"I don't know how many times I want to die, I don't have any relatives in this world, I can't find the meaning of my life. ”

Zhao Yi continued: "Until that girl appeared in my world, she came like an angel and slowly melted me buried in the depths of the iceberg. At that moment, I felt that the whole world was illuminated, I found the meaning of existence, and I found the motivation to live. I loved her with all my might, but at that time I was still a bit machismo, and I asked her to think that what was wrong was wrong and asked her not to do it...... As a result, it has created today's ending. ”

When Zhao Yi finished saying these words, he didn't notice anything else around him, let alone Ai Lian, who had been standing behind the pavilion for five or six minutes.

Originally, after Ai Lian came here to find Zhao Yi, her heart had just relaxed, and then when she wanted to come forward to comfort Zhao Yi, she found that Zhao Yi began to "talk to herself" over there.

She stopped, looked at him and asked into the air next to her, "Do you really want to listen?" Okay, then I'll tell you......

As if there was really a person standing next to him, his half-smiling and half-crying appearance was sad.

Seeing this scene, Ai Pity's heart trembled secretly, could it be that the object of his talk over the years was the air around him......

Ai Lian heard the chairman say that she was very sorry for her son and her husband, but Ai Lian really didn't expect that Zhao Yi would have such a hard time.

Ai Lian is an orphan who has never experienced the love of her parents, and has been envious of those children who have parents since she was a child.

But now that she looked at Zhao Yi, she suddenly realized that she might not be the most unlucky.

Some things will slowly get used to it if you don't get it at the beginning, on the contrary, some things you get at the beginning, but then you lose it painfully, which will make people unacceptable and even fall into the abyss.

After listening to him "talk to himself", Ai Lian couldn't help but want to come forward to comfort him, but then she thought about it, at this time, if she didn't deal with it well, maybe she would be hated by him, besides, she really didn't know how to comfort him.

Moreover, she was sent by the person Zhao Yi hated so much.

After a battle of thoughts, Mercy decided that it would be better to leave here quietly and let him talk to himself for a while.

No one noticed the quiet arrival and departure of Ai Lian, not only Zhao Yi, but also Yu Xi, who was a soul body.

She was still too weak to even use the low-level ability to perceive her surroundings.

After listening to what he said, Yu Xi said: "If I guessed correctly, you have been in a bad mood these days, not because of the things between your relatives, but because of that girl." ”

After all, it has been so long since the affairs of his parents, even if he hates it in his heart, it has been buried deep in his heart, and that kind of hatred will not be on his face every day.

What's more, Zhao Yi is now in a daze on the surface, if you look closely, there is a faint sadness, but there is absolutely no hatred.

It was clearly none of his hated mother's business.

"That's right, it's because she ......" Zhao Yi sighed: "She came back, I haven't seen her for three years, she has become a very high status and very dazzling person in this era, and I, I'm just that ordinary person who can't be ordinary anymore, I have to take a lot of care when I want to talk to her, and I can't even see her at all." ”

"You can't be in a bad mood like this. Yu Xi said, "If you continue like this, you will probably die, and I may also die because I have no utensils." ”

"I don't want to, either, but the mood is really not something I can control, and only being in a daze at this time can make me more comfortable. Zhao Yi said.

Yu Xi was suddenly silent for a while before she said, "The complex, it's hard to solve. ”

"Yes, it seems that there should be no other way than to reunite, right?" Zhao Yi asked.

"No, there are many ways to untie the complex, but it doesn't necessarily work for you. Yu Xi said.

"For example?"

"For example, more dazzling than she lives. ”

"More dazzling than her?" Zhao Yi smiled when he heard this: "This kind of thing is really not suitable for me, just think about it, how can I live an ordinary person more dazzling than her?" Besides, even if it really comes to that time, I may still not be able to let go." ”

"If you don't do it, how do you know that you will make such a choice at that time?" Yu Xi said again.

Zhao Yi sighed and said: "Yuxi, although I am very touched by your encouragement of me, but I really have no hope of doing this kind of thing, I have no fighting talent, no ability genes, and I almost don't know anything about science, and I have chosen a military academy that is not good at all, there is no possibility at all." ”

At this time, Yu Xi suddenly turned her face and looked at Zhao Yi with a layer of long black hair, and said, "In this world, in my eyes, nothing is impossible. ”

"But that's you, not me. ”

"But maybe I can help you. ”

Zhao Yi smiled: "How can I help...... You're not trying to teach me how to cultivate the truth, are you?"

"Naturally, I won't teach you to cultivate the truth, not to mention that the causal involvement between you and me is too great, it is not a good thing for you or for me, and you are born without a wisdom root, even if you cultivate the truth, you will not be able to cultivate it. However, although it cannot teach you to cultivate the truth, there is another way to make you infinitely brilliant in this galaxy and this era. ”

“......”

Zhao Yi was stunned when he heard this, "You shouldn't be serious, right?"

"Why doubt my words?"

Yu Xi's voice was still so beautiful and pleasant, but when she said this, her tone was mixed with some unquestionable seriousness - it was a sense of majesty.

Zhao Yi shook his head and smiled and said, "Alas, if there is really that time, then I am really looking forward to it." ”

Obviously, Zhao Yi still didn't believe what Yu Xi said, even if he was a legendary cultivator, in this era, he didn't say that he could do whatever he wanted.

The technology of the current era has reached an unimaginable level, and not a single missile may be able to withstand a cultivator, not to mention that Yu Xi is just a wisp of soul now.

Yu Xi wanted to help him, this was true, Zhao Yi was very moved, and felt the warmth from this titular "wife".

Zhao Yi suddenly stood up from the side of the gazebo, put away his previous expression, wiped his face with a shake of his hand, and said with a smile: "Okay, don't talk about that." Today, if you can listen to me tell me about the sad things in the past, my mood is already much better, and I will try to be happier in the future, try to recover my physique, supply you with blood, and let you recover your sanity quickly. ”

"It's best if you think so, since you are a nominal husband, no matter what, I will not let you be mediocre in this life. ”

Yuxi's voice also came again.