"Broken Void" may be a very dreamy word, but for Bai Yi, it is a nightmare that has been haunting him and refuses to leave. Every time he wields www.biquge.info pen, he will be reminded that his past is definitely not illusory, but undeniably true.

Too strong love and hate will make people confused, worrying about their stomachs, Bai Yi doesn't want to have such a strong love and hate, he is determined to be a celestial, how can he have love and hate. In addition to this heart, can there be any infatuated love and strong hatred?

"Just as you hate me, I hate you who I can't escape. So to be able to do this, you can also be in peace. Bai Yi looked at the broken and shapeless place, and sighed indifferently. Who can have no feelings, but he has to pretend, he has to endure hardship, even if he can't stand it, he grits his teeth, he won't tell anyone, and he won't beg anyone for mercy.

The maple leaves were dyed red, the mountains were solemn, and the changes between the mountains gradually died with the death of the man. There is no spring sprout, and there is no winter snow, this is just an endless summer. The scorching sun scorches people's hearts and lungs, as if they want to pull out the last layer of mist from your heart, and evaporate it completely, leaving nothing behind.

When everything you love and hate is vain, you will resent the injustice of the world and the injustice of fate. But if it were all true, then you didn't love or hate, like a lonely shadow that you didn't even do yourself, how pitiful it would be.

Bai Yi often pities himself, but he has no reason to pity himself. Everything is the fate he chooses to carry, and he doesn't need it, how can he pity it. Isn't that ridiculous?

"You are right, you have never been wrong, why bother to be entangled in this entanglement of love and love, don't you have your goal?" Another voice suddenly appeared in the silent heart lake, a voice that had never appeared but seemed to be there all along, unmoving. He said such things to the white clothes, he was pitying him, caring for him, and even supporting him, so who was he?

Bai Yi was not surprised by the appearance of this person, he stared at this face that was no different from himself, and greeted indifferently: "You are back, Lu Baiyi." ”

"Yes, I'm back, Lu Baiyi. The other party seemed to be very emotional, as if he was nostalgic for some familiar past, "I didn't expect that you would really be able to hold out until this time, you ruthless and sexless puppet, shouldn't you have been killed by this pathetic destiny a long time ago?

"But you're a demon. The white coat's response was brief and forceful, unwavering. Of course, this person is a demon, a demon who has accompanied him from the beginning, a demon who has accompanied him for three lives and three lives, and a demon that he can never get rid of. So he is also Lu Baiyi, and Lu Baiyi, who is the same as him, can only be the same Lu Baiyi as him.

"It's a beautiful world. I never thought you would find such a wonderful world. ”

"Every single one of them loves you, they all care for you, they all depend on you. Your enemies are all subject to the destiny of Heaven and are not worthy of being your enemies at all. Why did you encounter such a wonderful world? Why did it all come to you? Haven't you thought about what kind of conspiracy is contained in it? You haven't thought about why you are so lucky. ”

"You've thought about it, you've thought about it. ”

"You must have wondered why you had so many legendary experiences in your life when you were just an ordinary mortal. Why is it that from the time you met your fairy, your life was completely cut off from what it was before and became a different kind of appearance. ”

"You have experienced three lives from the real to the unreal, and from the unreal to the real. You are abandoned by your loved ones and then you abandon your loved ones. You have been searching for the real all your life, but you can only escape from this reality and live in the illusions you have created for yourself. Just like two sides of the same coin, no matter how you pursue, you and the truth are all divergent, and there will never be a day when you meet. ”

"Because, you're just a little, poor, nobody's loved puppet!"

The same face as himself laughed wildly, as if he was sure that his guess was completely correct, that he was more real than Baiyi, more confident than Baiyi, and more vivid than him.

But Bai Yi still looked at him indifferently, and still confided in the first sentence: "But, you are a demon." ”

Do you still believe in the false and ignorant words of good and evil? Have you not completely discarded the concept of good and evil, which is played with at will? Think about the things you have done. How many people did you kill, and did they really deserve to die when you killed them?

"Yes, I'm a demon. I am indeed a demon, a demon that you can never get rid of. But don't you know? I'm you! We're the same people, I'm a demon, so what about you? Are you a demon?"

The wanton and arrogant smile suddenly made Bai Yi a little bored, he hated being tortured like this, hated such a gaze, hated being pitied by others, hated being routined, hated that he was not a person.

He didn't want to be a human being, he wanted to be a celestial being, and he didn't want to have the sorrow that mortals had, so why did he still unconsciously think about the words that his demons had said? Why did he still feel that the face that laughed wildly was actually the same sorrow as his own, and he was even crying silently?

Does he have the ability to cry? Does he have such a thing as tears?

In the script of Destiny, as a puppet, as a puppet being played with, does he still have such a thing as tears? He emphasized that he is not a person who likes to cry, when his loved one leaves, he does not cry, when he succumbs to fate, he does not cry, so does he not like to cry, or does he not cry at all?

"Of course you won't. How can a puppet controlled by the Mandate of Heaven have the power to cry, because if it can cry, it will definitely be sad, if it will be sad, it will definitely regret, and if it will regret, it will definitely resist. And isn't it your resistance that Destiny fears?"

