Chapter 30: You Must Be Lonely

"Na, Brother Jiuyong, you are really pitiful, you can't eat enough, you can't sleep well outside!

The next moment, the eldest young master of the Zhang family looked at him with great sympathy, since he was a child, he couldn't imagine that a person who didn't eat enough, didn't sleep well every day, didn't have friends to talk to, and always had to beware of demon beasts, how did he spend so many years!

"Now you know you're scared, right? Let's see if you want to run outside in the future!" Mrs. Zhang took a piece of meat into the big treasure bowl and took the opportunity to teach Zhang Dabao a vicious lesson.

"Don't dare, don't dare, don't dare anymore!"

It's scary to think about, Zhang Dabao doesn't think he can survive in that environment!

"Brother Jiuyong, you must have never eaten something delicious! Come, this is the anchovies caught from Lingquan Lake! This is the secret roast duck of Sister-in-law Wang's family, this is the Buddha jumping over the wall, this is the jade tofu, this is the ......."

"You eat more, it's enough!"

Zhang Dabao felt that Jiu Yong was so pitiful, he kept putting vegetables on him, the bowl was almost unfillable, and he was trying to clamp it to him as if he didn't see it!

Looking at the sympathetic gaze in the eyes of Zhang Dabao, a big fool, Jiu Yong only had one sentence in his heart at the moment: I am so pitiful when I step on a horse? Lao Tzu is so chic and comfortable outside, do you need your fool's sympathy?

I Jiuyong is starving to death here today, dying outside! Jumping from the gate of Luoxian City, I won't eat a little bit of your Zhang family's food!

......

But don't say it, it's so fragrant!

In the end, Jiu Yong put his previous thoughts behind him and devoured them without any image. There is no way, the old man's craftsmanship can only be barely swallowed, and as for the taste, I really dare not compliment. So far, he really hasn't eaten a decent meal that he ordered normally!

It's delicious!

Jiuyong ate too quickly, almost bit his tongue several times, and made a lot of jokes, which made Zhang Dabao pity him even more in his eyes, and look at him more sympatheticly.

"You eat slowly, don't choke, no one is robbing you, you can take enough food at Zhang's house!" Zhang Dabao comforted Jiuyong while constantly adding food for him.

The food was so delicious, it was the best and most delicious dish he had ever eaten in his life, and the ones he had eaten before couldn't be compared. Based on this situation, Jiu Yong didn't bother to bother with him, and continued to gobble up like a starving ghost.

The dinner ended in laughter, and Jiu Yong was taken to the side room to rest by his subordinates. When Jiu Yong entered, he really despised their Zhang family! He even made a side house like a small villa, and dug a small pond! What a luxury!

Jiu Yong took off his shoes, soaked his feet in the pond, stroked the head of the steamed bun with one hand, and gently patted his bulging belly with the other.

"This meal is delicious today, isn't it?!"

The steamed bun nodded to the end, after eating this meal, let it eat what the old man made, and he didn't want to kill it!

"I think it's delicious, too! Let's eat more tomorrow, maybe we won't have such a good opportunity to enjoy it in the future!"

"Whew!"

The steamed bun is also very reluctant, today's meal is so delicious, not to mention Jiuyong, even it is about to swallow its own tongue. Looking back now, it's really hard to imagine how he lived with the old man in the first place!

"Brother Jiuyong, have you slept?"

Zhang Dabao's cautious voice came from outside the door, the voice was very small, as if he was afraid of being discovered, which surprised Jiu Yong, and he still used it like this in his own home?

opened the door and saw Zhang Dabao standing outside the door in embarrassment, stupidly turning around his head, Jiu Yong let him in.

"I'm just bored, I want to come and see what the Jiuyong brothers are doing, I don't mean anything else. I didn't bother you, did I? Brother Jiuyong. ”

Jiu Yong didn't invite the other party into the room, this big fool has a very appetite for him, and he is rarely hypocritical, so he went back to the big stone and continued to soak his feet.

"It's evening, stupid big man, you still don't rest, don't accompany your little mercy?" Jiu Yong looked at Zhang Dabao standing awkwardly awkwardly, and joked that he was not sitting or standing.

As a modern person, how can he not see the affection between Zhang Dabao and his maid, although Xiao Lianxiang is smart and clever, but when she meets this stupid young master, it is estimated that it will be enough for her to suffer in the future.

"Brother Jiuyong, don't talk nonsense, me and Xiao Lianxiang, Xiao Lianxiang ......"

