Chapter 215: Heartfelt Night Talk
The back mountain of Xiaojia Villa is quiet at night. The water waves of Qinghu Lake in the back mountain are calm, and occasionally a few cool breezes blow, waving a slight water wave, bringing a bit of light embellishment to the quiet and quiet night. A cool breeze blows across the lake, rippling on the grass by the lake, and the grass sways in the wind. From time to time, you can hear a few crisp cicadas, which can give people a sense of comfort......
Xiao Tian, who ran out of his own house, ran directly to the back mountain. Hearing the conversation between Su Jia and his mother, he was a little melancholy, and he rarely wanted to find a quiet place to think quietly by himself.
At this time, Xiao Tian was lying on the grass by the clear lake, holding a reed pole in his mouth, crossing one leg, looking at the night sky with sparse stars in his eyes, and quietly feeling the cool wind blowing from the lake beside him. Xiao Tian seemed to enjoy this appearance very much, although he felt very uncomfortable when he heard the conversation just now, but this appearance seemed to be the only way to make Xiao Tian feel better.
The night breeze was still blowing quietly, blowing through the grass by the lake and blowing through Xiao Tian's cheeks. The occasional dew drop from the lake dripped next to Xiao Tian's eyes, and a pleasant coolness also calmed Xiao Tian's mood a lot.
I don't know when, just behind the grass where Xiao Tian was lying, a figure appeared behind Xiao Tian, and then stopped for a long time.
"You're really here......" A comfortable voice, the waning moon reflected down, reflecting Su Jia's soft and beautiful face.
Xiao Tian knew that Su Jia was coming, but he was facing away from Su Jia, and he didn't see Su Jia's face clearly for the first time. Xiao Tian paused for a long time, and then put down his crossed legs. He asked, "How did you know I was here?"
Su Jia quietly looked at Xiao Tian's somewhat sad look, and then slowly walked to Xiao Tian's right side, and Zuihou squatted down. Sitting on the grass beside Xiao Tian, he said softly: "As you said before, Ah Tian, when you were unhappy when you were a child, you would always come to this Qinghu Lake and sit quietly......"
"Or Jia'er, you know me......" Xiao Tian sighed softly, and then the whole person slowly sat up from the grass and took the reed pole in his mouth with his hand.
Su Jia looked at Xiao Tian's slightly sad face sideways, and said with a slight smile: "Ah Tian." I know you must have been very sad when you listened to your mother's words outside......"
"Aren't you the same?" Xiao Tian said. "To be honest, I've always listened to my mother since I was a child, and everything is ...... But today, perhaps, is the first time I have objected to my mother's ......."
"So Ah Tian, you have changed ......" Su Jia may also have a sense of sadness in her heart. But he still smiled at Xiao Tiandao. "Aunt Xiu also said just now, since Ah Tian, since you met me, people have also changed......"
"Maybe this is fate, one came out of Xiaojia Villa, and the other came out of the Wind Chasing Sect, zuihou actually met together......" Xiao Tian also said in harmony, "If you say that in Liusha Town, the two of us don't have yujian." There won't be any other things that follow. I may still be my carpenter in Liusha Town, and you may still walk your path of 'revenge' alone......"
"But we did meet together. And they have changed each other's life paths, haven't they?" Su Jia continued, "Aunt Xiu told me just now that it was I who changed Ah Tian's life, but in fact, Ah Tian, didn't you change me? If we didn't have each other, I might still think that I didn't trust my friends as I did before, and walked the unknown road alone, while Ah Tian you would still have only the ambition of Yanque Gou An as your master said...... But it's because we met and changed each other that the path of life becomes more tortuous and full of meaning, isn't it?"
"But my mother is against the two of us being together, and it's useless to look back at too many things now......" Xiao Tian sighed secretly, then picked up a large stone next to him, and threw it forward hard, only to hear a "plop-" sound, and the stone fell into the lake.
"When I was a child, when I couldn't think clearly, I also liked to throw stones into the lake like this to see if the stones would flow away with the current, and the same ......is true now," Xiao Tian continued, "No matter how heavy the stone is, it will drift with the current, and I don't know where, and now my relationship with Jia'er is the same as this stone, no matter how firm the two of us are, there are too many obstacles from the outside world, and we can't do anything ...... ourselves."
"It's not that we have no way, now we just hit this hurdle......" Su Jia disagreed, and continued, "It turns out that Master Xuankong also told me, 'The difficulties in the world are led by love, without the suffering of hundreds of vicissitudes, light and thin, no fate, this is not love', the two of us have just experienced another hurdle in life, life is a long way, maybe we still have a lot of things to understand......"
Xiao Tian lowered his head and thought quietly, and then asked, "Then if it were Jia'er, what would you do?"
