Chapter 264: "If There Is a Tomb"
...... In the frenzy of the song in the cold, in the sky to see the abyss. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info sees nothing in all eyes, and is saved in hopelessness. ......
...... There was a wandering spirit, turned into a long snake, with fangs in its mouth. If you don't bite people, you will bite yourself, and you will eventually die. ......
...... Leave!......
When I went around to the back of the mound, I saw a lonely grave, with no grass or trees on it, and it was decayed. That is, from Daque's mouth, a glimpse of a dead body, with a broken chest and abdomen, and no heart and liver in it. And his face was by no means sad, but it was cloudy.
I didn't have time to turn back in fear, but I saw the remnants of the tomb on the dark sideβ
...... Choose to eat yourself, and want to know the true taste. The wound is fierce, how can you know the original taste?......
...... After the pain, slowly eat it. However, his heart is old, so how can he know the original taste?......
...... Answer: Me. Otherwise, leave......
I'm leaving. And the dead body sat up in the grave, and his lips did not move, and yet he said-?
"When I'm dusty, you'll see my smile!"
I hurried away, not daring to look back, for fear of seeing him follow.
In the silent wind, the white clothes wanted to shout loudly, but they didn't dare to shout, they wanted to be saved, but they couldn't be saved. No one could save him, but not even himself. Hope is in your own hands, and your choice is always in your own hands, and you should not give it to others, you should not ask for help, even if you choose to eat yourself, you will see my smile.
He is so lonely, but he is obsessed with this loneliness. He doesn't want to be a man, but he is obsessed with the taste of being a man. He sought transcendence, but he sank deeper and deeper into the mud. He wanted to get up from the humblest place, but found that the soil under his feet had already solidified into the highest peak on the mountain, and if he wanted to go down, there were unfathomable cliffs and abysses.
Life and death, love and hate, karmic entanglement, unpleasant retribution. Life is probably such a complex and tangled thing, what you see here today may also be seen in the future, but then you will understand what it means to be sad without words.
Someone stares at you forever, those eyes say so, those emerald eyes say so. There was warmth in her eyes, but unfortunately, it was not the warmth he wanted. She saw the cause in her eyes, but unfortunately, it was not the cause he wanted. All love-hate entanglements originate from the initial encounter, but no one can get back the feelings they had when they first met.
I love you just because I want to love you, and it has nothing to do with you.
Looking at the unchanged look in Tianyi's eyes, Bai Yi suddenly felt that this was probably the only resonance between them. The warmth that everyone has is limited, and it will gradually peel off, fade, gradually become nothing, and even self-destruct the day when it is pulled by the cold winds of countless realities. Therefore, people need to huddle together for warmth, need to comfort each other, even if they are clever and robbed, even if they are physically and mentally attached, they are just for that little bit of insignificant warmth.
Because no one wants to destroy, because everyone has a heart of his own.
But the puppet has no heart, he has no internal organs, no blood and breath, everything that no one has, he has nothing but his external appearance.
Such a person wants what warmth, such a person, what warmth can there be.
"Let's go, move on. They do theirs, and we have nothing to do with it. Bai Yi, who walked back, said this, as if he was not worried at all that the person who made the agreement would go against him.
Tianyi squinted his eyes, happily agreed, and then got into the spacious and warm car inside, beckoned to Bai Yi, and beckoned him in. There was a smile in her eyebrows, joy had rolled up the corners of her eyebrows, and her flawless face was a pale pink.
"Husband, today's performance is really handsome. β
probably heard such an appreciation, even Bai Yi couldn't help but get goosebumps. But he didn't refuse Tianyi's invitation, although he didn't want to be a person, or he had already understood that he was not a human, and Bai Yi didn't want to let go of this warmth within reach. There is always someone waiting for you by your side, waiting for you to reach out and hold her tightly, and when she meets such a person, Bai Yi feels that she has no reason to let go, and there is no reason to push her away.
Reality is not a story, there are not so many people who will always wait for you, when your figure is gradually replaced by her kind of wear, you will no longer be the only one she is waiting for, and her future days are just used to loneliness.
"You've made a great decision, so I've decided to reward you. Tianyi said bluntly, she is not a person who likes to beat around the bush, although most of the time she is quietly there without talking, but when she wants to speak, she has never had any concealment and reserve, which is probably the reason why Tianyi is called a princess by the people of Los Angeles.
It's not because she is going to be canonized as a princess, nor because she is a martial arts genius who is unique in ten thousand, but just because such a frank and straightforward girl will eventually be favored by the world, because she is afraid that she will be hurt, because she is afraid that she will be deceived, and she is held on the altar of the princess, enshrined, and avoid contact with all the darkness of the world.
Such a person deserves to be favored by the world.
Looking at the white clothes pillowed on her lap, she gently stroked his tense eyebrows and neck, wanting to give him the most gentle comfort. Even if the car is constantly bumpy on the mountain road, but the white clothes can't feel a trace of shock, the kind of gurgling water, the gentleness of the spring rain moisturizing, is enough to make everyone's hearts move.
"Is it because I gave up looking for peace?" Bai Yi also seemed to want to smile, wanted to laugh wildly, but tears flowed down inadvertently. What kind of grief is it for a person to give up what he insists on and for what he insists on, and for him to destroy the purpose he insists on, and in such a grief, will he shed tears?
"I didn't stop you from looking for Yanhe!" Tianyi was a little angry, but the strength of her soft and fair palm did not increase in the slightest, and she said with some complaints, "If you want to find Yanhe, go find it." I say your decision, it's you who rejected that person. The person who has always been hidden in your heart and does not want to forget is a very powerful thing. β
"You know?" Bai Yi was inexplicably frightened, as if the deepest secret in his heart had suddenly been discovered, even if this was the closest person he had found in this world, it was enough to make him panic.
