Chapter 483: I Wish to Be a Concubine
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"I'm really scared you're going to be killed......"
Yu Xi buried her head in Zhao Yi's chest and said in a trembling voice.
"But now it looks like I killed him. Zhao Yi said indifferently.
He didn't push Yu Xi away, although Yu Xi already knew some things, and it stands to reason that he didn't need to pretend anymore, but he really didn't want to push her away.
He took care of her emotions a little bit in his heart, and he was afraid that pushing her away at this time would make her sad and tearful.
Is it all an illusion or an entity?
Zhao Yi basically never thought about this question, he had received strong power here before, and he had also encountered illusions here.
It is certain that the current Yuxi is a fantasy, but the demon man is not necessarily, he can't be sure what kind of existence the other party is.
Is it the enemy that will appear in the future? Or is it something that breeds evil thoughts in one's own state of mind? Or is it ...... The culprit who is attached to his own body and controls his consciousness?
......
Zhao Yi opened his eyes, he saw the familiar room, and saw the familiar and beautiful person next to the pillow, he remembered that he seemed to have drawn his sword against Yuxi before, but then before Yuxi could be supported for a while, he was directly knocked unconscious.
After waking up, Zhao Yi didn't move, Yu Xi's hand caressed his head, and he was sleeping with his eyes closed.
Zhao Yi looked straight at her, and began to try to think about something, to test how his consciousness was now, whether he would still be like before, he would want to kill her for a while, and he would want to love her for a while.
But when he thought about something, he suddenly didn't know what to think, when he didn't want to think about it before, he couldn't stop, and now when he should think about it, he got stuck again.
After thinking about it for a while, Zhao Yi felt that he still wanted to find something from Yuxi, such as whether he regarded her as a stepping stone to resurrect and love her, or did he really love her?
......
After a while, Zhao Yi found that he had no answer, Ai Lian must be saved, he must use Yu Xi, that's for sure. But he used Yuxi as a tool to resurrect love and pity, and then discarded it, and he found that he couldn't do this kind of thing.
If he could really do it, then why did he feel unforgivable anger in his heart when he thought of Yuxi being possessed by that demon?
"To the end...... I'm just a scumbag?"
Zhao Yi sighed, love is very important in his eyes, if he can love two women at the same time, then why can't Yu Xi love two men at the same time?
Just as he was frowning and distressed, Yu Xi suddenly opened his eyes and looked at him.
"Sorry to bother you. Zhao Yi looked at Yuxi who woke up and said.
Yu Xi slowly sat up from the bed and said with a smile on her face, "Don't worry about these problems. ”
Zhao Yi didn't understand why she suddenly said this.
"I don't love two at the same time. Yu Xi said.
“......”
Zhao Yi was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect that his thoughts just now would be heard by her, but since his realm breakthrough, Yu Xi shouldn't be able to peek into his heart, how could it be......
"I don't know why, just now, I was able to see your heart again. Yu Xi said with a smile.
"That's what I just thought...... You're all ......."
"You know everything, you want to use me as a tool and throw it away, and then you find out that you can't bear it, right?" Yuxi said, looking at him.
“......”
Zhao Yi didn't know how to reply to her words for a while, paused for a while, and finally had to nod heavily.
"You said I liked another one besides you, would you accept me?" Yu Xi asked.
"No, it won't. ”
"I'm the same, I can't accept that you have a woman besides me. ”
"That's your business, I just want to save Ai Pian now. Zhao Yi looked away and said.
"Then I'm going to love another man. ”
Zhao Yi frowned: "I will kill him." ”
"Then will you allow me to kill Ai Lian?"
"No...... That's why I said I was scumbag. ”
"Wouldn't I be very pitiful? I will only love one person in this life, and I am still a big carrot, not as free and easy as you. Yuxi said.
Zhao Yi was distressed for a while, then raised his head to look at her again, and said, "I don't want to do this either, I don't know what I really want to do." ”
"It's an excuse to escape, and you're clearly sober now. ”
Zhao Yi said with some irritability: "If I am very sober now, then I am an emotional scumbag! I think I will ...... both."
Yu Xi looked at him for a while, then lay directly into the quilt and sighed: "It's useless to blame me, I like you." ”
“......”
"Can you sense what's going on in my mind?" Yu Xi asked.
"I can't feel it. ”
"I just told a lie. Yu Xi said in frustration.
"What?"
"I'm different from you, I can accept it, and I'm even willing to be a concubine. Yu Xi said helplessly.
Zhao Yi sat up and looked at Yu Xi with some surprise, willing to accept another woman, which was simply impossible for a woman who was an emperor.
What's more, the sentence behind her is willing to be a concubine......
"Don't lie like that. Zhao Yi said.
Personally, he thinks that this kind of thing is impossible, because this kind of thing falls on him, and he can't accept it at all, sharing his lover with another person?
"It's useless to blame me for not lying...... It seems that everything is devoted to you......" Yu Xi smiled bitterly: "It's like when you were a little boy so much like me, you don't want anything from me, you are willing to give everything, you just want to see me recover my body and return to the cultivation realm to live a happy life." Selfless, and loving everything I love......"
Zhao Yi was silent, this time the silence was for a long, long time, and his mind couldn't help but think of the young self at the beginning.
Wearing a school uniform, she practiced with Yuxi day and night, from having pictures for her to having no plans, she just wanted to silently watch her return to her own world and live a happy life with Emperor Qingfan.
What a desireless and innocent purpose, what a young and affectionate boy......
Dong Yiting, love mercy, Dai Qiuxiang, the soul body of indifferent Yuxi like a fairy...... Liu Ming, Zhang Li, Li Ziwen......
The pictures of getting along with some of them kept rushing past his brain, his struggles, his tears, and his blood......
"I miss ...... so much"
He couldn't help but spit a few words out of his mouth.
"I miss it too...... I've always missed and regretted it. Yu Xi said softly.
Zhao Yi's hand gently stroked her ear, leaned over, and said, "Don't be a concubine." ”
"So what do you do?"
"Be a wife. ”
"How can I trust you?"
Yu Xi smiled bitterly, she knew that on the night of the first night, he was lying to her, and when she thought of the corners of his mouth that made her emotional, her heart began to ache faintly.
(End of chapter)
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