Su Jia looked at the lake and thought for a moment, then smiled slightly, picked up a stone next to him, and threw it at the lake in front of him. There was also a "plop-" sound, and the stone fell into the lake.
"Jia'er......" Xiao Tian couldn't help but be a little surprised when he saw that Su Jia had done the same action as himself, a girl would do what a boy would do when he vented his feelings.
"Just like Ah Tian, since you are in a bad mood, then I will also throw stones into the lake like you......" Su Jia said with a smile, "No matter what the external situation is, I will find a way to share your worries and injuries, just like Ah Tian You have always cared about me before......
"Jia'er, it's good to have you by my side, I mean it......" Xiao Tian looked at Su Jia's care about himself, and said with a little relief in his heart.
"Well, I remember, this sentence is also what I said to you when I was in Plum Blossom Villa before......" Su Jia continued to smile, "It means that the two of us already have each other in our hearts, doesn't it?"
Xiao Tian didn't make a sound for a long time, just looked down at the grass, and then looked at the lake in the distance.
Su Jia thought for a while, looked at the lake, and then said, "Just like Ah Tian said just now, the stones thrown into the lake will go with the flow. However, the relationship is a long road, how can we see clearly in the future life now? Feelings will be more composed, won't they? Just like if you throw a stone into a lake, how do you know if the stone is really drifting or sinking to the bottom of the lake? We can't change the weight of the stone, but we can change the number of stones. And it can weigh the weight. As long as the stone sinks enough, there will always be one that sinks to the bottom of the lake, right?"
After speaking, Su Jia picked another stone that was bigger than just now and threw it into the lake in front of him again. The sound of the stone falling into the water this time was much louder than before, and although it was not certain whether it would be swept away by the current, it was at least certain. This stone is much heavier than the one just now, and the chance of sinking to the bottom is also greater.
Xiao Tian was stunned for a long time, he never thought of Su Jia, who had always had few words. Today, I will say such philosophical words.
Su Jia looked at Xiao Tian who was still stunned on the side, and continued to smile: "So there is no need for the two of us to worry too much about today's affairs, as usual, wouldn't it be nice to talk and laugh like now?"
Xiao Tian listened. Finally, he smiled and said, "That's right." Since the two of us are still together, weishenme should be so sad, not life and death...... To be honest, Jia'er, the first time I met you in Liusha Town, I felt that you were an unusual girl. ”
"Oh?" Su Jia accompanied Xiao Tian to sit quietly by the night lake at this time, thinking that she could talk more to Xiao Tian, so she raised her interest.
"The first time I saw you. I just thought you were the prettiest girl I've ever seen, but then I didn't think about it. You can actually deal with the two evils of the Vermilion Bird Sect and the Goshawk Sect alone......" Xiao Tian looked up at the starry sky and recalled, "Since then, I have thought that you are a girl with a great sense of justice, so I have gradually liked you. ”
Su Jia's face flushed slightly when she heard this, and then continued: "But when I first saw Ah Tian, I just thought you were an ordinary stupid boy." But seeing that you alone dare to resist the bully officers and soldiers, I also think that Ah Tian is very righteous. ”
"Of course, it was only when I met you Jia'er that I really changed my ......" Xiao Tian continued, "If it weren't for Jia'er's deeds in Liusha Town, I might still be in Liusha Town, accompanying my master as a little carpenter, there will never be such a 'rising day' as now, and I won't return to Xiaojia Villa so soon, so I really want you to ...... you."
Su Jia smiled first, and then thought of the knife wound on the left side of Xiao Tian's face, and her eyes were a little confused. Since he was sitting on Xiao Tian's right, he couldn't see Xiao Tian's left face. Su Jia thought for a while, and then shouted, "Ah Tian, you turn your head ......"
"What?" Xiao Tian didn't know what Su Jia wanted to do, but he still turned his head away.
Su Jia's eyes were confused for a while, and then he stretched out his right hand and stroked the knife wound on the left side of Xiao Tian's face. At this time, Xiao Tian knew what Su Jia wanted to do, but after dating Su Jia for so long, now that Su Jia's slender jade hand was stroking his face, Xiao Tian's heart beat faster unconsciously.
"Does it still hurt?" Su Jia smiled a little bitterly, "Because of my impulsiveness, it hurt you ......"
Xiao Tian smiled lightly, slowly took Su Jia's hand down, and then responded with a smile: "It doesn't hurt anymore...... To be honest, I still have to be Xiexie Jia'er, if it weren't for Jia'er, you left this knife wound on my face, I wouldn't have been soberly aware of many things, and I wouldn't have felt the pain you feel in your heart because of your life experience......"
"You have always believed in me, so you don't blame me, but I have burdened you again and again, and I feel a little guilty until now......" After Su Jia withdrew her right hand, she continued to smile bitterly.
