Chapter 127: You're Not Her Anymore (Volume 3)

"Yue'er! Yue'er...... What's wrong with you? What's wrong?"

Qingfeng held her head on her chest with pity and distress.

"When I came out of the wedding scene, I cried like a tearful person, and now I am home, and I am still crying. Gently, he patted her on the back. "It's a great event for the children to get married, why do you keep crying? Don't cry, let's stop crying, okay?"

"I ...... I don't want to cry either...... "Leng Yue sobbed and said, "I know it's a big joy, the children are so beautiful, so good, and so happy...... I'm so impressed...... It's so impressive. I know that too...... Can't cry...... Can't cry...... But the tears ...... I just can't stop...... Presumably, the lacrimal gland is malfunctioning...... And ......"

Leng Yue leaned against the breeze and covered him with tears and snot, and she seemed to cry even more sadly.

"I'm too bad, too bad, too bad!" she sobbed and paused, "Li Min is so cute, so pitiful...... I'm sorry for him, I'm really sorry for him...... I betrayed him and left him...... He also left a shell for him......"

"Oooh......"

The breeze froze.

"Are you sad for Li Min?"

He asked sullenly, a little jealously.

"Uh-huh!"

Leng Yue cried and nodded.

"He's so haggard and he's a lot older......"

She was still sobbing, still muttering and gurgling.

"The last time we met, he told me to stay, but I ...... Leaving only a divorce agreement for him and leaving...... In order to spend his last days by Toyama's side, I did a lot of things to him that I shouldn't have done...... If I had known that this separation would be the last time we were together, I wouldn't have been so uncool...... I will definitely say...... Before I come back safely, I want him to take care of himself......"

"Yue'er, thank you for telling me about Li Min. ”

Qingfeng coaxed her while wiping her tears with a tissue.

"Is this the first time you've seen Li Min since you left him?" he asked tentatively.

"Hmm!"

Leng Yue nodded.

"In the nursing home, I seemed to be out of my body...... It's like in a dream. Her voice was lowered: "Li Min and I seem to be blocked in two spaces, like people from two worlds, I call him him, but he ...... You can't see me, you can't hear me, and I can't catch him, I can't touch him......"

"But now you can talk and laugh, flesh and blood, and besides, you've finally found me, haven't you?"

"Uh-huh!"

Leng Yue nodded and shook her head.

Her face was full of pain, her face was full of sorrow.

The sorrow seemed to have overwhelmed her.

"What Li Min said at the wedding...... "Husband and wife are people who are bound together by marriage for seven thousand eons." After the union, it is time to support each other and love each other with life. But I ...... After leaving him...... I...... I am, always looking for my love. I ......"

She burst into tears.

Her cry was so full of emotion, full of guilt, and full of pain.

"I'm the stupidest, worst, and damned woman in the world! I'm bad, and my life is not good! I've killed Yuanshan, I've hurt Li Min again, I'm too bad, too bad, too bad, too bad...... The bad ones can't be forgiven!"

"This ......"

The breeze grabbed her.

"Yue'er, you are pouring out your heart through a wedding, but this heartfelt heart is a little impetuous!"

He lifted her face and examined her eyes.

"From deep to shallow, from intimate to estranged husband and wife, sometimes one sentence can explain it, but there may be another hidden meaning. The most suspicious of the two lovers, rather than waiting for the white world, it is better to see each other sincerely, and to work together with one heart and one mind for a long time. ”

After a few moments, he leaned down and kissed the tears from her cheeks sadly.

"But things have their origins and ends, and things are always ......" Leng Yue's face was confused. "I'm bad, I'm a bad womanβ€”"

"Alright, stop talking stupid. His hand covered her mouth. "Do you know how I'm feeling right now?"

"You-"

Leng Yue was stunned for a moment.

"Do you know I'm so jealous and scared right now?" his voice trembled.

"Afraid of what?"

She looked at him with tears in her eyes.

"I'm afraid that you won't be able to let go of Li Min in your heart for the rest of your life! I'm afraid that you will run away again, I'm afraid that you will be burdened with emotional debts all your life, and I'm afraid that you'll ignore ......me."

After saying these words, Qingfeng was silent.

Then, suddenly, he grabbed her wrist, his fingers firm and strong, and he said:

"Yue'er, we are already talking about marriage, and in a short time, you will be my Yuan Qingfeng's wife! My Yuan Qingfeng's woman!" He paused and stared at her: "We are people who are going to fall in love for a lifetime! How can you always live in the past? Although you have the memory of that sleeping cold moon, you are not the sleeping cold moon!"

