Chapter 185: How He Owed
"Miss, you still care so much about him. ”
At the filming site of "Pear Blossom Rain", Sister Li looked at Dong Yiting, who was sitting on a chair and looking at her mobile phone in a costume, with a faint sad expression, and knew in her heart what she was doing now.
When Dong Yiting saw Sister Li coming over, she immediately turned off the campus sports meeting webpage on her mobile phone, pretended to be indifferent and said, "I didn't think about it." ”
Seeing her like this, Sister Li said helplessly: "You are becoming more and more dishonest." ”
Dong Yiting was seen through by her, so she didn't speak.
"To tell you the truth, I'm not afraid of you being angry, he already has a girlfriend, and you can't go back to the past. Sister Li persuaded softly.
Dong Yiting didn't speak, looked at the motionless screen on the phone, and then nodded slightly, her eyes revealing confusion.
The scenes of the past are like fermented wine, and the longer it passes, the more intoxicating it becomes.
"You didn't do anything wrong, you cared about him all the time, pursuing what you wanted to pursue, and he didn't do anything wrong, because you waited. It's just that the time is not right, the state of the world makes people, since no one is right or wrong, why can't you accept it calmly?" Sister Li continued.
Dong Yiting closed her phone, shook her head gently, and said, "Sister Li, you're wrong. ”
"Is it wrong?"
"Actually, things have come to this point, it was my problem from the beginning, my family restricted our contact, but I didn't try to break this limitation, they threatened his life, but I didn't think of threatening them with my own life. In my career, I have always been sad about his heart, and the news between me and Mu Huajian is endless, and he has been watching and silently sad. Even when I saw him for the first time three years later, I didn't have the courage to let go of my star status and say a word to him in front of everyone, and even when I was in the café, I said such hurtful things and made up for it with money...... It's naïve to think about it now. ”
"......" Sister Li suddenly fell silent as she listened.
"It's me who has compromised with reality, it's me who doesn't have the courage to accept him who has nothing but waits for me silently for three years, he can't think of me getting closer, he's been waiting for me in the same place, and I have the ability to get closer to him, but I never thought of getting closer to him. I am the one who hurt him, I am the one who cares about making up for him, I am the one who wants to break up, I am the one who says I want to marry someone else, and I am the one who wants to use care in exchange for him to turn back...... Everything is about doing whatever I want, and he's not wrong at all...... What was wrong with him? I thought about it for a few days, but I couldn't figure it out. Is there anyone in the world who is hurt so much and doesn't let go? No, he can't hold on until my wedding day, and watch me kiss and swear with other men at the wedding......"
Dong Yiting said as she spoke, her helpless eyes flashed with tears.
Sister Li didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only sigh silently.
If you want to say that Zhao Yi is right or wrong, she has also thought about it, he is really right, he is still waiting except waiting, but he found that in the end what he was waiting for was not the original Dong Yiting, what could he do?
The reason why she felt that the two of them were not wrong before was because she only saw Dong Yiting's concern for Zhao Yi and her helplessness for the family.
However, it is impossible for her to see how Zhao Yi spent his three years, she can't see Zhao Yi's sadness, she can't see Zhao Yi's bitter waiting, and she can't see the tears he sheds over and over again with his mobile phone flipping through Dong Yiting's photos.
He was drunk and hit by a car and died, and the world in his heart was ruined and he committed suicide by jumping into a river in despair, which none of them could see.
Where does he owe?
It's like the lyrics of that song - I dare to give, I dare to break my heart.
And Dong Yiting is not, she has too many choices, and he did not choose Zhao Yi for a certain period of time, but chose to compromise, she was afraid that she would not get the distant and somewhat illusory love that was worn out by time.
She was even afraid that she wouldn't be happy even if she got it.
"Then what do you want to do now?" Sister Li asked.
"I don't know......" Dong Yiting was very disappointed.
"Miss, in fact, there are only two ways in front of you, either choose to give up the past and marry Young Master Muhua, or do it again by any means. Sister Li said: "But you have to think about it, if you choose the latter, you may be even more unhappy." ”
"Unscrupulous ......"
Dong Yiting listened to her words and frowned, she didn't want to use any means to break up Zhao Yi and Ailian, her heart didn't allow her to do this, and her self-esteem didn't allow her to save her love like this.
But if she doesn't get it back, she always feels that she has lost half of her heart, and it hurts very much.