It wasn't until now that he understood what Tianyi meant when he told him that he had been waiting for him. She knew him better than he knew, so she had been waiting for him. Although she rarely spoke, although she had been waiting, it was all that she had been waiting for him in her own way.
And today, she was about to pierce this layer of window paper, Bai Yi thought so, but found that Tianyi suddenly didn't plan to continue. She looked at the frightened boy in her arms with a wicked smile, hugged him tenderly, and began to sing.
That singing, warm and soft, soft and intimate, like a nursery rhyme I heard when I was a child sitting by the bridge, people are willing to listen quietly like this, sink like this, don't think about anything else, don't be troubled by any miscellaneous things, sleep quietly, and enjoy a person's peaceful dreamland.
"Miss, why are you so good to a worm? Are you really sure that he must be your future husband? Such an unreliable rotten person doesn't look like a good husband. Ink was a little indignant, and she looked at the white clothes who had slept like this, and she always had the urge to wake him up suddenly.
But Tianyi stopped Ink's behavior, and after glaring at her, he spoke: "I said yes, do you have any opinions?" β
"Anyway, I didn't say that you must be my dowry girl, if you don't like it, you can leave!" At this time, Tianyi, who was holding the young man, was more like a lioness who cared for her cubs in addition to his wife, showing her minions to all the people who were hostile to the white, as if everything was more important than the person in her arms.
"I didn't say anything, really. Miss, you are so angry with me for such a person, hmph, ignore you!" Although Ink was still unforgiving, her words were very quiet, and she seemed very unconfident. After all, she didn't dare to really anger her own young lady, after so many years of affection and care, of course she knew who had protected her under the nose of the enemy for so many years, even if the young lady wanted her life, she had no complaints.
But this is the only choice, she is not worth it for Miss.
Even though she was not able to see this person clearly in the previous days in Luofu, in the days that followed, she really saw this young man who was dressed in a gentle skin and was actually extremely indifferent. Only then did she realize that the biggest falsehood in this world was actually around her, and there were really people who could live with a mask all their lives.
"Actually, you should thank him, Ink. Although he may have some problems as a person, what he does is clear and unambiguous. He'll never be Mademoiselle's enemy, I think so, and I hope you'll think about it too. Shuo Jin said quite sincerely.
But this kind of sincerity is the most difficult thing for ink to accept, and then there is an irony: "Anyway, haven't you already fallen into his hands? If you really continue to be obsessed, one day he will also fight against you, and then what are you going to do?"
"It's not going to happen, I'm sure. Tianyi suddenly interjected, she didn't seem to be in a very good mood today, and she couldn't bear it when others said bad things about teenagers. Maybe it was because of Tianyi's ability that she knew many things that others had never known, or would not know in the future, but she couldn't say much. So she has been depressed until today, and she seems to be extra active.
The evening breeze swayed outside the car, and she heard the candle flame of the argument in the car but didn't intend to go in to take a look, she just commanded the convoy behind her, and then sat on the side of the car, looking at the faces of the bandits who were still frosty in front of her, and then thinking about something unknown.
She probably won't care about her own miss's affairs, anyway, her positioning of herself is a sharp and safe enough knife, and all her purposes are just to protect the safety of the miss. Although Tianyi seems to be stronger than her now, she still won't give up her duties.
Some live for profit, some for pleasure, some for ambition, some for the sake of living, and she, for her duty. She is not such a complicated person, the so-called good and evil black and white are actually too complicated, for the candle flame, everything in the world is only divided into young lady's friends and enemies.
If it's an enemy, it's hacked to death, if it's a friend, forget it, that's all.
"You've been seen through by a little girl. Hahahahahaha, it's so ridiculous!" is still a similar face, still an arrogant smile, and seeing that person's white clothes in the heart lake is no longer indifferent, it looks a little inexplicably lost.
For him, being seen through is a failure, and being seen through by the people he values is a failure in failure. Because he can be seen through, how can he resist the omniscient and omniscient destiny?
The so-called omniscience is omnipotence. Even if it was him, he knew it. But he didn't think that someone could understand himself by observing the future, although the future is ethereal, but it is still attached to the projection of the present, and there is a certain truth, so he is so lost.
After all, he still wanted to resist, but he was completely hit again and again and his confidence was eroded, and the so-called salvation was never seen. He has achieved self-sufficiency, and he wants to know what he is like.
But the pain is so intense that how can we know the true taste? After the pain is settled, I slowly eat it. However, his heart is old, how can he know the original taste?
Self-rejection is his most fundamental suffering, but this pain is a punishment that he attaches to himself, how can he give it up?
Man, this is such a tangled and self-contained creature, thinking about getting, not giving, because it is too painful to give, and sometimes giving must give up what you have, and once you give it up, there is no possibility of regaining. So they deceive, they tell lies, they escape punishment, and they get more and more painful, and the cycle repeats, and the cycle repeats, and they never tire of it.
"You're right, I'm a very ridiculous person, but who in this world can't be ridiculous. Instead of feeling ridiculous, you should choose to believe that there may be a different ending. Although I don't want to say that, I really don't have much to lose now. This means that if I win, I will make a sure profit, and I will not lose worse than I am now. β
"No, you're really going to do this, you can think about it, everything in this world is your enemy, including me. If you have bonds, it means that you have weaknesses, and this is where you can be targeted. Or, under the education of Destiny, haven't you learned to behave?"
"If you learn to be obedient, what else do you need to rebel against. Bai Yi looked at the person under the heart lake, and suddenly smiled, "This sentence has a high score, if you have the opportunity, help me engrave it on the epitaph." I think I'm going to love it. β