Chapter 1042: The Rebellious Heart (I)
"Dada...... Da ...... "Suddenly, in the military conference room in the tent, there was an intermittent sound of horses' hooves outside the door. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
Xu Da's eyes changed suddenly, and he walked out of the camp and shouted: "Our army has not issued an order to go to battle, who is bold to raise the horse first?"
"Driving...... Driving-" The red figure passed by, and the horse shouted, it was Lu Jing, Tang Zhan and others, who were rushing to the top of Amber Hill Peak. After Zhu Yuanzhang's camp, he didn't even get off the horse to ask for instructions, and he was indeed "bold", so Xu Da naturally ignored it......
"What's wrong, what's going on?" Zhu Yuanzhang heard the movement outside and couldn't help but come out and ask.
"Back to the emperor, it's the army division and General Tang-" Xu Da, who was prejudiced against Lu Jing, couldn't help but "report", "They ignored the military orders in the camp and acted without authorization, what crime should they be guilty of this trip?"
"Really...... Where did they go?" Zhu Yuanzhang didn't have much surprise and continued to ask.
"Look at the direction, it should be the peak of Amber Hill—" Xu Da continued.
Suddenly, at that moment, Zhu Yuanzhang's eyes darkened, and an imperceptible smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, which seemed to imply a faint intention.
"Your Majesty, what should I ...... now" Lu Jing is usually very jealous, Xu Da seized this "opportunity" and asked rhetorically.
"Chase!-" However, before Xu Da finished speaking, Zhu Yuanzhang suddenly shouted, and seemed to be more excited than Xu Da - what he was most worried about still happened, and every time before the success of his plan, Lu Jing would always suddenly appear, putting a "shadow" on his success. I don't know if it's destiny or if his skills are inferior, Zhu Yuanzhang, as the king of a country, consciously lives forever under the "oppression" of Lu Jing's resourcefulness.
The emperor's order was issued, the whole army was surging, and it was not a few days before it was stationed in Amber Hill, but the main army rushed to the peak because of Lu Jing alone......
And at this moment, at the top of Amber Hill Peak, the battle of life and death between Su Jia and Chen Shijin has not yet been won......
In the last fight, the internal force burst out with a shocking sound, under the darkness of Kuangyu, the sword light and sword shadow were extinguished, and Chen Shijin's sword was completely powerful, and the broken rush was all to the divine power, and Su Jia was always like the moment of the "sword phantom" and "divine sword" killing, the victory or defeat of the soul of the sword was unknown, and the silhouette of the figure temporarily disappeared in the blurred smoke and dust......
The smoke and dust dissipated, but there was still no figure of the two of them, the shattering impact of the "Heavenly God Sword Technique" and the "Wraith Soul Sword Technique", the gods and ghosts were torn, and the heavens and the earth breathed suddenly......
"As a result, can't you see anyone......" The two wind-chasing disciples who were watching the battle on the side cliff kept staring at the battle situation, and they couldn't see Su Jia and Chen Shijin's figures, and the wind-chasing disciples were also hesitant in their hearts.
"There is no doubt about the power of the 'Heavenly God Sword Technique', Chen Shijin is still here without accident, but Senior Sister Yi Yao is afraid that it will ......" The other person followed, and his eyes couldn't help but look at the other side of the battlefield - what he was most worried about was indeed Su Jia's safety.
"Huh-Huh-......Huh" In the middle of the mountains, the cold wind is howling, the dark clouds are sweeping through the smoke and dust, and the "sword soul" tends to dissipate, and the figures of the two gradually emerge......
Chen Shijin is still standing, the power of the "Heavenly God Sword Technique" is even better after all, the right hand raises the sword and looks at it, and the sword breath of the "Jue's Divine Sword" is still there. But this sword also consumed a lot of Chen Shijin's internal strength, and he himself never imagined that today's Su Jia would make such a big leap in martial arts, and use his own original sword technique to carry the "peerless sword" of Shangguan Xianjian's predecessors.
"Forehead ......" There was a sudden dull pain in his chest, Chen Shijin couldn't help but gag, stroked his chest and said secretly, "It's been a long time since I made the 'Heavenly God Sword Technique', and I haven't used much strength to breathe like this, plus the last battle with Hu Yidi, the internal injuries have not completely healed, and even if the 'Divine Sword' is cast, it won't last long...... But to be honest, Yi Yao, you have really become stronger, I haven't seen you for three years, I didn't expect you to improve so much, but I'm afraid you are more seriously injured than me, and you are suffering from the internal injuries of the 'Heavenly God Sword Technique'......"
As he spoke, Chen Shijin looked straight ahead—the trembling figure under the fog was opposite him......
