Chapter 1139: Painful Memories and Wounds (II)

Qi Xueyin didn't speak for a long time, just buried her head between her knees - it seemed that this past incident really parted her sadness, the firelight reflected on her side face, and a trace of sadness was revealed under her beautiful face.

Only then did Du Juan feel that her request was a little "excessive", and she finally recovered, but it reminded her of the sad past again. The cuckoo couldn't help but regret a little, he had "annoyed" her once before, and this time it aroused her tenderness......

"Her name is 'Snow Lotus'......" Suddenly, Qi Xueyin said slowly, and finally planned to express the heartache that could never be erased in front of Sun Yun and Du Juan.

"You...... Sister?" asked the cuckoo quietly.

"It's my sister who is two years younger than me...... Qi Xueyin continued to say lightly, "Like the rest of my family, I also lost my life in that catastrophe, and I ...... I watched her die in front of me......"

When Sun Yun and Du Juan heard this, they couldn't help but be stunned.

Qi Xueyin paused, looked at the flickering fire in front of her, and continued to say slowly: "I have been with my sister since I was a child, and everything covers her...... At that time, I vowed that I would protect my sister no matter what the world brings......"

When Du Juan heard this, she seemed to understand something, from herself, Qi Xueyin saw the figure of her dead sister, so whenever she encountered danger, Qi Xueyin would always go out of her way to protect herself.

"But that day...... On that day......" Qi Xueyin seemed to say the sore spot, buried her head deeper, trembling and crying, "The family suffered a catastrophe, and the robbers set up rockfall traps on the mountain rocks, and all my family members died in that accident...... And my sister, who I watched with my own eyes being stoned to death by falling rocks, but didn't...... But there is no ......" Qi Xueyin couldn't say any more, and tears came out of the corners of her eyes.

Sun Yun knew that Qi Xueyin was sad enough, so he didn't continue to "sarcastic" her, but just looked at her with pity, and there was an inexplicable deep touch in his heart.

Not to mention the cuckoo, he leaned on Qi Xueyin's side with his hand and whispered, "I'm sorry, Sister Qi, I shouldn't have said that to you before...... It's all my fault, it's me who touched your pain and caused our 'sisters to break up'......"

"It's not your ...... blame" Qi Xueyin at this time, completely lost her usual willfulness and heart, completely like a little girl with hurt feelings, and whispered, "It's because I'm useless and didn't protect my sister...... It's all my fault that I failed to fulfill my obligations as a sister......"

The heart was full of grief, and finally she sobbed quietly, and the last repentant sigh, the cuckoo snuggled up to her ears, and I don't know if it was said to her dead sister, or to herself.

Thinking of this, Du Juan carefully held Qi Xueyin's hand, revealing a fascinated gaze, and said in a passionate voice: "Sister Qi, if you really can't let go of that sad memory, if you really still feel the past, from now on, I am willing to be your sister and always be by your side......"

Qi Xueyin didn't speak, just sobbed secretly alone......

After a night of chatting and talking, from calm to sadness, and then to calm, Qi Xueyin finished talking about the mental journey that had been hidden in her heart and the unforgettable memories, which was the most sincere confession she had since she met Sun Yun and others.

It may be the tiredness of the pain, or the emotional friction, Qi Xueyin cried alone for half a night, and then fell asleep first. And the cuckoo listened to Qi Xueyin's narration tonight, and felt anxious in his heart, sitting alone at the entrance of the cave, blowing the cool wind in the middle of the night, and the words full of heart had nowhere to speak, so he could only swallow it in his heart and sigh the sadness alone.

Maybe thinking of the past between himself and Qi Xueyin, Du Juan can understand the true intentions of the other party under the restraint......

(in recall)......

......

Du Juan naturally didn't know about this, but when he thought of the voice that Qi Xueyin had been calling in his dream just now, he couldn't help but tremble and asked, "By the way, Sister Qi, you ...... just now It's shouting 'sister,' huh......"

"I ......" Qi Xueyin seemed to have something unspeakable, and it was difficult to express it under the inner struggle.

"Maybe you're like me, looking forward to having a sister around you who takes care of you......" An inexplicable thought flashed in Du Juan's mind, and he said expectantly, "By the way, if you don't dislike Sister Qi, you can call me 'sister' in the future-"

"Uh......" Qi Xueyin heard this, looking at the cuckoo's kind eyes, her expression couldn't help but be stunned - it was too similar, it was really like her sister calling herself, if she was still alive, maybe it would be the same as the current cuckoo......

