Chapter 55: Occasional collision with Dai Qiuxiang
Zhao Yi naturally wouldn't take her words seriously.
"No kidding, I'm serious right now. Zhao Yi said.
"Just want to know?" asked Ai Lian as she stopped smiling and her expression returned to a faint expression.
"Of course. ”
"You'll find out later. Of course, Ai Lian will not directly tell the real reason.
"You say this as if you didn't. Zhao Yi said speechlessly.
Ai Lian stood up and said, "Okay, it's time for me to go to class, pay attention to safety when turning on the mech." ”
With that, she left the infirmary.
Since she didn't say it, Zhao Yi didn't take this matter very seriously, he still had to practice the mecha, and there were still many important things to do.
On the way back to the maintenance room, he had been absent-minded, and his mind was full of memories of the feeling of manipulating the mecha before.
He found that the difference between the previous direct failures and the last time he was able to take a step was that he was able to take that step very boldly, rather than acting carefully.
Maybe you should imagine that the fixed footboard of that mecha is your own feet, and operate it with full confidence, just like walking, it is natural and indifferent to take a step, not cautious, let alone afraid.
"Aren't you in a hurry?"
Just as he looked down and thought about this, Yuxi's voice echoed in his head again.
Zhao Yi stopped and raised his head, with a smile on his face: "I think nothing is more important than a good attitude now." ”
Zhao Yi knows very well in his heart that he only has five years left to live, and it is very difficult to do something that trillions of people can't do within five years.
If this is done with the mentality of ordinary people, it must not be very anxious, nor is it in a hurry, but ...... Just give up.
Because no matter who knows that there are only five years left in his life, he will probably not choose to do this thing that cannot be done at all, but will choose to live happily every day he is still alive, or he will not accept the fact that he still has five years to live, feel that life has no meaning, and commit suicide directly.
But Zhao Yi is different, he is not an ordinary person, he only has five years to live, this is his own choice, he feels that it is worth it to exchange seventy percent of his lifespan for seeing Yuxi's appearance.
So he doesn't die because he thinks life is short.
Dong Yiting, that is the scar of his life, three years of deep love, three years of silent and secret attention and waiting, that person ran through the loneliest days after he became an orphan, that was the meaning of his life.
But now, the meaning of his life suddenly left him, and he left behind a sentence: "We are no longer a person of the world"
Although Zhao Yi knew in his heart that what she said was the truth and did not mean to despise him, he just couldn't accept it, he was stubborn to return this word that was both a fact and did not have any contempt for feelings.
So he doesn't choose to go every day to live a more comfortable and happy life.
I have experienced the loss of the meaning of life, I have experienced suicide by jumping into the river, and I have seen through a lot of things.
"Mindset is everything", many people know this sentence, but no one can really use it to live.
But Zhao Yineng, he is already an outlier, and his brain's thinking likes to take shortcuts.
Hearing what Zhao Yi said, Yu Xi said: "It's very rare, if you can think like this, it is estimated that the cultivation will be much smoother." ”
Zhao Yi shook his head with a smile and said, "Is it rare...... I just want to get the last thing right. ”
"I told you, the world is actually beautiful. Yu Xi said.
"I know, but I can't appreciate it. Zhao Yi said again: "You woke up suddenly, don't you just want to ask me why I'm not in a hurry." ”
"Just ask, by the way. ”
"And what do you want to say?"
"I just suddenly felt that there was a strong heaven and earth aura around me that was constantly moving, and if I could get these heaven and earth aura, it was estimated that the time it would take for me to recover my body would be reduced by ten years. ”
"Ten years less?" Zhao Yi was taken aback, this was very important to Yu Xi.
"Yes, so I went out to find out what it was, hoping to get it. ”
Just when Zhao Yi and Yu Xi were talking in their hearts, Zhao Yi on the main road of the school was still walking slightly and quickly, and the conversation could not delay walking.
But it was precisely because he was talking, so he walked a little absent-mindedly, staring at the ground a meter in front of his feet, his eyes were scattered.
"Can you feel the direction of that thing, I'll help you find it now...... Ouch I'll go!"
"Ahh
Just when Zhao Yi hadn't finished a sentence in his heart, he suddenly felt a pain in his forehead, and his whole body hit something soft, and the whole person fell to the ground.
Just as he was on the ground, he also heard a girl's scream.
He immediately stood up from the ground, only to see a girl in front of him wearing a college uniform lying on the ground, her emerald blue hair dazzling in the sun.
When Zhao Yi saw this, he couldn't help but guess in his heart: "Blue hair, ability college uniform...... Isn't she the first school flower Dai Qiuxiang?"
Zhao Yi only subconsciously wanted to take a look, then walked over and stretched out his hand and asked, "Are you okay?" ”
The girl raised her head, glanced at Zhao Yi, and did not take Zhao Yi's hand, but stood up from the ground by herself, and said apologetically: "Thank you, I'm fine, I was a little distracted just now, I'm really sorry." ”
When he saw this girl's face, Zhao Yi was completely sure in his heart that this girl was Lin Hai's first school flower, Dai Qiuxiang.
Because she is indeed too beautiful, the reputation of the first school flower is not fake, if you only talk about her appearance, she will be more beautiful than Ai Lian, on par with Dong Yiting.
But Zhao Yi was very indifferent, and did not look stunned because of her beauty, or showed any rude expression, but said slightly apologetically: "It's okay if you're fine, and blame me for thinking about other things just now, I'm sorry." ”
After finishing speaking, Zhao Yi didn't look at her again and left directly.
When Dai Qiuxiang saw this boy, she was slightly surprised in her eyes.
Because she didn't see any surprise or excitement from Zhao Yi's gaze, this made her, the first school flower of Lin Hai, feel a little uncomfortable.
Usually the boy saw her either sluggish or excited, or just blushing and stammering when she spoke, but the boy left without looking at her more.
However, she was a little surprised, a passer-by passed by, there was no need to care too much.
However, since Zhao Yi saw Yu Xi's face, Zhao Yi felt that there was no woman in this world who could be so beautiful, let alone a woman who could be compared, and no matter how beautiful a woman was, Zhao Yi could not be shocked.