Chapter 14: "Lost Past"

Walking slowly, after going to the ancient tomb, Lu Baiyi felt faintly uneasy in his heart. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info According to what Li Mochou said to him, Lin Chaoying, the patriarch of the Tomb Sect, should not have passed away, but from the previous secret passage, he vaguely saw that line of inscriptions that should not exist.

Why did he want to run away? Perhaps at that moment, he remembered the answer given to him by the Red Lian Fairy, and subconsciously avoided this fact that would make him and her sad.

The heart is unsettled, he is not an iron heart after all, there will be blood will be stirred, and tenderness will be warm. Outward indifference is just a thorny shell that protects the overly sensitive self from the cruel world.

So he knew that the parting with the little dragon girl was just the beginning of the next encounter. And the separation of Li Mochou and Lin Chaoying is destined to be a permanent farewell.

What's more, Li Mochou has been lonely since she was a child, and her support and support is only Lin Chaoying, who has been teaching her martial arts.

Her separation from Lin Chaoying may also have this reason. She hoped that she would be praised by her master and practice martial arts with her heart, but the heir of the Tomb Sect chose her junior sister Xiaolongnu, which meant that she was not the most important one in her master's eyes.

Paranoid like her, she will naturally be resentful. What's more, the balance in her heart has a heavier weight - a lover she hopes for for a lifetime.

After carefully pondering Li Mochou's thoughts for a while, the young man should relieve the uneasiness in his heart. He entered the ancient tomb without authorization, although he didn't want to harm the people of the ancient tomb sect, and he didn't want to steal the ancient tomb martial arts, but for Li Mochou, he still felt guilty and didn't want to face it.

"What the hell am I afraid of?"

Seeing that he unconsciously tightened his white fingers, Lu Baiyi was very melancholy. I am not a good man and a woman in the ordinary sense, why do I feel guilty because of this kind of thing?

The boy was at a loss for the speculation he had denied. Most of the memories of his past life are vague and fragmentary, but he understands his personality very well. At the very least, he has always been restrained, he will never be sad and afraid of such a trivial matter, his eyes will only be firmly focused on the things he agrees with, but too easy to succeed always makes him lose the meaning of success.

What a person is afraid of, naturally only what he cares about, whether it is love or fear, at least for him now, Li Mochou is a very important person.

This has nothing to do with morality and grudges, just because she saved him and gave him meaning.

Thinking about it this way, he is too weak, and since he came here, he has experienced too many changes, has it affected his character?

Or is it that he has been reincarnated is no longer the same self he used to be, what he is glorified and what he expects is being consumed by this world, and he wants to fit this world too much, but will be assimilated by this world.

I want to be a player, how can I be brainwashed into an NPC, the boy is already in a mood, chuckling and laughing at himself. He had confirmed his guesses, and as he chose to blend in with this world, the world was also melting into him.

So Li Mochou wanted to save him, and it was not all her own will to save him so firmly, but because she was influenced by this world.

Although he does not hate the world, and he will feel that there is no point in having no purpose, he will never be bound by any will.

At worst, if his reincarnation was a woman, would he have accepted it? For him, life and death may not matter, but what about grievances, or morality?

Will he compromise because someone is kind to him and good to him, or will he compromise because of the responsibility that the reincarnated body bears?

After such a compromise, is he still him?

So he has no faith, no goal, no meaning, not because he has no will of his own, but because his will is too strong, his heart is too sharp, and he has to forge an illusion.

I won't be afraid anymore. If you seek strength for the sake of freedom, then power is only a means, and freedom is the heart. If the world were to compete with me, that would make sense!

The flowing breeze finally blew the moisture off his body, and with a quiet smile on his face, Lu Baiyi returned to the campfire as if nothing had happened.

Li Mochou hadn't slept yet, and glanced at him in a little surprise, but he didn't speak.

I guess I couldn't find a topic, they weren't familiar with it before. In Li Mochou's eyes, what he has been paying attention to is the phantom of another person, and in Lu Baiyi's eyes, Li Mochou is just a character in the book.

It's just that the young man in white intends to break this silence, he has already strengthened himself, how can he be afraid again.

"I went to the tomb. Lu Baiyi didn't intend to hide it, he said directly and simply, "I didn't see your master." ”

Li Mochou seemed to be surprised by Lu Baiyi's directness, but she did not question or be angry as Lu Baiyi thought, but calmly responded lightly: "Oh, I know." ”

Lu Baiyi was speechless, he really wanted to tell Li Mochou, who was sitting by the bonfire, that you really can't chat like this, how can you be friends happily.

It's a pity that the young man in white has no position, and there is no reason to say this, he just stares at the silent Chilian Fairy and looks at her stunned.

Did Li Mochou already know about this? Lu Baiyi thought of this possibility, and then deepened his affirmation. She should know that the master who lives together since childhood, whether she breaks up or not, she will always care about her, but she doesn't want to bow her head, but she probably has already guessed in her heart.

Will she regret her pride?

Probably not, otherwise it wouldn't be nothing.

But after staring at it for a long time, Lu Baiyi couldn't control his gaze, and couldn't help but look down, and began to peek at the mature and slender figure of the Chilian Fairy.

Maybe this is a common problem of men, who can never control the eyes that love to peep into the beautiful, regardless of age, regardless of the occasion.

Tapping his forehead violently, the boy restrained his evil thoughts that had gone astray, sat cross-legged, and began his homework every night, no longer disturbing her silent nature.

Although his meridians have been penetrated now, in order to suppress the hidden dangers caused by the poisonous veins, and in order to accumulate his own strength, he told Li Mochou the mental method of "Yue Nu Sword", and asked Li Mochou to help him explain and distinguish, which really entered the door of internal cultivation.

Everyone understands the theory, but in fact, only what is practiced is the truth, so it is necessary for the master to lead him to the beginning.

We'll talk about the rest tomorrow.

Anyway, I still have to go to the ancient tomb tomorrow, the past will eventually pass, and everything will be known tomorrow.

That's what he thinks, and he does it, because time will prove everything, and that's the truth of the world.