"Yue'er, do you know?"

Qingfeng clapped his hands and applauded, and his heart was full of emotion.

"You're a natural heroine, and no one can block your light. He looked at her warmly: "I also want to play and sing a song dedicated to my little wife Leng Yue." ”

"Wow!"

Leng Yue handed him the guitar, and then, just stared at him.

Qingfeng sat on a large rock next to the campfire, and he began to play and sing to himself with his guitar in his arms.

He sang the English song "You Illuminate My Life".

He kept looking at the cold moon, his eyes were so warm, and they were so moving.

He sings very carefully and emotionally.

Leng Yue looked at him with a smile, and at the same time experienced the meaning of the sentence with her whole heart: "You have illuminated my life", she felt sad, felt heartache, and felt heartbeat.

I don't know how long it has been, half an hour, an hour, or more...... Anyway, the breeze has been playing and singing.

When he finished for the fifth, or sixth, at the end of "You Light Up My Life", a chill hit, and Cold Moon's ears began to buzz, and suddenly she couldn't hear anything, and her eyes were clear for a while, and blurred for a while.

She closed her eyes, knowing she had to leave—

"Okay, don't play any more. ”

"Have you heard enough?" he asked.

She couldn't hear what he was saying, but she knew what he was trying to say.

Qingfeng put down his guitar and straightened his back, his eyes staring at her face with deep swar.

"You've heard enough!" he said, "Do you know how long I've been playing?"

Leng Yue looked at him and shook her head.

He held out his fingers to press the strings, and to her horror, each of his fingers had been wiped off by the strings, and was bleeding.

He turned out to be bleeding from the guitar!

She stared wide-eyed at his injured fingers, stunned and stammered.

"I didn't take good care of my guitar and forgot to oil it," Qingfeng said with a smile, "It's been too long for me to 'play' for such a long time, otherwise, I wouldn't have worn out my fingers." ”

She was still staring at him, just at him.

"Fool, are you scared?"

He rushed at her, and without saying a word, he fell to his knees, knelt down in front of her, and hugged her.

So, Leng Yue hugged his head with her hand, and she buried her cheeks in his thick hair.

Tears flowed down her cheeks and down his thick black hair.

He shuddered, feeling her warm tears wet his hair.

"I'm going to get a Band-Aid. ”

Leng Yue got up and pushed him away, and then ran towards the RV.

She found the medicine kit, and when she took out a band-aid, she found an anesthetic.

"I'm sorry, Qingfeng-kun. Leng Yue poured the red wine into the wine glass and poured the anesthetic into it. "This is the only way I can get out of you...... The day of the full moon of the third year is the time when I die as an individual. ”

She murmured, a deep grief and despair in her heart.

She stepped out of the RV with the glass of red wine in her hands, and she watched the breeze rush over and watch the shape of his yelling mouth.

In her mind, it seemed that she only wanted to think about the past with Qingfeng, but these reflections had been sublimated and dissipated, condensed into an extremely pure and delicate gas. So, she didn't know what she was thinking, because her mind was blank.

"Hao Yue'er, you're still sick, you can't drink!" Qingfeng took the wine glass, put his arm around her shoulders and walked into the tent and sat down. "If this is okay in normal times, now you can't do this stupid thing, or I'll do it for you!"

He took two sips of it, then flipped the empty glass over.

"Am I handsome, but, what, what's going on? I think my hands are numb......" Qingfeng's face turned pale, and the wine glass fell to the ground at once. "My chest was tight, uh, my whole body was paralyzed...... The tongue also ...... "He can't speak."

"Qingfeng-kun, don't be afraid, this metered anesthetic won't make you drunk. Soon, you'll be able to run and laugh. ”

Tears poured into Leng Yue's eyes at once, and Qingfeng's whole person turned into a vague shadow floating in the mist.

"Dust to dust, dust to dust, we will eventually reach the end of our long journey...... And the sun and moon of Heifeng Mountain shine together, I can't accompany you to see it, because soon, I will go to heaven......"

She tried to open her eyes wide, fumbling Qingfeng's hand and wrapping the band-aids around his bleeding fingers.

After these tasks were done, Leng Yue hugged his head with her hand, and tears flowed down her face.

"I'm leaving......" Leng Yue sobbed and said, "I don't want you to see me who can't hear or see, who is deaf and blind, and who dies in front of you...... Some time ago, I had lost my sense of smell and taste, and just now, I couldn't hear......! I...... Gotta leave!"

