Chapter 30 Breaking the Bondage of the Time and Stepping into the Present Reality
At this moment, among the eight feathers of the feather fan on Shen Hao's head, one feather stretched out a short half of the sheath! Although it was only half a sheath, it made the momentum of this feather fan even more ferocious, as if it was covered with blood!
At the same time as the momentum of this fierce flame was dispersed, Shen Hao's eyes contracted violently, his face was a little pale, Shen Hao had killed people, but when the momentum of this feather fan was dispersed, Shen Hao's heart fluctuated violently, not compared with this feather fan, but the feeling of fear in his heart after killing someone, Shen Hao suddenly opened his eyes wide, and his expression was afraid.
"No! It's not that I want to kill!!It's not me!!
Ahhh!!h
The expression was hideous, Shen Hao's mind kept replaying the scenes of killing the Lin brothers, blood, the smell of blood, and even their last expressions before they died, each one was so clearly imprinted in Shen Hao's mind, lingering.
His hands were trembling, looking at his hands, a sense of powerlessness made Shen Hao kneel directly on the ground, the scene in his mind could not be dispersed, at this moment his hands seemed to be stained with crimson blood again, the smell was so strong, as if he was in a world of blood! The whole body trembled, and there was a stinging sensation in his mind, although the spiritual power was disordered in Shen Hao's heart, he became violent and uneasy, the spiritual power around him sometimes spread suddenly, and sometimes disappeared, he was confused, he didn't know, only a moment of comforting his hands to hold his head, but it still brought him a terrible crimson in front of his eyes!
A sense of fear continued to fill Shen Hao's heart, and the muffled thunder in the sky sounded wildly! It was about to fall with a bang to sanction Shen Hao, Shen Hao's eyes were red, and he raised his head to the sky and roared, and the spiritual power dissipated in an instant, and the thunder rolled! The momentum on the feather fan on his head also dissipated instantly, like a blood-red feather slowly falling.
The thunder on a sunny day resounded for thousands of miles, and the sky became blood-red, and gusts of wind swept by, and a corner of the sky ...... It's dark.
There was a surge of momentum, it was a raging storm!
With a bang, the feather fan was directly slashed in front of Shen Hao, and then with a crisp sound, Shen Hao suddenly came back to his senses, spurting out a mouthful of blood, his eyes gradually returned to clear, and then he was stunned, holding his head with both hands, and looking at the feather fan blankly.
"It's not...... Didn't I want to kill someone, but if he didn't die......, I would die?! I killed someone!!" A murmur came from Shen Hao's mouth trembling, the bitterness on Shen Hao's face was a mixture of fear, he didn't want to kill, but he didn't kill anyone, but he didn't want to die, "I still have something to do, it's very important, I can't die" Before the killing, his heart was full of such words, only in this way could he be ruthless, but now, what he brought was regret, and he didn't regret it, because that regret became complicated.
The sky grew dark, but the thunder faded away.
Shen Hao, who had been kneeling there for a long time, was full of complexity in his heart, his face was full of bitterness and sadness, Shen Hao thought that he had forgotten, maybe what he said was deeply pressed in his heart, he tried his best not to let himself think that he had killed someone, or lied to himself that killing people was a last resort, they deserved to die.
Therefore, Shen Hao learned to make himself ruthless and deceive himself, at least in this way, he may have to kill people in the future, for no matter what the purpose is, this road of cultivating immortals is a blood-stained road! Every supreme powerhouse walks out of the blood of others, just like Emperor Fan and Tianxunzi, which is not a strong man at the peak of the mortal realm?
Why?!Just because they've all stepped on that bloody road!
It's just that Shen Hao still doesn't understand, he really doesn't understand, and he can't deceive himself, he can't deceive himself that he hasn't killed anyone, and the idea that he shouldn't kill people is deeply bound in his mind, he doesn't dare to cross the line, once he crosses the line, he will collapse.
Why do you want to kill people, why do others want to kill him, he is not a person from this world, he doesn't understand, is there a reason to kill people? This is just right and wrong, here, killing for oneself is right, and for Shen Hao, no matter what it is, killing people is always wrong, this is a debate between right and wrong, Shen Hao doesn't know where to stand at the moment, one side is reality, and the other side is bondage, so Shen Hao first used the reason that he can't die to accept reality, but the bondage is still there.
When others want to kill you, no one will want to die, especially those who cultivate immortals, and then the longer the life expectancy becomes, because cultivating immortals, reversing thousands of years, ten thousand years, no matter what, there is not much time to enjoy, or the concept of time is different, and they have been practicing all their lives, but they will feel that time is short, so they want to live, live with intrigue, and if they want to cultivate immortals, they have to kill, and look down on life and death, for them, strength is order!
These are incomprehensible in Shen Hao's opinion, so Shen Hao has been struggling with reality and constraints, when to be clear, when to be calm, but now Shen Hao is still confused.
The wind blew, without any whistling meaning, just gently blowing, blowing across the earth, blowing through Shen Hao, as if to appease Shen Hao, the drizzle like cow hair also slowly fell at this moment, a feeling of loneliness shrouded Shen Hao, the clothes were gently blown up by the wind, fluttering gently, very light, very light......
At this time, Shen Hao looked at the feather fan in front of him with blank eyes, and the imprint in front of him was still bright red, and the rain slowly became urgent, until the light breeze gently blew his cheeks and blew his somewhat messy hair, a touch of softness.
