Chapter 1 The Cruel Reality
Located in Huacheng, the provincial capital in the south of China, at the beginning of the lanterns, people unload the pressure of the day, change into gorgeous clothes, paint exquisite makeup, vent all kinds of dissatisfaction with work in the staggered cups, exchange gossip with people around them without a bottom line, and laugh together shamelessly. His eyes wandered in search of prey, and the air was filled with a strong nausea-making hormonal aura.
Contrary to the bustling urban area, in a dimly lit and quiet hairy alley on the outskirts of the city, a short and thin woman walked to the rented house with the discounted vegetables she had just bought. After graduating from junior high school, he came to Huacheng with the school's leading teachers, and finished all the way to secondary school and junior college, and then stayed in Huacheng. When he just graduated, there were changes in the family, his father lost his job, his mother was not in good health, and he quit his job in the early years to recuperate at home, and the family had no financial resources, and his father was not very old, so he actively looked for investment projects and suitable business, but he was too upright, strong and unsociable, and wanted to take care of the idea of taking care of a large family and a small family, and finally quickly lost the family's only savings, and owed a lot of money to the bank. The family had to sell their big house and move into a dilapidated tiled house.
She instantly changed from a little princess who never considered economic problems to a troubled Cinderella, she studied tourism in college, but repeatedly failed when taking the tour guide certificate, no matter how hard she worked, she was a millimeter away from the passing line, and she was unsuccessful in the exam three times before and after graduation, coupled with the changes in her family, she lost her interest in continuing to develop in this area, and also wanted to contribute to solving the family's large debts, she found a lot of jobs that do not require high technology to get high salaries, and those jobs without exception require high enough height, She has a good figure and a superhuman drink, but she can't do any of this, only a decent face. There is a friend who is a second wife and a junior for money, and wants to pull her to join their circle, she doesn't do it, and her friend advises her not to be high, this is an era of laughing at poverty and not smiling at prostitutes, but she doesn't believe it, and still sticks to the bottom line in her heart.
has been struggling with his dreams and making money, just like this, five years later, almost 30 years old, and nothing has been accomplished, looking at the friends who used to be the second wife, have a car and a house, have a husband, do business, and live a good life, parents also began to feel that their daughter is incompetent, and other people's children are so good, so that their faces are dull, but she is bitter in her heart, and the bottom line that she once held so firmly began to shake and self-doubt. In today's society, there is no outstanding talent, and the luck is so bad, it is really difficult to succeed.
In addition, she has never been married, which is also a reason for her parents' dissatisfaction, every time she goes home, she will be urged to marry and compare other people's children, and gradually she will go home less and less often and less often.
Returned to the humble rented house, dragged the tired body, made two simple dishes, and ate the cold water on the table, today she was fired again, the job planned by the advertising agency was not easy for her to find, the treatment is not bad, although tired often work overtime until late at night, but it doesn't matter if you can make money, but because of a case that was dumped, she was dismissed, and it was not what she did, but the person who did the case temporarily lost interest and didn't want to continue, so she threw it to her, but the case went wrong, and that person didn't have to bear a little responsibility, just because she was a relative of the boss。
After pouring a mouthful of cold water, she was choked and coughed violently, and the tears she coughed up smashed on the table one by one like beads with broken threads, and a self-deprecating smile pulled out of the corner of her mouth.