"In the future, I will treat you as an older sister, and if we usually talk about something, we can be regarded as having a ......companion," Cuckoo continued.

"That's ...... Is it really good?" For some reason, Qi Xueyin seemed to be very longing, and muttered in her heart, "I...... Can you really call you 'sister'?" The person I loved most since I was a child was my sister, since the death of my sister, Qi Xueyin has been living in pain and sorrow; now, there is another "sister" in front of my eyes, for some reason, Qi Xueyin is determined to cherish this relationship from the heart.

"Of course, just as I'm your own sister, don't be too restricted......" Cuckoo continued to laugh......

......

Du Juan's expression was very tough, and he actually grabbed Qi Xueyin's right hand, although he didn't know martial arts, but he was able to stop this slap accurately.

Qi Xueyin was also stunned, she would never have thought that the cuckoo would actually make a move against her.

"Sister, ...... you" Qi Xueyin didn't know what to say for a while, thinking that she was too excited and lost her mind just now, and wanted to slap the cuckoo, but the hand that slapped the palm was stopped by the cuckoo, and her heart suddenly became a mess - not to mention that the cuckoo doesn't know martial arts, in terms of attitude, Qi Xueyin never thought that the cuckoo would be so tough, and he actually wanted to resist himself.

This is the cuckoo, there is a strong heart hidden under the weak appearance, two years ago in the Nangong compound, when he was ransomed by Sun Yun, he also reached out to stop Nangong Jiao's slap, today's "conflict" is the same as the picture two years ago......

"I'm sorry, sister...... But you, why do you ......" Qi Xueyin looked at Du Juan's "strong" eyes, and apologized in some surprise.

"First of all, I'm not your sister-" Du Juan didn't say anything, but replied to Qi Xueyin without hesitation, which made Qi Xueyin dumbfounded.

Qi Xueyin didn't speak for a long time, just looked at the cuckoo with a surprised expression.

"Secondly, the real stubborn and willful person is you-" The cuckoo slowly put down his "hard" tone, and said calmly with an expressionless face, "You want to do your duty for your senior brother and for Chatai Dorton, I can understand your feelings...... But you shouldn't ignore the people and friends around you who take care of you - everyone is worried about you, if you always insist on going your own way like this, not only me and Brother Yun, but everyone who comes to the dart game, including your senior brother Chatai Dorton, will be very disappointed......"

As he spoke, Du Juan gradually let go of Qi Xueyin's hand, and his expression gradually returned to his former kindness.

Qi Xueyin was silent for a long time, and seemed to be thinking silently in her heart......

"Very good, since you say so......" Suddenly, Qi Xueyin's tone suddenly turned cold, and she seemed to be full of despair and said, "Then I don't recognize you as a sister......"

......

"Sister!!β€”β€”" Qi Xueyin suddenly exclaimed, and out of nowhere, the strength suddenly got up, and flew towards the cuckoo.

The cuckoo heard the cordial and familiar call again, and turned his head to see Qi Xueyin's figure flying to the rescue, and his heart was deeply touched.

But in the next moment, a moment of heartache surged again......

"Wow-" The blade snorted, and blood splattered out......

The cuckoo looked up in a daze, and his eyes were full of bright red blood droplets floating in the air, and together with the figure blocking his vision, he understood something at that moment......

"Uhhh

The cuckoo saw clearly, it was Qi Xueyin - at the last moment, she flew in front of her, and was stabbed heavily by the thug in her arm, cutting a very frightening bloody wound.

"Sister Qi!!β€”β€”" Du Juan couldn't help but shout in surprise, and when he realized what had happened, his eyes were already red......

(In reality)......

Du Juan thought in his heart, from the initial expectation of his sisters, to the contradictions and self-abandonment, and then to the last desperate self-determination, Qi Xueyin will always be that true heart for herself. But from beginning to end, Du Juan always thought that Qi Xueyin was just a simple "sister" to herself, and never thought about how much affection was hidden behind this "sister".

Only then did Du Juan realize how small and naΓ―ve he was in front of Qi Xueyin, and the other party's apparent willfulness was not as ignorant as his own......

