Li Xunhuan and Luo Gu came to the secret room, and Zhong Yuan was still lying on the bed at that time

Zhong Yuan looked at this, the dark sky, no, he couldn't see the sky, he could only see the ceiling, gray, and a little dark.

In fact, in his life, there is no white, only gray and black.

Rogu said, "Are you okay?"

Zhong Yuan said, "It's okay."

No one knew why Zhong Yuan suddenly said such a thing, and what kind of blow he received.

Rogu didn't know either.

Because some people, all of a sudden, people will collapse like this, he can laugh happily one second, cry the next, or jump from the top floor of the 26th floor without hesitation.

Li Xunhuan said, "Do you want to go out? If you want to go out, we can take you away." ”

Zhong Yuan said: "Go out, this world is so big, where else can I go? There are too many people who want my life." ”

Li Xunhuan: "There will always be a place." ”

Zhong Yuan: "But escaping is not what I want, and that's not my style." ”

At noon on the day of Li Xunhuan's memory, Zhong Yuan said: There will definitely be a re-establishment of the Demon Sword Gate in this world, how high-spirited he was at that time, guiding the country, but now he is. Hey, I can only sigh.

I don't know what Zhong Yuan has experienced in the past few days? Is it the ordinary pursuit? Or did he finally see something on the road, which made him give up that dream, he gave up on himself.

I didn't have a dream, but I changed it.

In Buddhism, if you don't want to save your life, who can save you?

Zhong Yuan said: "I want to talk to Luo Gu alone, after all, he once saved me. I have something to say. ”

Monk, I don't know whether to agree or not, because now Zhong Yuan is a very important character, and when he meets a person alone, it may lead to the spread of this exercise.

The abbot nodded and said, "Yes." ”

At this time, there were only Zhong Yuan and Luo Gu in this secret room, and the two of them looked at each other blankly, their eyes were not focused, what were they thinking? But they didn't know, but Zhongyuan, it was better to break the silence first.

Zhong Yuan said: "Luo Gu, do you know how I spent the past few days on my escape?"

Luo Gu said: "I don't know, you can say it." ”

Zhong Yuan said: "In the past few days, I have seen a lot of scenery, I have seen the scene of Yi Zi eating, I have seen a person starving to death, and I have also seen people chasing me kill ordinary people at will.

I saw too much, I saw too many, tragedy after tragedy, I mixed in the crowd of hungry people, waiting for an opportunity, and when I arrived, I ran away, I kept running, and the people behind kept chasing, they were like greedy wild dogs, tearing at my body and my soul step by step

Believe me, I only had a simple dream, which was to create a sect.

You may ask, why did I create a sect, because this sect has too many memories for me, too many memories. I grew up in that sect, and I spent many wonderful years there, where there was my love, my family.

But suddenly one day a group of people broke into this place, and they brandished their big knives to kill people, and there was a lot of blood shed there, and even covered the mountains, the green of the mountains, red.

Everyone died, but I survived, and the reason why I survived was very simple, because I was carrying all the people of the sect, all the hopes. I didn't want to carry this hope at all, it was too heavy, too heavy for me to breathe, but I had to carry it.

Every day I ask the question, what am I living for? For simple dreams, but what can happen to his dreams? Everything I dream of now is just for the sake of what I want to get, but that thing no longer belongs to me, what no longer belongs to me, what do I have to force again. ”

Zhong Yuan said a lot, and now it has finally stopped.

Rogu: "Everyone has their own meaning in life, but you have to find it yourself, the lucky ones who have found it, some people can't find it, but he also needs to live, because life is not only based on meaning, there are many people who are mediocre, mediocre to spend their lives, but they are also a cornerstone." ”

But that's not a reason for you to be mediocre.

Luo Gu said: "But now that you are no longer mediocre, you have the practice of cultivating the Dao, you can hone your Dao heart in this rolling red dust, and you can also grow your own soul in the endless years, are you still not satisfied? You have easily owned many things that emperors could not imagine in their lifetime, Qin Shi Huang wanted to live forever, but what was the final outcome, it was only Qin II who died." ”

Zhong Yuan said: "Of course I know, of course I know all this, but I'm really tired, really tired." ”

In fact, people who shout that they are tired, they are persevering, and they will not give up.

Rogu: "So what do you want to do?"

Zhong Yuan: "I want to give this cultivation method to those who want it." ”

Rogu: "Do you know what the consequences of this are?"

Zhong Yuan said: "I don't care what the consequences are, I just want to know that I want to live well, even if the world is in chaos after I die, but what does it matter? I am a person of the Demon Dao, and I seek happiness all my life." ”

Rogu: "But are you really happy like this?"

Zhong Yuan: "You don't understand. ”

Luo Gu said: "Yes, I don't understand. ”

Does this world have to be so much to understand and not to understand?

Rogu: "I'm behind you no matter what you decide, but are you sure that's the case?" I'll ask again. ”

Zhong Yuan: "I'm sure, I want this, I want these three big families, I let the three big families who are all behemoths to provoke, fight each other, I want them to know that in this world, they are no longer high." ”

Rogu: "What can you change in this way? It is only the people at the bottom who suffer, only the people at the top, they will no longer suffer." ”

Powerful people, the less these things are also. Emotions are in it, and the pity in that emotion is in it.

Luo Gu said: "Do you know how harmful you are to the people by doing this?"

Zhong Yuan said: "I know, but everything has advantages and disadvantages, it is too difficult to get out of this world, only if someone dares to fight, can others have a chance to get ahead, I just give others the opportunity to get ahead, we don't want to be little people, the more chaotic the rivers and lakes, the more we can come out, the peaceful and prosperous world, there is no chance." ”

Yes, there is no chance.

Rogu: "But what does your mess mean? Can you really do it?"

Zhong Yuan: "It stands to reason that we can't do it, but now I have exercises, an exercise that they all choose, think about it, if I split this exercise into three parts and divide it into three families, will these three families quarrel with each other and dispute each other in order to get another exercise, this is the end of the struggle, and in the end, either there is no monk in this world, or there is no Taoist first, or the royal family will perish." ”

The desire that Rogu saw in his eyes, and the desire had devoured his heart, and in the midst of the billions of desires gave birth to a very powerful thing, called ambition.

It's a tragedy that a person has ambition but doesn't have the strength, but having ambition and this strength, and this idea, is a terrible thing, and it's unfortunate.

Zhong Yuan has this idea and this strength, no matter what he wants to do, he will do it no matter what the price is, but it is the disappointment of the common people, he doesn't care anymore, there are fewer and fewer things in this world for him to find, or even no, maybe there is, it is Luo Gu, an inexplicable friendship, the two of them.

Two teeth battle at 2 a.m.

(End of chapter)