She paused, and cut off her liver and intestines.

"Qingfeng-kun, don't forgive me...... Still, hate me, because you won't be so sad until the person you hate is gone...... Now...... My wish has been granted...... And I am willing to leave this world with your love and hatred......"

Leng Yue opened her eyes wide, passively looking at Yuan Qingfeng, who was stunned, and tears rolled down.

"Thank you so much during this time, I am blessed and shining. She trembled her lips and kissed him on the forehead. "Qingfeng-kun, after I'm gone, you don't have to be too sad, in this world, it's not good to have no love, but wanting to love too much will bring disappointment to people......"

Leng Yue picked up the duvet and gently covered Qingfeng's body.

"I had been thinking about why I had chosen death in advance before I left, and now, I have finally found the answer. I realized that the longing for death was a yearning, and I had the passion I had when I was born, and I longed for another world......"

She paused, tears in her eyes, and a smile on her lips.

"I intuitively felt that it was a more beautiful place, that my death was as beautiful as my birth...... Floating life is only a moment, and life returns to the light dust of eternity. Rest assured, my soul will always walk above the sky and watch you, and I will live with the stars and the moon......! This...... That's how you and I broke up! You—will face the future! And I—will go back to the past!"

Qingfeng listened to Leng Yue in despair, watched her cry in despair, watched her turn away in despair, watched her run to the RV in despair, and watched the RV drive away in despair......

The RV slowly disappeared from his sight, but he couldn't move, and he couldn't make a sound.

She's gone—

He shouted in despair in his heart!

He knew that as soon as she went like this, he would never see her again! A sharp pain swept through his heart, like a thousand arrows piercing his heart—

Tears flowed from his eyes......

**

At night, the cool breeze of late autumn blew through the rattling trees beside the winding mountain road, through the shining river water in the ravines, and through the cheeks of the cold moon that was in severe pain as if it was about to freeze......

Is it cold, is it painful?

At the same time that she became a frozen person, her heart had already turned into wood and stone.

She felt everything, experienced everything, gave up everything, lost everything, cried everything......

Now, she no longer runs away from anything, she no longer fears anything, even if the rain falls on her head, even if the whole ocean pours on her, it doesn't matter!

Because - she was already a sponge soaked in water.

"In the dark night, my heart has no hope! I will say goodbye to the moon...... I'm going to tell the stars to never be obsessed with anything again...... Because, I'm going to sleep......"

She muttered to herself and parked the RV on the side of the winding mountain road. She threw her head back and pushed back those unassailable tears.

"Life is too impermanent, in the past three years, I have not felt happy for a few days, and now, it is time for me to let go completely......"

She bit her lip, endured the cold, sharp pain, and grabbed the steering wheel with both hands.

"The essence is clean and clean......"

She closed her eyes and threw her head on the steering wheel.

After a long while, she raised her head and whispered silently:

"When it's midnight, it's time for me to go to Heaven......"

She smiled, with a peculiar lightness. As soon as she stretched out her hand, she pressed the remote control, opened the sunroof and all the windows of the RV, and then pressed the computer program and clicked on the music of the RV.

Even though she couldn't hear anything now, she could feel the beauty and emotion of the music.

"Now, it's time to find the clothes you should wear when you leave......"

She got up and left the driver's seat, opened the suitcase, and found an antique white robe.

After changing into her dress, she spun in front of the mirror.

The man in the mirror, with a pale face and burning eyes.

She sat down and sat down at the dresser. She opened the makeup case and began to put on makeup...... Then she sat in the driver's seat. She began to look at the stars, to look at the moon, and waited for the clock to ring at zero o'clock.

Waiting for the inexorable, eternal, unknowable, but always present, infinitely close to her at this time—that time!

"Now, zero is getting closer......" she smiled, "Actually, nothing, just like death...... sleep"

She closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, she stopped smiling.

"I don't want to say goodbye to my beloved...... Because, goodbye is indefinite......" she felt a faint pain in her heart, and the unspeakable misery caught her tightly. "My love has not brought happiness to the one I love, I am destined to sleep here, come—take me away! I am not entitled to love! no! no! no, no, no

She suddenly cried like a tear, and the car rushed forward with a "whirl".

When the clock struck midnight, she pressed the accelerator pedal all the way down, and the RV rushed to the guardrail at a speed of more than 100 kilometers per hour, and then rushed into the ravine below!!

Her long hair fluttered, and her clothes fluttered!!