Chapter Thirty-Eight: You Are the Way I Choose

"Gooo......"

All I could hear was the sound of the fish swimming in the river with their tails swinging away from the water.

Finally, after the last trace of air in Zhao Yi's mouth was exhaled, a picture appeared in his mind.

It was a photo of himself and his father and the woman when he was a child, and the family was very happy.

How happy you were at that time......

There was a kind smile on his father's face, and the father's smile kept magnifying and occupied his entire mind.

"Father...... I'm finally going to see you...... I'm sorry to leave you alone over there for so long......"

In this moment, the whole world around him fell into darkness, nothing, nothing more, and let life wither and end.

The flowers and plants on both sides of the river are still swaying with the wind, the vehicles on the road are still speeding through, and the time is still passing endlessly......

I don't know how long it took, but suddenly a ray of light appeared in this dim world.

This time, the point of light reflected in his dead gray pupils, small and small, but slowly expanding.

"Where do people go when they die......

Zhao Yi slowly raised his arm and grabbed a trace of light in the sky.

"Is that heaven......

The point of light was still expanding, and it slowly dispelled the color in Zhao Yi's pupils.

Melting death, pausing time, crossing the void......

"...... Uproar"

The darkness around Zhao Yi was shattered in an instant, and that small point of light was so small, but it illuminated his entire world, just like the holiest thing in the world, and death had to give way on its face......

"Whoa......

Zhao Yi's ears no longer had the sound of the river rolling, and he could only hear some gurgling sounds in the light.

The sound was like a breeze blowing against the thin garments, and the garments lapping against the body.

The whole world, which was originally illuminated by that ray of light, suddenly appeared a little blurry.

It was a woman standing on the mountain peak, her back to Zhao Yi, a red dress that reached to the ground, bright and dazzling, the silk veil on her shoulders fluttered in the wind, like a goddess, and her long black hair was flying, like the softest thing in the world......

Clusters of white clouds passed by her in the sky, and the flowers and plants on the ground toppled with them......

Fairy.

"Is it an angel......

There was finally a glimmer of light in Zhao Yi's dead eyes, and his stiff face finally had a slight arc, like a liberated person who had forgotten his past.

"It's not. ”

It was a very familiar sound that broke the world that had always been quiet around him.

Zhao Yi looked at the figure blankly, because he knew that this voice, it was Yu Xi's voice.

"Yoga ......"

He spat out two words in a daze.

"Is death scary?"

Yu Xi turned her back to his figure, and there was a pleasant sound that purified the soul.

Zhao Yi slowly said what he really felt in his heart: "It's not terrible, it's not ...... at all"

"I'm not afraid of death, why should I be afraid of a woman's abandonment?"

"You don't understand ......"

"Is the world of death wonderful?"

“...... No, it's dark, it's black. ”

"Want to live?"

"My existence is worthless. ”

"Do you really think so?"

Zhao Yi smiled very tiredly and weakly: "What else do I have left?" ”

"You have a nominal wife left. ”

Zhao Yi sighed and said, "Yuxi...... I'm sorry I didn't help you regain your sanity as promised in the contract......"

Yuxi was silent for a moment and asked, "Do you know what the consequences of breaking the contract are?"

"Is there five thunderstorms in the sky?"

"Not bad. ”

"Hehehe...... But I'm not afraid, I want to die. ”

"You're dying, so the contract won't punish you. ”

Hearing this, Zhao Yi not only laughed self-deprecatingly: "Is this the last blessing from the contract?"

"No, it's just that it will punish me. ”

“......”

Zhao Yi was obviously stunned for a moment and said, "Why not me?"

"I didn't protect you in this life, my contract agreement was not reached, if according to the law, I will suffer ten thousand calamities, after you die, your agreement has not been reached, if according to the law, the thunder will be punished, but your life has come to an end, I will bear the thunder for you. ”

"That is...... When I die now, will you die too......"

"No, as the Emperor of Heaven, my soul will not be destroyed by the laws of heaven and earth, but I will definitely go through a difficult day in the future. ”

Zhao Yi was helpless: "I'm sorry ......"

"There is no need to apologize, you are the path I chose, no matter what you take, you will not regret it, cause and effect, in my eyes, is a very ordinary thing. ”

“......”

Zhao Yi closed his eyes and did not speak again.

Just like this, he closed his eyes, and Yu Xi's figure stood in Shandong Province without moving, and a long time passed.

I don't know how long later, the breeze around Yuxi was softer, and her head was looking up a little more, looking up at the sky.

She suddenly said, "Actually...... The world is beautiful. ”

Zhao Yi opened his eyes and said, "In my impression these days, you have always been very indifferent, and suddenly sighed, I am really not used to it." ”

"I really don't like to sigh. ”

"Then why are you sighing now?"

"Because it's really beautiful...... Because of the loved one, because of the loneliness, because of the brilliance, because of the worship of hundreds of millions of living beings......" At this point, Yu Xi stopped, his head returned to level again, no longer looking up at the sky, and said: "It is very correct to say that you should create the best version of yourself, not destroy yourself. ”

“......”

Zhao Yi did not speak.

"You should go and stand in a place where she will never be able to reach and look back at her and see if you are still so important to you at the time. ”

"Where she will never be able to reach...... Hehe, but the world she lives in is already where I can never go. Zhao Yi smiled bitterly.

"And where do I live?"

"Where do you live...... I don't think anyone in our galaxy will reach it. ”

"You're wrong, yes, it's just that they're too fast, too desperate, for your galaxy to be aware of. ”

"You're saying that we also have cultivators in our galaxy?"

"There are any galaxies, but there are very few galaxies. ”

Zhao Yi said helplessly: "But...... None of that has anything to do with me, I can't cultivate the truth. ”

"You're stupid. ”

"What ......"

"Since you are not even afraid of death, then why should you be afraid of the entanglement of cause and effect, and why should you be afraid that you will not be able to bear the oppression of fate without Huigen?"

“......”

At this moment, Zhao Yi remembered something, and he froze.