Chapter 40 (11)
Nangong Xue still had undried tears on her face, Li Yijie lowered her head lightly and kissed it. Her hot lips touched her cold cheeks, and her heart felt as if it was being pinched, and for the first time she knew that tears tasted not only salty, but also so bitter.
A few times I was about to cry bitterly, so I picked her up, hugged her tightly in my arms, and said: "We have been together for so long, I often think that there are some things that don't need to be said explicitly, and there will be a tacit understanding between each other." But I was wrong, I ignored one point, you are a girl after all, girls like men to hang their fleshy love words in their mouths, and sometimes, they have to say it repeatedly. But I'm so dull, I never know how to pick on what you like to hear, why don't you remind me? When you're sober, looking into your eyes makes me ashamed of myself, and I never dare to say it to your face. Now I know that in your memory, there will not be a single star, and those words that I do not want to say, I can say to you without any scruples. Finally, I don't have to hide my feelings anymore...... Cher, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you......"
After saying it more than a dozen times in a row, he reached over to the table and took the teacup and poured the tea into the cup. The fingers were so trembling that he couldn't even hold a cup steadily, and finally put it on the ground unharmed, but a lot of tea had been splashed in the cup, and the ground was mottled, and Nangong Xue's clothes also deepened in a few places.
Li Yijie raised his hand, but finally hung down in mid-air, and said, "Xue'er, maybe this will be the first time I say I love you, and it will be the last time." If we meet again in the future, I will no longer be me. If I'm going to do something to hurt you in a delirium, I'd love to get a knife and tear myself off. If you and I will eventually be hostile and embarrass you, it will be a relief for me to die by your sword. But if you want to hate me, I'd rather I didn't appear in your life at all! You know, other people's evaluations are insignificant in my eyes, and the most difficult thing for me to bear is your hatred. Whatever happens in the end, I know you can't ever forgive me again. Our love has been abandoned for many years in the chase and miss, until we completely lose to fate...... But it's because I love you that I can't hurt you, this drama is wrong at the beginning, let me end it with my own hands!"
Take out a paper bag from your bosom, tear it open, pour a wisp of white powder into the teacup, shake it slowly, and watch the powder spread out in the tea, and finally it will be completely mixed with the tea. Gently moved her body off her knees and placed her on the ground in a similar position, so that her hand touched the edge of the teacup, and said, "Despair...... Cher, you've been in a coma for a few hours, and you're going to be thirsty when you wake up, so you have a cup of tea at hand...... When you drink this cup of tea, you and I will break off the relationship in this life. In your memory, there will never be me again. It is also very good, neither rejoicing in my presence, but naturally no longer weeping because of my departure, and bless you, that in the years to come, there will always be only joy and no sorrow. You are really a girl who needs pity too much, don't let your future life be clouded in order to protect our fruitless love. I made this decision by no means disrespecting you, but ...... For the love of you. I am no longer qualified to be with you, all I can do is to get out of time and not hinder the happiness you deserve. I hope that after forgetting me, you can find a man who knows how to love you, knows how to cherish you, and allows you to possess the heaviest weight in his life, he is more suitable for you than me, he does not have to be very good, nor does he have to have strong martial arts, as long as he can give you a stable and worry-free life, give you a love without impurities, such a man is worthy of your life. Knowing that you will live happily, I can also smile Jiuquan. Perhaps we are destined to have no fate in this life, waiting for the next life...... I hope it will be a peaceful and prosperous time. When we meet again, don't get involved in those martial arts disputes, don't suspect again and again, and don't miss ...... I don't want to be a big man anymore, just by your side, accompany you well, guard you, until you are old, until the sky is desolate......"
Li Yijie said this, almost exhausted the strength of his whole body, and every word was bloody, and tears flowed. The heart was so painful that it was unconscious, as if it had been cut inch by inch, and it was blurred into a blur of flesh and blood. Thinking that the time of getting together is always so short, but the parting is so long. What's more, if you say goodbye today, there will be no time to say it, and there are still many true love words that you haven't had time to say, so it seems that in the past, you were indeed in the blessings and did not know the blessings.
If you delay any longer, I don't know when Nangong Xue will wake up, and then she won't be able to go again. Just as he wanted to get up, he suddenly glanced at Nangong Xue's low-hanging arms, his sleeves were lifted by the wind, and a string of straw bracelets were quietly tied to his wrists, and there were a few crystal clear glass beads wrapped around them. It turns out that the heartache has no limit, and it can still take him to the bottomless abyss. The bracelet in front of him was already blurred in tears, and he murmured: "Xue'er, this bracelet, it turns out to be ...... You still have it with you?"
The memory goes back more than ten years. On the Jade Girl Peak of Huashan Mountain, a little girl sat on a stone and sulked. The little boy was sweating profusely and coaxed her, but when he turned to the east, the little girl's head went to the west, and when he turned to the west, the little girl's head went to the east. Finally the little boy had nothing to do, stomped his foot, turned and left.
The little girl was not really angry, and after a while, she couldn't hear the little boy's voice in her ears, so she quietly turned her head, looked around, and whispered: "Hey, senior brother, where are you......?" I'm not mad at you anymore!"
