Chapter 226: What I Forgot When I Chased My Dreams
And Zhang Xiaorui, who is still filming idol dramas in Linhai City at the moment, is indeed watching the live broadcast about this mecha competition with her mobile phone.
Next to her is Dong Yiting, who has just finished filming a scene.
"Who is this man? Dong Yiting said.
Zhang Xiaorui smiled, looked at the machine on the screen and said, "It's that fool, seeing him so strong now, I'm really happy for him in my heart." ”
Dong Yiting looked at the smile on her face, paused for a while, and then asked, "Since you love him so much, why don't you walk more with him?"
The smile on Zhang Xiaorui's face became a little bitter, and said: "I can't wait, this era is so impetuous, I long for tender love, but I also long for nobility, I want to be worshiped by others, my desire drives me to wait." ”
"What do you think of your life now?" Dong Yiting asked her again.
"I think it's good, you know, my current boyfriend is my agent, he is very good to me, his family is also very rich, and he is just interested in being an agent. They give me very tender love, and they can also give me noble enjoyment......"
When she first started to speak, Zhang Xiaorui's eyes were still full of brilliance, and her gaze began to become a little gloomy as she spoke.
"What's wrong?" Dong Yiting sensed that something was wrong with her and asked.
"It's nothing, I just think that my current life is not as good as I imagined before, although my current life is really good......" Zhang Xiaorui said.
"I was just like you at the beginning, except that I obeyed the advice of my family, and I didn't voluntarily go to someone else to make a marriage contract. As you said, although life is very beautiful now, it is not as beautiful as I imagined at the beginning, and I often wonder, what is the reason for this feeling?" Dong Yiting sighed.
Zhang Xiaorui didn't speak, she lowered her head and looked at the mecha that was constantly fighting on the screen, and her brain fell into deep thought.
Dong Yiting continued: "It took a long time for me to have an answer, of course, this answer is my own answer, not necessarily yours. The answer is very simple, that is, I forgot some things that I didn't care too much about, but were very important - I forgot that I wanted to be a star, I wanted to be admired by many people, and I wanted to look brilliant...... In fact, after becoming those, I wanted to show off in front of him, I wanted to see him take care of me as a more unique baby, and I wanted him to know how good his girlfriend was and how proud he was...... This thought is very small, and I have never even found it in my consciousness, but it exists, and it has a very deep meaning. ”
Listening to Dong Yiting's continuous narration, Zhang Xiaorui's gaze began to change from gloom to sadness, and she sighed before saying: "This feeling of yours, in fact, I have also had it, no, if you don't say it today, maybe I will never be able to find out from my subconscious that it does exist." I can't deny how much I wanted to be his pride at the beginning, but I didn't expect that in the vast process of chasing fame and fortune, this tiny subconscious mind was often wiped out into ashes. ”
The people in the crew are preparing for the next scene, and there is no one else around Dong Yiting and Zhang Xiaorui.
Maybe it's because the two women really spread their hearts and say that they are very serious and emotional, maybe it's because the experiences of the two women are very similar, anyway, the words of the conversation between the two people are very affectionate.
Dong Yiting continued: "I remember two months ago, when I met him for the first time after becoming a star, he was still very excited, and when he saw me, he had an urge to hug me, and it can be seen that my position in his mind is still so unique, yes, I rejected him who was so impulsive and excited, and told him the fact that I was going to get married soon." And then...... I've never seen a man hurt so deeply...... Even through the air, I couldn't feel the pain in her body. ”
"Did you meet for the first time after becoming a star...... Zhang Xiaorui suddenly remembered when she was in the hospital that day, and said: "When he saw me this time, he cried. ”
"Do you regret it now?" Dong Yiting asked her.
"Regret...... I don't regret it, I just have some regrets. Zhang Xiaorui said.
That's because he hasn't become dazzling yet, and when a boy stops seeing you as his whole world, it won't be long before you notice the madness in him. Dong Yiting said.
“......”
Zhang Xiaorui thought that Dong Yiting's words were just joking, but she just smiled and didn't care too much.
"You still love Zhao Yi so much now, why don't you take him back again?" asked Zhang Xiaorui.
"His current girlfriend is much better than me, and I think I'm not comparable, so it's better to let it go. Dong Yiting said.
Zhang Xiaorui suddenly smiled: "Then Yiting, I'll tell you a big truth I saw in the book." ”
"What's the big deal?"
Zhang Xiaorui said: "Love is not the best thing without scars, on the contrary, love without a little scar is not strong and can be broken at the touch of a button." After experiencing pain, you know how to cherish it. If the relationship was very beautiful, when you return to the past, you will find that you will only cherish it more because of the scars, and re-know the boundaries because of the scars, and never violate it. ”
After Dong Yiting heard this, she did agree with some points of view in her heart, because she had pain, so she would cherish it more, and because she had scars, she would never be wrong again in the future.
Of course, the premise is that the relationship you once had was beautiful and is now cherished.
But she doesn't plan to regain the relationship she once had, because she doesn't want to see Zhao Yi's heartache again, and she doesn't want to hurt the innocent girl.
"I don't need to say this, but I hope you can remember this sentence in the future," Dong Yiting smiled and pointed to Liu Ming, who had won the victory on the screen and walked down from the mecha, and said, "Maybe one day he will become very dazzling." ”
"Why do you feel that way?"
"Didn't I tell you that some men are really crazy after falling out of love. Dong Yiting said.
Zhang Xiaorui heard her words, and suddenly laughed: "Hahaha, Yiting, how do you feel like an old aunt who has experienced wind and frost when you say this." ”
"Who is the old aunt, say I will kill you again!"
"Okay, okay, I don't say it, I don't say it. ”
Just when Zhang Xiaorui was giggling, but she didn't know that what Dong Yiting said to her at the moment would make her believe it and regret it at some point in the future.