Zhang Dabao wanted to object to what he said, but he didn't know how to continue halfway through it, so he simply learned from Jiuyong to sit down in a fit of anger and take off his shoes and soak his feet!

"Brother Jiuyong, tell me more about the outside world!" Zhang Dabao still wanted to continue to listen to him.

"Why is there so much to talk about, isn't it already finished when you eat?"

Jiu Yong always felt wrong at this time, he and Zhang Dabao met in Pingshui, but he always felt that Zhang Dabao felt different from others, but he couldn't think of anything different.

"Brother Jiuyong, don't worry, I won't ask you in the future. ”

Seeing that Jiu Yong was a little impatient, Zhang Dabao was silent, and hurriedly apologized to him in a low voice, for fear that Jiu Yong would ignore him in anger.

"I ..... I just don't know why, I always feel like it's empty! It's uncomfortable! I want to talk to someone, but I don't know who to talk to. Brother Jiuyong, you give me a different feeling, very kind, like my brother, so I want to talk to you more. ”

"I know I'm stupid, I know everybody knows I'm stupid, and they all want to hide it from me! But I don't want to be like this, I don't know what to do! I always want to do something, but I don't know how to do it, and I always can't do it!"

The more Zhang Dabao spoke, the more uncomfortable he became, pointing his finger at his heart! Although he was the eldest young master of the Zhang family, he instinctively felt that he couldn't say anything to his subordinates, so there was no one to confide his heart into.

It is said that fools are very sensitive, and it is true that he Zhang Dabao is stupid, but no matter how stupid a person is, he can still feel that he is different from others after a long time.

"I don't know how to tell you, I know a lot of things, but I still don't understand why this is happening, everyone knows what to do, what to do, where to go, and I don't have anything, and I don't know what to do!

Zhang Dabao was very annoyed and smashed his fist on the head hard, he was very stupid! He didn't know how to express what he wanted to say, and he had been hiding these words in his heart and didn't dare to tell others, whether it was his parents or Xiao Lianxiang.

The reason why he said it to Jiu Yong today was mainly because Jiu Yong gave him a very unusual feeling, which always attracted him to want to confide his heart to the other party, and he wanted to be friends with Jiu Yong.

"Sorry to bother you, I'm leaving!"

Maybe the impatience shown by Jiu Yong before made Zhang Dabao feel a little uncomfortable, and when he said this, he got up and said goodbye and stopped disturbing Jiu Yong's rest.

"Why are you going to leave without talking to me?"

This made Jiu Yong feel like he couldn't go up or down, how did he know that his impatient expression before had inadvertently hurt Dabao?

"It's getting late, I'm going back to rest, I'm sorry Brother Jiuyong, I've disturbed you. ”

It was fine at first, but now Zhang Dabao insisted on leaving, which is a bit abnormal! Jiu Yong grabbed Zhang Dabao without saying a word and asked him to sit down, no matter what happened just now, apologize first!

"If I accidentally hurt you by accident, can you remind me that although I am impatient, I don't want to miss you as a friend!"

"Brother Jiuyong, do you really regard me as a friend?"

"Really?"

Sometimes for some people, even just a look of affirmation can give them great encouragement and make them feel that it all makes sense!

"Am I so stupid that I can't even express what I want to say!"

Zhang Dabao looked at Jiu Yong with a disappointed face, he was afraid that the other party would not be able to understand him, but on the contrary, Jiu Yong finally understood what it felt.

A fool can feel that normal people and his world are different, and others have their own goals and ideals more or less for life or the future, and know what they should do to be closer to their goals and ideals. But he doesn't have these things, he has no goals, no ideals, and he doesn't even know the meaning of his existence. Seeing others busy and living without a purpose, he is very confused, he wants others to understand him, to understand his world, to teach him what to do.

The heart of a disabled person is very sensitive and fragile! It is the impatience that I have just shown that hurts him!

And he is not from this world, he has no friends, the old man's words are one, but the old man didn't believe what he said at all. Although he has steamed buns with him, he always feels that he is out of place in this world, in fact, he also wants a bosom friend who has nothing to talk about.

If the heart does not have a place to live, it is the same everywhere, which is why Zhang Dabao gives him a different feeling.

They are all lonely, no one can understand them, no one knows what they want, no friends to make friends with, no place to confide in.

Their hearts have nowhere to go!

It doesn't matter if you have the same disease, or if you have compassion for each other. The two of them are indeed similar in some ways.

"Dabao, can you call me brother?

"Big brother!"