"I don't want to save it, but I can't control myself!" Jiu Yong sat down on the ground, slapped himself twice, and cried, this time he really peed his pants and completely collapsed...

All this was not from his original intention at all, he just wanted to run for his life, and he didn't think about saving people at all, but his body didn't listen to him at all, and reacted reflexively!

This is really a temptation to kill on the verge of death, thinking of every move just now, the slightest carelessness will be shattered, Jiu Yong's heart is afraid for a while...

He doesn't want to die, and he can't die!

"My name is Yan Wuxin, although I don't thank you for my great kindness, but I still want to say thank you for saving me!" Yan Wuxin was in a complicated mood at the moment, the expression on his face was unpredictable, and finally bowed to the other party and said thank you from the bottom of his heart.

He is a wicked person, he once offended him because of someone else's unintentional quarrel, because of this small thing with sesame seeds, he slaughtered the other party's door, he should have died a long time ago...

But he didn't want to die, so he fled to the frontier, this hiding is nearly a hundred years, originally he had accepted his fate, but he didn't expect that someone would save him this wicked man!

"I didn't want to save you at all!" Jiu Yong cried with a sad face, he was telling the truth, he really didn't want to save it, it was the body's instinctive reaction to do all this, and it had nothing to do with him!

"Anyway, I owe you a life!" said that he didn't want to save it, but his body was very honest, and when he heard the other party say this, he was a little speechless...

Although he is a bad person, he is also a person with clear grievances, no matter what the other party saves him for, if he saves it, he will be saved, and if he owes it, he owes it!

"Let's go, I want to be quiet!"

Jiu Yong didn't believe what the other party said at all, he maintained the last trace of reason, and waved his hand impatiently, he hoped that the other party would be interesting and quickly disappear in front of him!

"Farewell!"

Seeing the other party's appearance like this, he knew that it was useless for him to say more, and staying here would be in the way, so he hugged his fists and jumped on tiptoe on the high wall.

And at this time, on the high wall, dozens of Merge Stage monks belatedly jumped out and joined the battle, resisting the attack of the sea beasts, which gave the human monks who had already collapsed finally had time to breathe.

The person is gone, Jiu Yong is no longer too lazy to care about the battlefield, he is like a walking corpse, he doesn't say a word, and finally he can no longer control his emotions, hysterical, beating the beach in front of him like a madman!

"Why?!"

"I want to live, I'm going to die if I do this!"

"Who are you saving?!They are all heinous bad people, and they deserve death!"

As if beating the beach can't be discouraged, Jiu Yong began to beat his head frantically, he hated himself at the moment, what a hero, what a person to save!

Gradually, he got tired, hugged himself weakly, and shrunk into a ball in the corner...

He was afraid of death, he was afraid of death, more than anyone else, but let him watch one by one the fresh lives lose their breath and fall in front of him, he couldn't control himself!

The things in his bones can never be wiped out, and they have been deeply imprinted into his soul, and the teacher taught him to think and morality, what is righteousness and courage, self-sacrifice for others, and his parents told him to be a person who collects money, selfless dedication, and helps others!

His parents also told him that he should have a clear conscience and be worthy of his conscience, so he has been doing this for so many years, even if he risks being beaten up, slandered, and distorted by bad media, he is still the same, and he has never changed!

But helping others is fun, and sacrificing oneself for others also has to divide the time, can the current situation be the same?

To help others who go to ride a horse, to sacrifice himself for others, he is afraid, he doesn't want to die, he took his life to save others, who will save him? He didn't want to die here, he didn't want to end up without even a family member to collect his body...

And he knows that many people here have lost their conscience, done all the bad things, and dying ten thousand times is not enough, and it is not worth his rescue at all!

But he really can't be indifferent and not save him when he dies!

"You, you can't even save yourself, what kind of hero are you going to save, what kind of people are you saving? Don't you want to die? Do you think it's the author who changed the character? Don't be kidding!" Jiu Yong smiled self-deprecatingly, his face revealed a trace of helplessness, and scolded himself twice...

"Do you know, your parents and sisters are still waiting for you at home, so you can't die here, you have to go back alive..."

"Don't save people anymore, you're going to die!"

Like a psychopath, Jiuyong sat at the base of the wall and talked to himself, as if trying to convince his body...

"Do you know? You don't mean that you are the protagonist, the darling of God, you are different from the protagonist of the novel, those are all fake, they are either miserable and miserable, or they are orphans who have died in the whole family!"

"You have a family, you have parents, now your parents are old, they have gray hair on their heads, what do you have to promising, doing a big career is nonsense, they are worried about you, looking for you everywhere, you have to go back and provide for them!"

"Filial piety comes first, you must have a conscience to be a man, they rake, pull you up with a handful of urine, and raise you, you ask yourself, can you bear to see them sad and sad that they can't find you?"

"Don't be stupid anymore, these murders deserve it, and it's not worth risking your life to save at all!"

Jiu Yong said these words tirelessly, he tried to numb himself in this way, convince himself, and persuade himself not to do these stupid things again!

As long as he doesn't do stupid things, his life will not be in danger, so that he can live well until he is strong, and he may find his way home!

"Uhhhhhh

As he spoke, Jiu Yong couldn't control his emotions anymore, covered his mouth and sobbed...

Can he really go back? Why doesn't he even believe himself? Why is there a voice in his heart telling him mercilessly that he will never go back!

The reality is so cruel, he can't even deceive himself, he has been in this world for almost ninety years, even if his parents are in good health and can live, can he still live to be more than one hundred and forty years old?

He has no family, no home, and can't go back, so why do you want this life?

yes, why do you need this life?

"Mom and Dad..."

Jiu Yong stopped crying and reached out to wipe the tears from his face.

"Your son, you're saving!"

Jiu Yong finally made up his mind, clenched his fists, shouted hysterically to the sky, and rushed out desperately!

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