"Haven't slept yet?......" After Qi Xueyin fell asleep, Sun Yun looked at Du Juan sitting alone at the entrance of the cave, looking thoughtful at each other, and couldn't help but walk to his side, sit aside and ask.

"Can't sleep......" Du Juan whispered to Sun Yun at night as usual, but tonight's sadness was quite deep, and Du Juan's heart was uncertain, and there was even a kind of self-blame in it.

Sun Yun knew Du Juan very well, looked at her sad eyes, knew her self-blame, and slowly comforted: "Juan Er, are you blaming yourself......

The cuckoo also nodded undeniably, looked at the cold stars in the sky, and said tremblingly: "During the day, I shouldn't have said that to Sister Qi...... If it weren't for this, Sister Qi would not have been hurt emotionally, and she would not have been so seriously injured...... It's all my fault, in fact, the really willful person is not Sister Qi, but my ......" Speaking of this, Du Juan has a feeling of wanting to cry, and on weekdays, he feels that he has always been gentle and kind to people, but this time, he really hurt a person, and hurt his dearest sister.

"Fool, it's not your fault......" Sun Yun looked at Du Juan's expression and smiled warmly, "On the other hand, if you hadn't said that, she wouldn't have told us about her sad past, and would only bury the pain in her heart forever and drink it alone, wouldn't that be even more sad......?"

"But I don't want to look at Sister Qi's sad appearance, especially because I ......" Du Juan couldn't hold back the tears in the corners of his eyes and cried with laughter.

"People, it is inevitable that there will be times when they are sad, even if I am a big man, I have shed tears alone......" Sun Yun gently soothed Du Juan's shoulder, leaned it against his side, and said with concern, "Sometimes, sadness is not a bad thing, it can make people really open their hearts, see their true selves clearly, and touch their true feelings...... It's like I knew my life experience at that time, and I was sad and even emotionally broken down several times, but it wasn't because you were always by your side to encourage me that I got through the saddest heart......"

"Brother Yun......" Hearing this, the cuckoo responded with a look and gently lay down in Sun Yun's arms.

"Maybe she never wants to recall that past, but everything that happened will never be erased......" Sun Yun also looked at the night sky in the sky and continued, "At least her belief has not changed, and she wants to protect her sister from beginning to end...... Whether it's for her sister before her death, or for the current juan'er......"

When Du Juan heard this, he seemed to think of something, sat up again, and said with a slightly firm look in his eyes: "Actually, I have always had an idea, which is ...... for Sister Qi."

"Hmm, what's the idea......" Sun Yun asked hesitantly.

"She's always single-mindedly trying to protect me, and doesn't want me to be hurt......" Cuckoo said with a deep pause, as if she had a heart, "but in fact, for me, I want to ...... Want to ...... too Want ...... too"

may be a little embarrassed, the last sentence cuckoo didn't say for a long time.

"What do you want too?......" Sun Yun asked.

"I want to ...... too I also want to protect her-" After hesitating for a long time, the cuckoo finally blurted out, and the last sentence was like a falling stone in his heart, letting his emotions fluctuate and stabilize.

"Heh......" Sun Yun couldn't help but smile slightly when he heard this.

"Brother Yun, you...... You're not laughing at me, are you?" Du Juan looked at Sun Yun's smiling face and said a little shyly, "Although I don't know martial arts, my legs and feet are not dexterous...... But I really want to, like Sister Qi......"

"Of course I didn't laugh at you...... Sun Yun continued to smile, "I can see that Juan'er, you also have the determination to protect her, otherwise you wouldn't hide from Ah Guang and them alone and run out of the inn to follow her, right?"

"By the way, when it comes to Brother Aguang, they ......" Ren Guang and the others were mentioned again, and Du Juan couldn't help but worry in his heart, "What should they do now?" We can't stay here all the time, don't we go back to them...... No matter how much you explain it, you will definitely be anxious to see that we have been 'missing' for a long time and have not returned......"

"Indeed, after dealing with the matter, we must find a chance to go back to ......them," Sun Yun said with a serious expression, "But before that, we have to heal Xueyin's injuries first, and we can only pray to the people of the 'Canghuan Sect' now, and we have not found them......"

As he spoke, Sun Yun glanced back at Qi Xueyin, who was sleeping quietly, and his heart was full of staggered......