The smoke clouds gradually dissipated, and Su Jia's figure gradually appeared in front of him - the injury was indeed much more serious than Chen Shijin's, Su Jia's sword was in the sheath, his hand was cold, and the whole person trembled and stood on his knees, ......looking particularly reluctant;
"Sure enough, they are all still alive-" When the Wind Chaser disciple saw it, he couldn't help but exclaim quietly, "Senior Sister Yi Yao is really tenacious, she can still stand up after eating the two moves of the 'Heavenly God Sword Technique' - the battle that decided the fate of the Wind Chaser faction all fell on the head of Senior Sister Yi Yao, Senior Sister Yi Yao is really pitiful......" In the end, the Wind Chasing disciple couldn't help but sigh at the vicissitudes of the world.
"There is no way, this is the path that Senior Sister Yi Yao chose by herself, since the day Chen Shijin rebelled three years ago, Senior Sister Yi Yao has always been firm in her belief in killing Chen Shijin - she wants to end this grievance with her own hands...... "The other person couldn't help but sigh, "It's really not easy, for her as a girl, but what is even more difficult is that she hasn't given up this belief for three years......"
"Chen Shijin, Li Yiyao, your battle is really too painful...... If none of this had happened...... "I couldn't help but sigh in my heart that the world was hot and cold, and the Chasing Wind disciple continued......
In the battlefield array, Chen Shijin was even more relieved than Su Jia, watching Su Jia's attitude of "languishing", Chen Shijin smiled coldly and said, "No, Yiyao, are you still persistent?"
"Not yet...... End ......" Su Jia was so injured that she had a little trouble speaking, but her consciousness was still firm, she would never bow her head in front of fate, and she said unyieldingly, "I can still ...... Keep fighting......"
"Hmph, although your personality hasn't changed, your martial arts have really grown a lot......" Chen Shijin straightened up, praised him briefly, and then smiled again, "However, the way you are now, you can't defeat the 'Heavenly God Sword Technique', Yi Yao, you won't be my opponent after all......"
"Who knows......" Su Jia was still insisting, even though she was trembling all over, her head was difficult to lift, and her hair was hanging down, she still gritted her teeth and said firmly, "I swore to kill you with my own hands...... For the past three years, I have been ...... All working hard ......"
"I've been working hard, but I've always relied on others, haven't I?" however, Chen Shijin's tone suddenly changed.
"Rely on ...... Others ......" Su Jia's expression paused slightly, and the "Cold Spirit Divine Skill" healed his body, and asked in a trembling voice.
"It turns out that you are in the Wind Chasing Sect, Yi Yao, you told me, you have always wanted to rely on your own strength, change yourself, change everything......" Chen Shijin recalled the past, and couldn't help but say with a smile, "However, you can't do anything by yourself, and in the end, you still have to rely on me and Sister Xiaohong...... Take the original 'sword training' as an example, you have tried to find me several times without success, is it really because I am 'ruthless' to you?"
Su Jia didn't know what Chen Shijin was going to say, and continued to listen intently.
"The sword technique belongs to the hearts of the people, and the comprehension of the Tao is all in its own ...... It's not that you can't comprehend it, it's just because you don't believe in your own strength and rely on me too much, so you take me as your 'protection' for the rest of your life......" Chen Shijin said in a mean tone, "In the Wind Chasing Sect, haven't you always complained that I don't teach you things and often alienate you?" Okay, I'll teach you everything today......
"I don't believe in myself...... Relying too much on others......" Su Jia was tired, as if she had been deceived by Chen Shijin's "radical words", and she couldn't help muttering words.
"So when I left the Wind Chaser Sect, you were in extreme pain and despair - in fact, you didn't just hate my rebellion, you were also afraid that you would be alone from now on and couldn't accomplish anything...... "Yi Yao, you ask yourself, if I hadn't defected, but I didn't stay with you, Sister Xiaohong still died, can you face everything alone in the world?"
Su Jia didn't speak, but lowered her head with seemingly sad eyes, silent, and her mood seemed to have reached a low point.
"So after violating the master and going out of the mountain, you regard the 'Canglong Hero' Xiao Tian as the man you rely on all your life......" Chen Shijin mentioned "Xiao Tian" and continued to tighten, "Yi Yao, you love him so much, I don't deny it, but can you really have a clear conscience? You love him, and at the same time, you are running away from yourself......
"Ah Tian ......" Chen Shijin said this, Su Jia couldn't help but recall the first time she met Xiao Tian in Liusha Town, and expressed emotions and conflicts to Xiao Tian for the first time in the suburbs, but in the final analysis, it was actually a manifestation of her inner cowardice - under the painful fate of this untimely life, she still wanted to rely on others to give her comfort and encouragement.
And once upon a time, Xiao Tian also said something similar to himself......
(in recall)......
Outside Luoyang City, Su Jia received the news of the Wind Chaser faction for the first time, and she was emotionally uncertain and went to the night forest alone to practice martial arts, but she ran into Xiao Tian, who rushed to hear the news......
Xiao Tian's expression became deeper and deeper, with pain hidden in his heart, and he said faintly, "You are right, you have indeed grown up a lot more cheerful and have more friends in the past three years, but in the past three years, you have never faced your hatred correctly......"
