Chapter 172: Sleep Myself
Jiuyong is not hiding in the quilt and crying, but is really sleeping with his head covered...
He has a family, relatives, a grandfather, parents, a sister, and lovely nephews and nieces who like him to hug, but everything he has been ruined because of the crossing, and he really can't convince himself to accept this world and this world from the bottom of his heart.
How many years have you been in this world? Six out of eighty, right?
Eighty-six years!
In the past eighty-six years, he has been cultivating day and night, he can't imagine how his family spends it, whether he finds a few years to recognize the facts and has no choice but to give up, or he has been looking for him until he swallows his last breath and ends up unwillingly depressed...
Reality is always the cruelest, how many eighty-six can there be in life? When he left, his grandfather was already almost ninety, and his parents were close to sixties, even if they were healthy and could live, could they still live to be more than 100 years old?
And the farthest distance in the world is life and death, even if he is unwilling, he has to face the facts, grandpa is gone, his parents are gone, and maybe even his sister is gone...
He has no home!
Now that his home is gone, why is he still cultivating hard?
He knew that when he said this, someone would definitely stand up against him, and what kind of boat would go straight to the bridge, but what about the boat? Where is the bridge?
Even if he succeeds in cultivation and goes back after a lot of hardships, I don't know how many years it will be, and by that time he won't even be able to find the grave, where will he kneel? Find a place to kneel casually? And then say, Mom and Dad, I'm sorry, my son is late to come back?
What's the use? Mom and Dad can still live happily? Can't live!
Then you might as well go and accompany them!
He knows, he knows, someone will definitely stand up and pull the banner and say that the parents of the body and skin can't be killed...
He naturally understands this truth, he didn't want to commit suicide, but he is a person in the Jindan period, he doesn't need to drink cold water, and he can live for hundreds of years if he inhales a few breaths of fairy qi, so it is better to cover his head and sleep to death!
So, with that in mind, he did it...
Now calm down and think about it, Woe Narcissus is right, if God really exists, he should not blame the other party, why does he think that God will notice him, who is not even an ant? What highlights does he be proud of? Or is there something special and different about his body that deserves a glance from the other party?
He doesn't, he doesn't have anything, he's just an ordinary ordinary man in the world, among all living beings...
Do people notice ants that are trampled under their feet? No one pays attention to an inconspicuous thing under their feet unless they do it deliberately.
And he is the speck of dust under God's feet, since this is the case, then why would he say that God is targeting him?
But why, the world, all living beings, is he?
He doesn't know who is to blame, who to find, he doesn't know, he only knows that he has crossed over here in a daze, and he has a heart that wants to go home, but he can't do anything!
Since he can't find anyone, he naturally blames God, it's so unreasonable!
Besides, even if it wasn't for this world and the world, it wouldn't be inseparable, so why should he identify with it and accept it?
He can be shameless, or he can abandon his dignity, but he must have a bottom line as a man, and he and his family were separated alive, which is the same as when he was abducted by human traffickers and forced to recognize him as a thief as his father...
No, it is not to force him to recognize the thief as his father, but to ask him to recognize this 'father' from the bottom of his heart, and accept all this without reservation, no matter who comes to this matter, as long as he still has a little humanity and a little conscience, he will not agree!
And now that he has no home and no family, he can't live alone with a hippie smile like no one else!
With this alone, it is impossible for him to accept this world in his life!
As for revenge?
If he knew who caused all this, then it would be okay to say, maybe he would fight his life to cultivate and try his best to take revenge!
But he didn't know anything, he didn't have a clue, who did he go to?
Of course, the clues will not run to him by themselves, and he also wants to go over to find clues, but he is not a fool, and the one who can really do all this will be an ordinary person?
After thinking about it, he even thought of the awesome characters in the mythological story, but he still couldn't imagine who could have such great ability to do all this, and based on this alone, he believed that the other party would not be able to leave him any clues!
Then there is only one possibility, and that is...
Novel!
Thinking of this possibility, Jiu Yong himself couldn't help but want to laugh, don't be kidding, do you really think this is the world of novels, and you are the characters that the author wrote into the book?
Or is it that the more impossible things are, the more likely they are? Isn't this a common routine in novels? Thinking of this, Jiu Yong began to think backwards, but it didn't take long for him to deny it!
There is no other reason, in the original world, he is a real person who has lived for almost thirty years, unless even his original world is fake!
But he was convinced that what he experienced was true, because no one can write a novel for decades, down to every thing, every person!
A universe, a planet, more than 200 countries, more than 6 billion people, more than 7,000 languages, so many people and so many things reported on TV every day, as well as China's 5,000-year-old culture, the library is full of books, and the people I have known in the past 30 years, no one can write him into a book!
So in the end, he really can't think of who could have caused all this, and it can't really be a coincidence that he encountered this kind of thing, right?
How can it be?!
Don't think about it so much, accept your fate!
Turned over and changed to a more comfortable position to sleep, Jiu Yong didn't bother to think about it anymore, he just wanted to sleep to death by himself now...
"Hey, blind man, did you really give up like that?" It's been three days, and seeing the blind man still lying in the bed and refusing to come out, Woe Narcissus couldn't stand it anymore, and couldn't help but ask.
"Leave me alone, I'm going to sleep myself!"
The first time I opened my eyes,
Snuggle in your warm bosom,
Cries flow in the air,
You are smiling,
As I grew up day by day,
But the cream of the years has been on your face,
Wherever I go,
You're all concerned......
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