Some words have been delayed for a long time, I think it is more appropriate to say it today, so let's just wait patiently to see me finish beeping...

It's been 229 days since I started writing the novel, and I've only had four hours of sleep a day during those 229 days.

Let me tell you about the specific situation, I am not a full-time writer, I work from 9 to 5 like you, because of the distance from the company, I have to get up at half past six every morning, and then drive two hours to work, get off work at five o'clock in the afternoon, get home at seven o'clock in the evening, cook and laundry all kinds of busy after almost ten o'clock, lie in bed until two o'clock in the morning, barely finish writing a chapter, my day is over... (Can you feel the pain of being milked and not being able to write anything?!!)

For more than 200 days, my brain has not relaxed like a tight string, and now I am sitting in the office writing this, and people are empty, poking and poking...

Some people will definitely say that I am pretending to say so much here, and I don't want to win sympathy? I also understand, after all, in the eyes of everyone, the novel is not just for money, but to be honest, this is really not!

I've told you before that there are two reasons why I'm on the shelves: one is that many authors have given me great advice that clicking is useless, and only when the novel is on the shelves can I know whether or not to read it;

Now, it also proves something, in addition to the two pirated thunderbolt subscriptions, and the support of a few friends, no one really subscribes... As for the red envelope list, it doesn't exist, it's almost all my dead face and looking for friends to fill the façade, and my group number has been posted for more than half a year, and no one has come, I don't want to deceive myself, I want to say from the bottom of my heart that I see pirated friends, don't complain about my poor writing and charge on the shelves, okay? You look at your pirated copies, I mix my full attendance... (APP sign-in has free vouchers to give, you can subscribe to VIP chapters, even if you don't spend money, no one wants to do this!More than 200 days, tired and tired to write so many words to get a thousand dollars, am I easy? You still have to complain about me!)

Don't complain, get down to business!!

Because I applied for the second construction exam, I was going to break off in March to prepare for the review, and then I hesitated again and again, and I felt that I couldn't live up to everyone's expectations of me (does anyone have expectations for me? Now I don't believe it myself... ), gritted his teeth and persisted for a month before I found out that I didn't have a fan and didn't recommend it, it's really not worth doing this, after all, compared with 400 full attendance per month, I can get 18,000 a year after taking the second construction test!

Now there is only a month and a half left, and I have to concentrate on revision and prepare for the exam, so I took two months off in April and May, which is the saying goes...

But I'm not a real eunuch, I'm asking for leave, but it's just a little long, so I specially issued a chapter to explain the situation to everyone, of course, it's also because I don't want to be like some authors who don't say hello or eunuchs, and they were scolded to death and the whole family died!

After all, I have a family!

Well, I'm done talking, wait for my Children's Day on June 1st, and fight again!!

(Inner narrator: Hahahahahahaha!!ha