Ladies and gentlemen, today, February 7, 2018. My heart is in turmoil.

Today, I learned the news that Xiaolong's book has been sealed.

Immediately afterward, another friend of mine (Dawn C, author of The Splendor of Netherel) told me that the River Crab Beast had attacked again.

Dawn said that many of the books of the dark stream had been sealed, and even the books of the platinum god were not spared.

After a period of time, I received messages from several other friends, which roughly meant that there was harmony again.

After hearing these news, my heart was very confused, my mind was very confused, and I thought a lot of things.

Think about what it represents behind this incident, think about where the dark text is ahead, think about whether the dark text will be completely blocked, think about ......

In short, I thought about a lot, a lot.

In the end, he laughed at himself and said to himself: You are just a writer (I don't even deserve the title of "writer" without a contract.) That's it, why do you want to do so much?

yes, I thought about so many things that didn't go out of nowhere. In the end, nothing can be done.

Then I couldn't help but think of myself.

Will my book not be able to sign a contract because of the actions of the river crab beast this time?

yes, I'm a selfish ghost. Just now, I was thinking about the lofty question of "the front of the dark text", but now I only think about myself.

After all, I haven't signed a contract for my book yet. Will this incident affect me?

That's right, I'm a selfish ghost. I am concerned about the signing of my book, because I have not signed a contract for this book.

Thinking about it, worrying and worrying, but I can only wait.

In the end, I thought that in the end, I actually had "Do I want to open a new book, I will change the genre and stop writing dark texts." ”

I thought about this question for a long time, and then my mind became firm again.

I'm a semi-new person, and I've written about online games, otherworldly, modern magic, and so on, and I have to add up to 25w words. But not once is it more than 20 chapters.

In the words of "Thrillerland", every novel is the author's child.

So I'm a beast parent who has repeatedly strangled his own children.

When my heart wavered, I thought of a lot of things.

I remembered that when I was inspired to become an online writer, I went to ask a big guy for advice. The big guy didn't ask me anything else, what he said is still fresh in my memory - what kind of story do you envision?

I didn't understand it at first, but now I kind of understand it.

I've forgotten what kind of story I wanted to be in the past, but I know now what kind of story I want to write......

A world of cannibalistic immortals, that's the story I want to write.

I used to be a reader who didn't like the dark stream, and even hated the dark stream, because I thought the dark stream was a cancer on the Internet and a manifestation of social anger.

But since I read "Water Margin" and "Zhu (Harmony Divine Beast) Yan Blood", my opinion has changed.

I used to hate dark streams, but now I'm a dark stream writer.

It's ironic.

What does the dark current look like ahead? I don't understand, and there's no need to think about it. Because I'm just an unsigned writer who doesn't even have the qualifications to fight on the streets.

Is my book going to be signed at all?

If I can sign a contract, I'll continue to write.

If I can't sign a contract, I'll continue to write.

If the work is compared to the author's child, then my book "Demon Swallowing" is tantamount to a distorted child.

Because it is a dark stream, because it is a dark stream that other readers resent and spurned, it is distorted, it is disgusted.

The work is the author's child, but this child of mine is hated.

A lot of factors want to kill it, but I want it to live.

God won't let it live, but I want it to live.

I can't boast about Haikou, and I say with pride: [Even if I don't sign a contract, Lao Tzu has to write! I want to finish it!]

I am a deserter who has repeatedly changed types, and I am a person who is not firm in my heart.

I don't know if I'll be able to finish "Demon Swallowing", but I have another word, a vow to say to you.

[Even if I don't sign a contract, I'm going to write chapter 108!]

This vow is a promise I make to everyone, even if I don't have anyone reading this book, I will say it.

If it's my book, the editor doesn't like it, or for some reason I can't sign it. I'm sure to write this book after chapter 108 and I'm thinking about opening a new book!

This time, I'm not going to be a deserter. Even if I abandon my own child, I will give birth to it.

It's only 17 chapters, and it's only 3w words. It hasn't been born yet, how can I abandon it?

I said, even if I can't sign a contract, I'll write this "Demon Swallowing Trip" to chapter 108!

Even if the editor doesn't sign the contract, I'm going to write the book to chapter 108, and then I'm thinking about the eunuch thing!

This is my promise, and I ask you to bear witness.

It was February 7, 2018, 10.18 p.m.