The breeze was loud, anxious, and breathing.

"Why do you think you're sorry for others? Think more about yourself! Because you're a new life, a new life! Have you forgotten?"

"New life?"

Leng Yue slowly sat up straight.

She looked at him weakly and weakly.

"Yes!

Qingfeng's eyes were wide open.

The look on his face was also serious.

"Forget? Our first night ......" he lowered his voice: "Yue'er, that's your first time, the real first time!" Li Min ...... It's not your real husband!β€”And Iβ€”you're your real husband!" He paused, with a thoughtful expression. "You and I...... It's just their spiritual clones! Have you forgotten all this? So, let's think more about us living in the present!"

"Are we living in the moment?"

Leng Yue asked in confusion and looked at him in confusion.

"Yes!" Qingfeng furrowed his brow. "Otherwise, let's go find the lost time!"

"In Search of Time ......"

Leng Yue finally stopped crying under his focused gaze.

"Hmm. ”

Qingfeng nodded.

"It's about doing what you like while reminiscing about the past. He said, wrapping his arms around her waist. "So now the two of us, isn't it time to look for the lost time?"

"What?"

"For example......" Qingfeng smiled. "Looking for a happy birthday time. ”

"This ......"

"What's this?"

Qingfeng had an idea, and took out the flowers inserted in the vase.

"Happy Birthday!"

He laughed and shouted.

"Can ...... today It's not my birthday. ”

"I said yes!" he said in a gruff voice.

"Hey, that's ruthless!"

Leng Yue snorted and burst into laughter.

She took the flower and put it back in the vase.

"You know that no matter how much I spill and cheat, I can't play tricks on someone who laughs and shouts Happy Birthday, right?"

"It's not about smiling or not smiling. "I know you're an unreasonable little fool, especially when you're crying. ”

"Who is crying?" Leng Yue's cheeks flushed. "Do you know what I hate about you the most?" she asked rhetorically.

"I know!"

"Know?"

"I know you don't hate me!" Qingfeng smiled and looked at her affirmatively.

"Ah, as if you know me well. Leng Yue's expression changed, and she became serious again. "I hate that you're always thinking about me, that you're always spoiling me in the way you think is right, getting used to me, thinking about me, loving me. But you know what? I'm hard, not good...... I killed Yuanshan and Li Min, and in the future, I will kill you too!"

"It's bullshiting again!" Qingfeng looked at her with his eyes wide open. "You're breaking my heart!, do you know!?"

"Yes!"

Leng Yue said heavily.

"The first time I opened my eyes to see the world, I was hazy and full of anticipation. She continued: "But right now, I'm so scared...... The world without you, the cold moon without Yuan Qingfeng, is it still the cold moon?" she said sadly, her voice low: "I don't know when it started, my heart is crying. The so-called love, maybe that's it, laugh at the beginning, cry at the end, we're - it's over!" she closed her eyes, tears falling from the corners of her eyes. "From the day we met, we continued for too long, too long. ”

"Yue'er!"

Breeze shouted.

"Come to think of it, let's stop here...... It's time for us to break up!" she bowed her head, her eyes filled with tears.

Qingfeng stared at her with wide eyes.

He gently lifted her chin with his hand, examined her face and her eyes, and for a long time he asked in a low voice:

"Don't you feel happy when we're together?"

"But I really can't afford to hurt you any more. Leng Yue's voice was timid and low: "I hope you can live a normal life, and I hope you can forget me." ”

"Are you done?"

"That's it!"

"Okay! I know! I know that your life is hard! But what you don't know is that my life is harder, and you can't beat me!"

"Thank you very much for this time, and I'm very happy......" Leng Yue stood up. "Goodbye!" she turned to leave.

The breeze grabbed her.

"What are you doing?"

He asked, screaming.

"This is your house! Where are you going? Is this a joke I don't understand?"

Qingfeng's face turned pale, and his eyes were staring at her with fire.

"I've got to understand to solve the problem together, cry together!" he shouted.

"yes...... This is my home......

Leng Yue sat back softly, her heart in turmoil.

"The longer our relationship, the more it loses you. Her voice softened. "You may not understand it now, but it won't be long before you understand everything. ”

She looked at him with tears in her eyes and pleading.

"It's not just you, it's everyone you're connected to, especially your parents...... They're all going to get hurt. ”