"It is precisely because of your resistance that the script of the Mandate of Heaven will no longer be complete, and the script of the Mandate of Heaven will be flawed. People don't like to read such stories, they like the reality of the characters, they like the characters as if they were alive, they don't like the brain-dead protagonist, but they like the protagonist to pretend to be slapped in the face. Because they are all looking for a truth like themselves in the story!"

"The so-called liking is mostly because the protagonist in the story is similar to himself. Because if they are similar to their own, they can deceive themselves, and the world revolves around them. They are equivalent to having the same world as the protagonist in the story, they have the life that others have experienced through a lot of hardships, and they really have the power and power to control the life and death of others. ”

"These are the so-called mortals, who are humble and ignorant, who dream of getting something for nothing, but never think of giving anything. What they want is only to use the power and force they have to bully and oppress. ”

"And my poor little puppet, who would like someone like you?"

"Who likes your powerless struggle like a headless fly in the face of destiny? In the face of life and death, who likes your thoughts that go into the horns of the ox? But you can only struggle, you don't want to do that, you have your own precepts and principles, so you are just a puppet, what can you do?"

"Nobody likes you, my little doll. Why don't you throw yourself into my arms, at least I'm still the one who likes you! All the good things you encounter in this world will eventually leave you one day, just like the one you once loved, so why should you bother to seek such hardship?"

"It's shameful, but isn't it a useful thing? it at least teaches you how to survive under the eyes of destiny. ”

Laughing wildly, the demon opened his arms towards the white coat, his chest as wide as his own, like a dock that sheltered him from all the wind and waves, so that he could at least have a place to hide from the disturbing wind and waves.

Come on, throw yourself into your arms.

No one will question it, no one will hurt it, this is the dream of peace and security that is isolated from everything, even from loneliness. Because you know after all that there is another person in this world who accompanies you, even if that person is just you.

"Come on, my little puppet. ”

"But・・・・・・ you're a demon!" Bai Yi struggled and was confused, he didn't know why he resisted so much, even more so than when he surrendered to the Mandate of Heaven. Obviously, the so-called broken window theory, as long as a perfect thing is destroyed once, will it eventually induce countless injuries?

Obviously, as long as the bottom line of a person is broken once, will it be broken again and again, and then keep lowering its bottom line again and again?

Why should he resist?

After saying all the doubts in his heart, all the grievances in his heart, how much he said was in line with his current situation, and how heartwarming what he said. And this is his own embrace, how can he harm himself? This is an unreasonable thing.

"Don't doubt it, the so-called truth, the so-called warmth, the so-called ideal, the so-called purpose, is all this really that important? I know, all you look forward to, is a safe life, you don't want to be the protagonist of this story, you don't want to be a puppet under the destiny of heaven. ”

"Whatever you want, I can help you achieve it. I can help you get what you want. Whatever you are disappointed, I can help you save. What you regret, I can help you recover. Even the destiny you want to rebel against, I can help you do it. So what are you waiting for, I am you, how can I harm you?"

"You know, I'm the only person in the world who loves you. It is also the only person in this world, and even countless worlds, who can accompany you forever. ”

"Only I truly love you as you are, only I don't dislike you as a puppet who only obeys other people's orders, only I don't think there's anything wrong with you wanting to be a puppet, so why don't you throw yourself into my arms?"

"Don't think about those responsibilities anymore, don't think about those obligations anymore, stop thinking about those things that shouldn't bother you to worry about, but are always bothered by others. You just need to be yourself, you just need to be your original self, you just need to be your original self. Quietly become a puppet, dance with the threads of my fingertips every day, and play your own role well. I can do everything for you, but you can't do it alone. ”

"I can't do it alone. Bai Yi seemed to be a little shaken, and he muttered and repeated this sentence, as if this sentence had touched his heart and touched the deepest feelings hidden in his heart.

The puppet who is afraid of loneliness needs to manipulate his technician, and if there is only one puppet, then he will not run, jump, speak, or laugh. I can only stay there alone, like a fool, like a long-dead object, without all life.

Therefore, he can't do it alone.

"But ・・・・・・"

"Nothing, don't you already agree?

"What I say is true, everything in the world is a lie, and the only thing you can identify with is your own knowledge. That girl named Luo Tianyi will only interfere with you, will only force you, and will only make you a person you no longer know. She's just transforming you as she likes, and what she loves is not you, but the reflection of the name in her heart. ”

"She's not like you, my little doll. ”

"Who else in this world would like you? It's just me, only me, the one who came from you. For me, you are my only existential being, and for you, I am also your only existential partner. We will never be separated. So, why don't you come and hug me?"

"As long as you embrace me, we identify with each other. Just hug me and you'll be able to get everything you want. So, come and hug me, the one I love the most. ”

"We should be away forever and ever, never separated. ”

But Bai Yi finally stopped, he just looked at him fixedly, his eyes hesitant and not firm, but there was always an inexplicable resistance. He still said things like that, as if all the previous demagoguery was just useless talk.

"But, you're a demon!"