Whenever everyone loses his temper, the more people on the side persuade him, the more fierce he will become, and he wishes that the person would not pay attention to him. But if the other party really leaves, the former person will be at a loss, and what he really thinks about is to take advantage of the person to "drive away and not leave", so as to take the opportunity to scold him.
The little girl looked around the neighborhood, but still did not see any trace of the little boy, and could not help but lose her temper again, and said: "Hmph, you are angry after I just said a few words?
She didn't take a few steps, and suddenly a bracelet made of straw appeared in front of her, and it was the little boy who held it, and said with a smile: "In order to make you happy, I specially knitted it for you, how about it, do you like it?"
The little girl pouted, and wanted to shake her hand and say "not rare", but when she saw the glass beads, clear and bright, she finally reached out and took them, and couldn't help but scold herself for being unproductive. The little boy laughed, "It's my own craft." This is the only one. The little girl stroked the beads, with a smile on her face, and couldn't put it down, but she still deliberately said: "Give me compensation, only use this cheap bracelet made of straw, it's so insincere." ”
The little boy smiled and said, "This is considered a pawn, and it will be mortgaged to you first." When we finish our studies in the future and go down the mountain, and I become a great hero admired by the world, I will buy you a real jade jade bracelet, so that the jewelry of those rich and noble ladies is not as good as yours. The little girl said, "Okay, then we'll make a decision!"
More than ten years later, she has forgotten all about her original promise, but she has always collected the worthless straw as the most valuable treasure. With tears in his eyelashes, his fingers slowly moved between the beads, and he said, "If I had known that such a trivial gift would give you such satisfaction, I should have given you a few more...... No, I should have been nice to you in the morning! Whatever I said now, it was too late. Since you want to forget, you should forget it completely, and you can't leave any clues and create a legacy ......"
When she untied the bracelet, the thatch knot was so tightly tied that it almost tangled around her wrist, that she had never taken it off in all these years. smiled bitterly: "Xue'er, why are you so stupid? Why are you ...... How much do you love someone like me, so deeply?" Playing with the bracelet, with a "snap", the thatch that was connected broke in unison, and the beads shot out in all directions.
It is not difficult to break the grass chain with a heavy technique, but the difficult thing is that the ten fingers pluck the bead at the same time, so that it can attack multiple positions in an instant, so that the opponent can avoid one shot, and then he can no longer avoid the next shot, but it is a profound technique in the projection of hidden weapons.
I heard the ten sounds of "Ding Ding Ding Ding" one after another, but the beads did not fall. Li Yijie's face was extremely ugly, the bracelet was made by his own hands, he knew that there were ten beads, and now he gave them all to the eavesdropper. If you talk about defense, you only need to resist one shot, shoot down ten grains, and you have the intention to provoke him.
Not to mention how amazing the speed of this body method is, just the unfailing internal strength cultivation is already extraordinary, how can such a master appear in the hall?
I heard a "knock knock" ten times, and the beads hit the floor again, rolling around in the room. A person outside the door turned around and walked in, not seeing the slightest impetuousness and panting, it turned out to be Xuanshuang. Li Yijie sighed almost inaudibly, and didn't know whether he should breathe a sigh of relief. Qiang smiled: "It turned out to be you, I said, I can find which one has this strength." Xuanshuang didn't take advantage of the situation, and said coldly: "Have you thought about it?"
Li Yijie forcibly pulled him back to reality, and reluctantly responded: "Yes, it's all thought through." Xuan Shuang snorted coldly, "Why do you want to act alone?" What about the substitute ghost?" Li Yijie saw that he glanced at Nangong Xue, hurriedly stepped forward, stopped him, and said word for word: "There is no substitute for the dead ghost." Without waiting for him to ask, he explained with a wry smile: "The person who chose to become a demon is me." ”
Xuan Shuang was really stunned, but he was much calmer than he expected, and said casually: "Oh, yes, why?" Listening to this tone, it seemed that he had expected such a decision, but it was just a final decision. Li Yijie is reluctant to explain in depth, let alone let people judge his "great benevolence and righteousness". He asked rhetorically: "You say that people want to become demons, what are they for?"
Xuan Shuang frowned and looked at him, and said for a long time: "You are different from others, and only you have this ability, even if you want to become a demon, you will never make people think that you want to rule and dominate." However, you are bent on winning the name of chivalry and benefiting the people, once you really become a demon, everything will only backfire. No one will understand your sacrifice, but will hate you as a monster at every turn. The less cowardly hide for 108,000 miles, and those whose brains are all born to the guts will only take up arms to make things difficult for you, and they all want to kill you and earn the name of a new generation of warriors. The nature of the devil is to kill and destroy, and for the people you once wanted to protect, you will not know how to show mercy after becoming a demon, you ......"
Li Yijie said: "I'm not trying to kill myself, so that everyone can admire me." I just want to return a peace to the world, and as for what others think of me, whether it is worship or insult, it will not change my mind. However, I will not leave a chance to destroy, and according to you, I have this for myself. As he spoke, he took out a small black vial from his arms, and the appearance alone made people feel a chill jumping upward.