Dong Yiting sighed: "I told him at the beginning, I said that whoever is without him can live, and I still think this sentence is not wrong, yes, I still live without him, but ...... Living unhappily. ”
"How many people's marriages are perfect in this world, who has no regrets?" Sister Li also sighed and said: "Time will wash away everything, after having children, those past will fade, and all regrets will turn into blessings." ”
Dong Yiting knew that she was talking about herself in the second half of her sentence, and Sister Li also had an unforgettable love at the beginning, but the ending was not good.
"It's a pity that three years have not diluted the things in my heart, but they have become stronger when we meet. Dong Yiting opened her phone and looked at the photo of her high school on the wallpaper of her phone, Nan Nan said.
This photo was saved the last time she changed her phone, but she never looked at it much, but from that day on, she turned it out and changed it to wallpaper.
"I don't think that's without dilution. Sister Li said.
"Why do you say that?"
"If you hadn't come to Linhai City to shoot Pear Blossom Rain this time, you wouldn't have met him, and in another year you would have married Young Master Muhua. It turns out that time can dilute everything, but three years is not enough, and what if it is four or five years? ”
“......”
Dong Yiting suddenly fell silent.
Sister Li is right, if she hadn't come here to shoot Pear Blossom Rain this time, if she hadn't seen Zhao Yi at school, it is estimated that she would not have remembered to meet Zhao Yi......
That kind of strong feeling will not arise.
And a year later, she will marry Mu Huajian, and she and Zhao Yi will never be together again.
Time, it's a terrible thing......
My Love...... Is it really so vulgar that it can only last for three years, but it can't survive for four years......
At this moment, Dong Yiting suddenly found that her love for Zhao Yi was so vulgar, she didn't have to ask herself in her heart, is this kind of love really rationed for him?
He waited for himself for three years, and it was the darkest and most heart-wrenching three years, and he could survive the past, while he enjoyed the happiness of his dreams coming true in the eyes of all kinds of extravagance and adoration, but he couldn't survive four years in this environment.
The gap can be imagined.
I don't know if that love is really so much in love with him......
This is the last thought in Dong Yiting's heart.
"Hey, look over there!
"Who is it, are you so loud?"
"Oh my God, Mu Huajian, how could he come to a small crew like ours?"
"Why are you asking so much! Hurry! Go and ask for an autograph!"
"Young Master Mu Hua, sign my name!"
......
Just when Dong Yiting was talking to Sister Li, suddenly there was a commotion in the crew, and I saw a group of extras running in one direction.
"Miss, Young Master Muhua is here to look for you. Sister Li said.
"Hmm. Dong Yiting frowned.
"Actually, Young Master Muhua is really good to you, Miss, no matter how beautiful the past is, it is more important to cherish the person in front of you. Sister Li whispered: "Take the initiative to go up and talk to him." ”
Even if Sister Li doesn't need to say this, Dong Yiting knows very well in her heart that Mu Huajian has never done anything she hates, and she has never had an affair with other actresses around her, let alone any negative news.
It is very popular both on the screen and in the entertainment industry.
Dong Yiting hesitated for a moment, and then began to walk towards the place where people had gathered.
I thought that the people around her saw her coming, and immediately made a way for her, after all, the relationship between the two people was clear to everyone else.
Everyone got out of the way, only to see Mu Huajian, who was 1.8 meters tall and wearing a handsome brand, signed autographs for others with a smile on his face.
"You're here. Dong Yiting went up and said.
When Mu Huajian saw her coming, the smile on his face instantly became thicker, and he said, "It just so happens that I haven't worked for the past two days, so I'll come to see you." How many shows do you have now? I'll take you to dinner after filming. ”
When the people around heard this, they began to praise the two of them as a sweet couple.
"There are three more. Dong Yiting said.
"Then I'll wait for you here. Mu Huajian said with a smile.
"Hmm. ”
......
Soon the next scene started filming, and this scene was a dialogue between the character played by Dong Yiting and the character played by Zhang Xiaorui in the sky.
So except for the photographers around, no one else can get on the benefit.
After filming this scene, Zhang Xiaorui said with a smile: "Yiting, you are so happy. ”
Dong Yiting smiled wryly when she heard her words: "How do you know that I am happy?"
"Aren't you happy to have such a good fiancé who cares about you so much?" Zhang Xiaorui said.
Dong Yiting's expression was slightly lower, and she said, "That's in your opinion." ”
Because the two of them were getting off the high platform, and there was no one around, only Zhang Xiaorui could hear what she said, which meant that she was unscrupulous.
"I don't understand. Zhang Xiaorui said.
Dong Yiting said again: "Is your current boyfriend your first love?"
Zhang Xiaorui's smile decreased a little and said, "No." ”
"He's not my first love either. ”