know how to talk to her now.

This is the embarrassment of being rejected after confessing.

After a pause, Zhao Yi began to lift the brush on the table and began to slowly draw runes on the white paper.

This time, he didn't think about Yu Xi's things, once some things were said, although the results were a little unacceptable, but after a while, they would suddenly be quiet for a while.

Now is the quietest time for him.

The pen is very heavy, and then light, he is very careful to imitate the runes, every hook and every drawing, every key point and every tap, all began to deliberately imitate.

With such a full devotion, he will forget the previous embarrassment, and let his heart no longer be confused, and he will no longer let Yuxi know.

This rune is an afternoon to draw, the progress of the rune is very slow, he is not enough to draw 20% of the entire rune, but this is already the best performance of a person like him who has no talent.

He didn't go into that state of selflessness all afternoon, as if the first two times were coincidences.

Looking at the time, Zhao Yi went out to eat, and after eating, he looked at the time again and found that it would be almost time for Yuxi to drink blood in another half an hour.

Originally, he wanted to use it for drawing talismans in the past half hour, but he found that he was about to meet Yu Xi again, which made his mind become chaotic again, so he gave up.

He accidentally saw the old 21st century book in the corner of his desk, and every time he was depressed, he would listen to the songs in it and sing them to vent his emotions.

This time it was the same, he flipped through the book and found a song he used to like to sing - "Dust in the Fireworks".

It just so happens that he still has the songs he made in his music account, so as long as he logs in to the account, he directly resumes the original retained accompaniment music.

Tap the play button on your phone, and an accompaniment gently reverberates through the room.

Zhao Yi also sang along with the accompaniment.

"Watch the flying dust fall

No one found it existing

Free

But the world loves to be lively

I can't tolerate my boredom......"

Originally, he hadn't gotten used to it yet, but after singing a few words along with the music, his whole feelings were involuntarily brought in.

"I'm the only one guarding the quiet desert

Waiting for the flowers to bloom

Only I look at the happiness of others

I would have sighed

Just let me listen to the great truth

I don't want to understand

......”

The more he sang, the deeper his feelings became, and slowly he fell into the mood of being lonely for three years again.

The whole world is alone, and no one knows what is going on in his heart, what is hidden under his sluggish exterior.

At the end of a song, Zhao Yi's heart became more and more lonely, he enjoyed this feeling very much, no matter how lonely he was, there were songs to vent his feelings, no need to find someone to talk to, no need to care about being understood.

He dropped the accompaniment and resumed his next song.

"Love Transfer", this is also his favorite song, after Dong Yiting and actor Mu Huajian had a scandal, he began to sing this song every day to vent his feelings.

"How many shop windows have you wandered through

How many hostels have I stayed in

I felt that separation was not wronged

Feelings are used to browse

Or to treasure ......"

......

Sentence by sentence, Zhao Yi's whole person involuntarily became very serious and very devoted, as if he had forgotten the environment he was in, forgetting that there was a female ghost in his body, and he was the only one around last time.

Just sang it unscrupulously.

In this half an hour, he sang a total of five songs, "Dust in Doubt", "Love Transfer", "This Life Will Not Change", "Wait a Minute", "Breakpoint".

"Quietly accompanied you for a long time

I didn't even notice that my eyes were red

Listen to you say that the changes are now

......

I kissed you on the face

Although you are not by my side

......”

At the end of the last song, Zhao Yi was actually still in that state of being drunk with music and forgetting himself.

"Good. ”

Just when he couldn't help but want to click on the accompaniment of the next song, suddenly a voice interrupted his state.

"Are you awake?" Zhao Yi could naturally hear that this was Yu Xi's voice.

"Hmm. ”

"Did you just say that I sang very well?" Zhao Yi asked with a smile.

"It's not just that it means, but more importantly, you have entered this state of selflessness very well, and it seems that these so-called songs can help you exercise well and remember the state of selflessness, which is very helpful for cultivation. Yu Xi said.

"I thought you were simply saying that I was singing well. Zhao Yigan laughed twice.

Soon he put the subject aside, bared his neck, and said, "It's time to drink blood." ”

"Beep. ”

Yu Xi bit it very unceremoniously, but this time she was very light, and Zhao Yi could clearly feel the gentle force.