Godless's eyes slowly widened at this moment!
Let the wind blow, until the rain became heavier, drop by drop, gently hit Shen Hao's face, Shen Hao looked up, his face was still confused, quietly staring at the black and oppressive clouds, as if to set off his mood.
"Did you kill someone...... Shen Hao suddenly laughed at himself, letting the raindrops hit his face.
The rain became heavier, some of the rainstorm was momentum, and it smashed directly on Shen Hao's face, and there was a feeling of pain on his face, and there were many small puddles on the ground around him, ticking at this moment, Shen Hao's clothes gradually became wet.
Drop by drop, as if washing away the smell of blood on Shen Hao's body, it wouldn't have hurt very much, but Shen Hao felt a pain in his heart, he closed his eyes and let the raindrops fall on his face, Shen Hao at this moment had a little more free and easy feeling.
The interweaving of wind and rain was originally a beautiful piece of music, but what was imprinted on Shen Hao at this moment was a ......
One day, two days, the rain has no intention of stopping, sometimes it is violent, sometimes it falls lightly, the wind is also blowing gently, the music continues, Shen Hao is still there, not moving at all, at this moment he looks much calmer than before, he closed his eyes, let the rain wash away, his body was already soaked, and his whole body exuded a trace of coldness, as if it was fused with this rain, regardless of you and me.
Under such calm, Shen Hao has been sitting quietly, for three days, four days, the rain is still falling, accompanied by thunder from time to time, and the sky lights up from time to time, as if waiting for Shen Hao to open his eyes, at this moment, Shen Hao's face has not had the slightest wave, but he is sitting there calmly, he is practicing!
Time passed again until ...... On the fifth day, the rain has gradually become smaller, but the wind is getting faster and faster, and it begins to whistle! As if it has endured for a long time, it is very violent at the moment, the leaves rustle extremely strongly, and the rain trembles around Shen Hao!
At this moment, Shen Hao's motionless body moved for a moment!
Immediately, around him, bursts of aura began to roar, as if along with the strong wind, it suddenly gathered into a vortex of aura coiled on Shen Hao's head!
There was a roar, as if the heaven and earth resonated, and the aura spread violently! In an instant, it swept across the sky, and the rain around him was constantly bounced away, and at this moment, Shen Hao's whole body was shrouded in an incomparably imposing white light!
At this moment, the diffused aura suddenly condensed into a gust of wind! It rolled around Shen Hao, and it quickly poured into Shen Hao's body with a roar! At this moment, Shen Hao's already soaked body seemed to be dried at this moment, and the spiritual power in Shen Hao's body suddenly tumbled! The body rippled and spread, round after circle.
At this moment, Shen Hao, who was in the whirlpool, suddenly opened his eyes! Heaven and earth resonated, and the aura rolled wildly! An invincible momentum rose majesticly!
Shen Hao's eyes flickered, and he suddenly stretched out his hand and waved upward, and suddenly the spiritual energy roared! The spiritual power in Shen Hao's body rippled between barriers, and at this moment, it expanded sharply, directly breaking through the shackles of the realm, and the momentum suddenly spread thirty zhang heaven and earth!
Step into the fourth floor of Qi Gathering!
The momentum was magnificent, and as time passed, the essence in Shen Hao's eyes gradually dissipated, and the aura suddenly dissipated, and Shen Hao closed his eyes again and slowly exhaled.
The rain dissipated at this moment, the wind caressed the passage, the rain in the sky suddenly stopped, and the wind blew away gently, but the sky was still dark, and the peace between heaven and earth suddenly returned to calm, for a long time......
I don't know how long it took, Shen Hao slowly opened his eyes, his momentum increased, but his face was a little cold, and even more pale.
"I don't want to kill anyone, but I don't allow others to kill me!
So, since it is impossible not to kill...... Then, if people don't offend me, I won't offend anyone!"
At this moment, Shen Hao's eyes were cold, and he lost a little bit of cheerfulness before, and the breath of the whole person became cold!
"I kill people, for a reason, and I don't kill people...... And for good reason!
Even if I set foot on a bloody road, I have to know why I killed people and who I killed! This is not my world...... However, I can't kill people indiscriminately. ”
Shen Hao raised his head, his cold eyes were firm, and he looked at the black sky calmly, the rain at this moment, no more, the wind, no longer blowing, only Shen Hao's hair was windless and automatic, just like he said, here, not his world, even so, everyone has the right to live, as long as people don't offend people, they can live peacefully, but, people who cultivate immortals, for the sake of becoming immortals, are desperate, only for their own sake, everyone can be a treacherous person, and they can have a good friend...... Hardly possible.
Shen Hao didn't understand it before, but now he knows.
Those are not people at all, this is the reality of this world, greed and **, fog their own eyes, why do people who become immortals want to cut off seven emotions and six desires, Shen Hao suddenly understood something, cut everything, only leave the Dao heart, only leave the pure qi full of formlessness, and truly understand the place of the Dao.
And at this moment, in Shen Hao's mind, he broke free from the shackles and truly stepped into the ...... Reality!
At this moment, Shen Hao really stepped into this world!
(The last few chapters may be a bit verbose, but this is the stage where the protagonist is over, and it is important for the later plot.) )