Chapter 117: "Keep Cutting"
How many years have passed? a hundred, a thousand years, or something more distant than the past?
Behind the fairy leaning on the railing was a towering pavilion, but her face was still quietly lonely. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info In front of her was the sad scene of a young man holding a bamboo piece and crying bitterly, as she expected, that person actually knew everything.
Looking back on yesterday, there are thousands of clouds, she did say such decisive words, did do such decisive things, but after all, she could not cut off the marriage between them. Who knows if the fairy's words are true or false, the west wind blows the Louque behind her, blowing her hair and raising it with the wind, like her secretly clenched fingertips, wanting to stretch out but suddenly retracting.
He had been a blade in her hands, a past she had never denied. But those are too heavy, so heavy that she can't afford to carry them, how can she bear such a heavy attachment with such a false feeling. Holding the flute in her hand, looking at the tears of the young man's tears, she was empty of the sorrow of the eternal sky, but she couldn't move a bit.
The sound of the flute is surrounded by flowing clouds, the jade warmth gradually produces purple smoke, and the immortal building in the twilight hides the joys and regrets that cannot be vented. Suyin is tactful, but the whole world is isolated, and he will not hear a single word in the mirror. He won't see it, in fact, she is also crying, in fact, she has also had regrets and memories.
She wanted him to live for himself, not to entrust the meaning of everything to someone else, as she is now. Even if he didn't say it, she didn't know his thoughts, and the past buried deep in his heart would eventually become a burden that he couldn't let go, dragging him into the abyss of falsehood little by little. She'd been like this before, and she didn't want the person she saved to be what she used to be.
The world is lonely after all, happy gatherings are never temporary, you can't have companionship forever, so forcing yourself to get used to loneliness is the best companionship. Even if such a split can only cause a lot of scars, it is better than remembering the way you cried when you saw me in my absence.
Watching the young man unconsciously rubbing the bamboo piece in his palm, the fairy's flute sound was melodious, and he forgot his passing years in a trance. On those hands that can never be forgotten, floating is the severed artistic conception that has been seen thousands of times, which can quietly cut everything off. She knew that the boy would make a decision eventually, and just like in the past, he would never have any nostalgia. After all, I can let go of all this and no longer have to worry about it.
Everything has an end, even for those who were once able to shatter the void. When she discovered the falsehood of her own existence, she never stopped such a panic, how long can a false bubble exist, who can say. Perhaps in the next moment, she would suddenly be shattered, erased from all traces of existence. But someone will remember her eventually, and even if the boy is cut off from all his wounds, he won't discard the buried past.
The memories carved with the blinding sorrow of loneliness will be there, under that heart lake, standing silently like coral, until he remembers it again. She had counted them one by one, and in that kind of world, it was her lonely dependence.
It's a pity that there will be no chance in the future.
In the sound of the flute, the wide sleeves dance, Xiao sees the flowers and hates the sky, the mountains bear the snow, and the floating life rests.
"That's why you want to escape?" a figure sat between the buildings, his presence shattering the fairy's grief and sorrow. However, how could this person appear here, the fairy looked at the mirror image in front of Lou Que, but found that the person inside had disappeared quietly.
"If you can find out my heart, I can know yours too. I never believed that, and I wouldn't have had the courage to get here if I hadn't thought of an explanation. Thankfully, there is now an answer. β
The young man's smile is still the same, as if the original intention has never changed. The outcast is indeed painful, and he is indeed resentful when he is betrayed, but everything has already dissipated the moment he saw her. He believes that the fate between them will never be easily cut, even if what he is best at is to cut off the past and intercept the present.
"Even if you know, aren't you afraid that I'm still lying to you?" the fairy replied with a sneer. Her face was slightly cold, just like the moment of parting, the decision she had chosen. She still won't change, since they are destined to separate, then don't meet.
"I used to think I was weak, but in fact you are weaker than I am. β
There was an indelible smile on the face of the white cloth, and he had already faced himself. Can he be a weak person who has been entangled in three lives and three lives? He naturally does not doubt the answer he has found, because this answer has always existed, but he has always been confirmed.
He looked at the piccolo hidden in the fairy's hand, and perhaps in her eyes, all weakness should not be at the time of separation. But he never thought of separating from her, even if she carved countless scars in his heart, even if she abandoned herself countless times, he never thought of separating from her. It's just that he won't beg hard, he will only prove with his actions that the fate of you and me will never be a simple sentence, and one thing will be cut off.
The fairy named Qingyuan asked with a cold face, "Why are you so arrogant? β
"It's easy to get out, but I'm afraid of pain. β
"I was afraid of the loneliness I felt when I couldn't see you, and from the first time I met, I knew that one day I would do it. Even if you are separated in the end, I will remember you, and you will still exist, and you will not die easily. β
"You're just naΓ―ve on your own. Lingguan, what you still haven't changed has always been just your self-righteous naivety. Qing Yuan sneered with a cold face. She didn't know how long her heart would be indifferent, but at least she wouldn't admit defeat so easily. She didn't want to leave herself with a nihilistic thought, and then thought of him who was suffering all the time. In fact, people are all the same, they will think too highly of themselves, and they will be full of luck. And the moment she found out that she was fake, she had already thrown away her luck. She no longer thinks about gaining, she only thinks about not losing more before she leaves. That's why she always wants to return to her hometown, and she doesn't want to see him regret it.
Because that weakness is so ugly!
"So, I won't promise you. Qing Yuan made a final assertion, as in the past.
But in exchange for such a decision, Bai Yi laughed uncontrollably, and he said with a smile: "I have never said what I want you to promise." But when I didn't want to leave this world, you couldn't leave at all, Qingyuan, you can't cut the fate between us. β
"As long as I don't let go, you won't be able to escape. β
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