This time Yu Xi sucked blood, Zhao Yi didn't have any other excited thoughts, such as feeling very soft and comfortable, such as blushing and heartbeat, but very quiet.

Yu Xi let go of her lips, took out a white cloth from her red sleeve and put it on Zhao Yi's neck wound, and said, "You look like this." ”

Zhao Yi saw Yu Xi personally take out a white cloth to wrap the wound on his neck, and suddenly felt a little warmth in his heart, but after hearing what she said, that little warmth disappeared.

He smiled bitterly twice and said, "Is it true that the farther away I am, the more you think I am good?"

Yu Xi replied very bluntly: "It's not that it's far away, but that I feel bland about me, which is the best." ”

“......”

Zhao Yi paused and said, "Okay, I'll try to become like that." ”

“......”

Hearing what he said, Yu Xi's expression also suddenly paused, as if she felt as if she had done something wrong.

Is she forcibly changing someone?

She didn't want to do that.

At night, Yu Xi began to absorb the aura of heaven and earth in the pendant again, and Zhao Yi went to the dilapidated park.

"Is it the way she says it is...... How can it be. ”

In the park, Zhao Yi smiled wryly and shook his head.

He knew that what he was thinking about in his heart was that he knew.

The next day, Zhao Yi came to Xiaohe again to find Dai Qiuxiang and help people to the end, since Dai Qiuxiang attaches great importance to the campus celebration award in half a month, then he naturally wants to help her fulfill this wish as much as possible, and help her practice the song to a very standard and proficient level.

But when he came to the river and waited for ten minutes, he didn't see the other party, and then he took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Dai Qiuxiang with Yi Chat, asking when she would come.

How come it was about three minutes, Zhao Yi received a reply on his mobile phone: "I'm sorry, I have something to go back to the imperial capital temporarily these days, thank you for the song you gave me, it's very good." ”

Seeing this, Zhao Yi politely replied with a "yes." Dai Qiuxiang did not reply again.

Since there were no such things, Zhao Yi began his intense cultivation.

Since the talent is poor, then use time to make up for it.

Zhao Yi's life has become very simple these days.

Every morning, he was sucked blood, ate, practiced, practiced the mecha and the three nonsense calves in class, went to eat with Ai Lian after school at noon, practiced in the afternoon, practiced the mecha, said goodbye to Ai Lian who was waiting for him in the afternoon, went home to practice, was sucked blood at night, continued to practice at night, and rested.

......

Outside the headmaster's room, there was a knock on the door.

"Please come in. A middle-aged man's voice came from inside.

Ai Lian pushed the door in, and as soon as she entered, she saw a middle-aged man with a very ordinary appearance and a little rich state sitting in the boss's chair watching the news.

As soon as the middle-aged man saw Ai Lian coming in, he immediately stood up from his chair and said with a smile: "Ai Lian, sit down, you're welcome." ”

Ai Lian didn't plan to stand, and by the time Zhao Yi waited for her this afternoon, she was already standing a little sore.

"The principal called me over, what's the matter?"

The principal personally went over and poured a glass of water and put it on the coffee table in front of Ai Lian, sat on the other side and said to Ai Lian with a smile: "Ai Lian, you should also know that there will be a campus celebration on campus in half a month, I just hope that Ling Zun can come to the school as a guest to participate in it, promote the atmosphere of the whole school, and improve the positive psychological ...... of the students."

The principal said a lot, and to put it bluntly, he wanted to invite his "mother" - Xiaoxiang to come to the school to participate in the activities.

The principal was very disappointed when he saw that Ai Lian didn't speak, but he still smiled and said, "Of course, if Ling Zun doesn't have time, forget it, after all, she has too many affairs." ”

Originally, Ai Lian wanted to refuse this, after all, Aunt Xiang was indeed too busy, and coming to participate in this kind of activity would only build momentum for Lin Hai, but it would not help Aunt Xiang at all.

But then she thought about Zhao Yi being here for a while, so she hesitated and said, "I will go back and discuss this matter with my mother." ”

As soon as the principal heard this, he immediately became happy and said, "Okay, then I will first welcome Director Xiao on behalf of all the students of the school!"

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