"It should be said that I have affected you Jia'er...... Xiao Tian continued to recall, "When I met Lu Huan's seniors, if it wasn't for my poor martial arts, I wouldn't have affected Jia'er too much, and I would have hurt you...... Hurt you for me......"
"But Ah Tian, didn't you fight with your life to carry me to Plum Blossom Villa?" Su Jia followed, "In order to save me, you also ate the poison of your predecessors at that time, and almost put your own life on the line......"
"I just thought at the time, if I can save Jia'er you, I won't be afraid of death, I mean it......" Xiao Tian said with a smile again.
It was originally a touching sentence, but when Su Jia heard it at this time, she didn't seem to be too happy in her heart, but she was a little melancholy.
Xiao Tian noticed it on the side, so he turned his head and asked, "Jia'er, what's wrong with you." Don't you seem to be happy?"
"Your mother's ......" Su Jia turned her head to Qinghu in front of her, and suddenly said lightly.
"My mother?" Xiao Tian said a little puzzled, "What does it have to do with my mother?"
"Your mother mentioned ...... just now," Su Jia said with a hint of sadness. "We can give everything we have for each other, even our own lives, and we regard this as aiqing...... But your mother said that all the things we encountered before were just fate, and they couldn't be regarded as aiqing ...... at all."
"For each other, even lives can be sacrificed. If this can't be considered aiqing, then what is ......" Xiao Tian didn't know what his mother meant, and muttered suspiciously.
"I think your mother is right. It should be that we didn't figure it out ourselves......" Su Jia said at this time, her eyes were a little confused.
"That's why my mother didn't promise the two of us to be together, right?" Xiao Tian asked again.
Su Jia nodded slightly, and then continued to whisper: "Maybe it's really us who are wrong. To put it another way. We still have a place where we have experienced life......"
"Is the relationship really that complicated?" Xiao Tian also said a little sadly, "But it's too late to say anything now, my mother has already made it clear against the two of us......"
"It's not too late-" Su Jiafeng turned around, "Aunt Xiu just said, if we can figure out this problem in the future, Aunt Xiu will ...... She can promise that the two of us will be together......" After talking for so long, Su Jia can be regarded as saying the most critical thing.
"What, is it true?" heard the news. Xiao Tian's whole person came back to his senses all of a sudden, and he seemed to see hope again. "Jia'er, didn't you say it earlier?"
Su Jia looked very calm and continued: "I was just thinking about what Aunt Xiu said to me just now...... I want to recall the road we have traveled together through the memories with you, and according to what Aunt Xiu just said, find out where the problem is......"
"This is also ......" Xiao Tian thought of this stubble, and also thought quietly, "I recalled the road that the two of us once walked, but I still couldn't understand anything...... You and I have always been together, experienced so many life and death setbacks, and are willing to sacrifice everything and even our lives for each other. But my mother said that this is not the real aiqing, is it weishenme?"
"Could it be that the two of us must be truly separated once before we can understand the truth......" Su Jia suddenly said coldly.
"What did you say, Jia'er?" Xiao Tian also felt a chill when he heard this, so he immediately asked.
Su Jia didn't know that she would say such a thing, and then she kept shaking her head and said, "I don't know, I don't know...... If the two of us really experienced life and death, I'm afraid it would ......"
Speaking of this, the two of them were silent for a long time. Perhaps in their minds, they may have thought of some questions that they never dared to anticipate...... If one day, the two of them are really separated, or even separated from each other in life and death, how will they live the rest of their lives......
At some point, the cool breeze at night gradually became stronger......
The more I thought about it, the more chilling I felt, and Xiao Tian and Su Jia didn't dare to think about it. Xiao Tian stood up first, and then said, "Okay, it's too cold at night here, don't get frosty here." I'm going to rest early, and tomorrow I'm going to accompany Brother Xiao Bo and Ah Qi to Lingguan City, so I have to go back to recuperate...... Jia'er, you also go back and rest early, tomorrow Lingguancheng and his party, you better stay at home, after all, Wang Dasheng thinks that you are dead at this time, he will definitely relax his vigilance......"
"Ah Tian......" Su Jia looked at Xiao Tian with both eyes, but there was an inexplicable thought in her heart.
"Get up," Xiao Tian continued...... "Maybe my mother's words today made the two of us think a little too much...... But the road is slow, no matter what the fate of the two of us will be in the future, let's still look at it with a normal heart, thinking too much may not be able to have haode results, so let's go back and rest early......"
Su Jia didn't say anything more, just stood up and prepared to go back with Xiao Tian. However, Su Jia's eyes have always been very confused, she seems to be thinking about the problem, maybe it is what Zhang Xiu said to herself today, maybe it is the fate of herself and Xiao Tian in the future, maybe it is the worry that Xiao Tian will go to Lingguan City tomorrow...... (To be continued......)