"Face the ...... right Hatred ......" Su Jia muttered in her heart.
"In the face of hatred, you either choose to run away or lose your mind...... Actually, you don't really recognize where the hatred is, you're just scared all the time, afraid to really face ......it," Xiao Tian continued, "It's just that the military letter from the Wind Chaser faction came, Jia'er, you are restless like this, it's not so much that you want to end everything with your own hands, but ...... It's Jia'er, you're scared, you don't dare to face it......"
"You say I'm scared?" Su Jia seemed to be rolling with anger in her heart, slowly raised her head, and glanced at Xiao Tian from the corner of her sideburns.
"Isn't it?" Xiao Tian knew that Su Jia's heart couldn't be calm, and even touched his anger, but he still didn't stop, "It's been three years, mentioning Chen Shijin again, Jia'er, you are so excited, it seems that in the past three years, in the face of hatred, you still haven't changed anything...... Even if you experience life and death on the 'Divine Peak Cliff', it is only a pity for me, and if hatred is placed in front of you, you will also lose your mind......"
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"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry......" Hatred was mixed with the past that had been caused by hatred, Su Jia felt even more chaotic and sad, slowly put down the knife in his hand, and cried faintly.
"Moreover, I want to ask you a question after I said it, to see if Jia'er can really face hatred honestly......" Xiao Tian still looked at Su Jia squarely, and continued, "I asked you, between me and hatred, let Jia'er choose one, who will you choose, on the 'Divine Peak Cliff', you also gave me the answer I wanted...... But now, I want to ask again, the choice between me and hatred, you ...... Will you choose me with a clear conscience?"
"I ...... I ......" Su Jia was speechless at this time, and while she was full of tears, she looked at Xiao Tian's eyes trembling - it seemed that she was now in turmoil, and she really couldn't give a sincere answer.
"I know, you can't choose ......" Xiao Tian seemed to have guessed a long time ago, closed his eyes and smiled.
"I'm sorry...... Ah Tian ...... "Su Jia knew that she had disappointed Xiao Tian, and she had lived up to her feelings for more than two years, and her heart was almost on the verge of collapse.
Who knows, Xiao Tian was not angry, but was calm and calm, and said happily: "You are not sorry for me, and there is nothing wrong with this-it turns out that you made a choice because you know the value of cherish......ing; In the past three years, you can say that Jiaer has changed, or you can say that it has not changed. You have changed because you have learned to cherish, and you have not changed because you still don't know how to let go of hatred......"
"You...... Don't you blame me...... I ...... you" Su Jia took Yu Lihua to look at Xiao Tian and asked in a crying voice.
"Why should I blame you? If you can't see the truth and fate of the world clearly, I can continue to be by your side, share your pain, walk through the wrong path with you, and face ......hatred with you," Xiao Tian continued, "If you can't let go of hatred, I will continue to be by your side, comfort you and take care of you, until you can completely let go of everything...... That's what I can do to calm you down in the face of hatred—"
After saying the last "truth", Su Jia realized that Xiao Tian was willing to give everything he had, share the sorrow of fate with him, and accompany him all the way. When he loses his mind in the face of hatred, Xiao Tian will appear beside him, constantly caring and encouraging, so that he can let go of the pain with peace of mind......
(In reality)......
In the pain between the memories, Su Jia seemed to understand something again, and gradually withdrew a trace of sadness, and her expression changed slightly......
"Not only the man you love, but also those friends of yours...... Chen Shijin continued, "I have heard about the 'Kendo Conference' and the 'Central Plains Sword Club' in the martial arts, Yi Yao, your experience - you have made a lot of friends, you have also received a lot of help, and you have achieved a lot of ...... But from beginning to end, you still can't face your fate alone, you still choose to escape, even if you are in the army now, it still hasn't changed......"
Chen Shijin said this, and Su Jia was also particularly touched in her heart - Xiao Tian, Lu Jing, Tang Zhan, Huang Ji, Fang Ying...... After leaving the Wind Chaser faction, he met one friend after another, and gave him countless help in his most difficult times. As Chen Shijin said, after leaving the Wind Chasing School, he still hasn't been able to "take charge alone" as he said, but Su Jia is no longer confused in her heart, and seems to understand something more from it......
"You who can't rely on yourself, in fact, nothing has changed, you are still the Yi Yao who relied on others three years ago, and you can't make a decision in the face ......of everything," Chen Shijin continued to sneer, "It's like in the Northern Road Grain Valley, I met the 'Canglong Hero' for the first time, and he still wants to protect you in the end and settle the grievances between us for you......; You never dared to stand up on your own, these friends are cowardly 'reliance' for you, and you don't have the determination to overcome fate alone-"
Zheng Yuhua's tone became more and more mean, and Su Jia listened to it on the other side, and couldn't help but shed tears. However, this does not seem to be a tear of sadness and despair......