Chapter 445: You can throw me away at any time
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After flying for a long time, just as he was passing by a desert, Zhao Yi suddenly let go of Yu Xi's hand.
Yu Xi felt that the warmth in her palm suddenly disappeared, so she stopped, looked back at Zhao Yi, and found that he had been staring at the ground, and he looked a little dumbfounded.
Yu Xi followed her gaze and found that there were some mistaken footprints on the sand where his gaze had landed.
She remembered that this place was where she had landed when she returned to Xiuzhen from the earth, but the footprints on the sand were not hers, but those of Zhao Yi, who had been teleported with her.
At that time, she was still a soul body, and when Zhao Yi was teleported, she fell directly to the ground.
It's been a long time since that time.
Yu Xi looked back at Zhao Yi and found that he was still staring blankly at the ground, motionless.
She slowly landed on the sand, looked at the confused footprints, and whispered: "Do you know, the moment I was teleported by the teleportation array, my heart was actually very sour, but I was very stupid at the time, and I just didn't want to admit that I didn't want to leave you." ”
Zhao Yi also slowly landed on the sand, but his expression was dumbfounded, and he didn't speak, as if he was caught in some memory.
"I still remember, the moment I left the earth, I heard you say to me, I love you. Yuxi suddenly laughed and said, "At that time, you shouted so loudly, as if you were really going to say goodbye forever. ”
She smiled and smiled, and found that Zhao Yi still ignored her, so she put away her smile a little lost.
After a long time, Zhao Yi stepped forward gently, smoothed out the footprints he left with his feet, and said with a dull expression: "You shouldn't have been cheap in the first place." ”
“......”
Yuxi didn't answer, she knew he was trying to say that if he hadn't sent her himself, Ai Lian wouldn't have died.
Now his whole mind was on the dead girl, and the only thing that could make him show this expression was that he remembered the memories of that girl before.
Zhao Yi put down the love behind him, and began to sit on the sand, his expression returned to a little flat, and said: "In the past two days, I feel that her breath has begun to weaken a lot. ”
Yu Xi looked at the love in the ice coffin and said, "This is also something that can't be helped, it is already a miracle that an ordinary person's soul can hold on for half a year without dissipating." ”
"How long do you think I have left?"
"Resurrect her?" I guess...... There is still half a year at most, and maybe she will disperse in the next second, I can't guess. ”
“......”
Zhao Yi was silent for a long time, and then spoke: "I just saw her again, and since I split my mind, I haven't seen her in my consciousness again." ”
She was covered in blood, her eyes were dull and she looked at the endless sea of blood, holding the bracelet he gave her in her hand, and kept asking when Zhao Yi would come back......
“......”
Yu Xi didn't know how to speak, since Zhao Yi's heart was split in half, his state of mind had been shattered and transferred to the body of the Heavenly Fall Venerable, and what he could see in it before would basically not be seen again.
Zhao Yi said: "You helped me a lot, I am very grateful to you for ......"
"Why did you suddenly say thank you?" asked Yuxi.
"Don't you feel as if we're being controlled?"
"I don't quite understand what you mean. ”
Zhao Yi frowned and said: "Emotions, the emotions of the two of us are forcibly distorted together, and they are not what they want at all. ”
"......" Yuxi didn't speak, she personally thought that her feelings were not distorted, she just liked him, and it hadn't changed, but Zhao Yi ...... His emotional state for her has been floating.
She felt that his heart still couldn't let go of herself, but she wasn't sure that this was the case, because of the blood inheritance and two love threads, she knew that the relationship between the two people was deepening day by day.
For her, it was going with her feelings, but for Zhao Yi...... If he doesn't like her, or even hates her in his heart, then his feelings are really being distorted.
"What do you want to do?" Yu Xi asked him.
"If you can, I want to erase the desire in this bloodline, if I can't erase it......" Zhao Yi interrupted his words for a moment, and said, "Let's talk about it." ”
After speaking, Zhao Yi stood up and planned to continue on his way.
"Actually, you just want to disconnect from me. Yu Xi looked at him and said, "Really?"
“......”
Yuxi continued: "I can sense some of the things in your heart, and you are ashamed of her, so you don't want to accept me. ”
Zhao Yi suddenly turned his head and said with a tangled gaze: "You can figure it out, if it weren't for this kind of coercive thing on me, I must be full of hatred for you now, instead of thinking about what will happen to my relationship with you! I have no relationship with you! It's all forced by this kind of thing!"
He spoke loudly, as if he was very angry, but his eyes were full of confusion, as if he was wondering if he had said the wrong thing.
"You lie, it just forces your desires, but it doesn't force your feelings. Yuxi denied.
Zhao Yi shook his head and sighed: "You don't know this kind of thing." ”
Yu Xi bit her lip and said, "If you want to confirm, then why don't you have a baby with me?"
“......”
"If you still like me after having a baby, it proves that you don't dare to face your true feelings because you feel guilty about this girl!"
"Who said that such a thing would disappear after giving birth?" Zhao Yi looked at her, his eyes gradually began to gush out some desires, and some things in his blood began to occupy his thoughts again.
Yu Xi also looked at him without a trace of dodging, but she couldn't say anything to refute.
After staring at each other for a long time, Zhao Yi felt that the desire in his heart had reached the limit of his bearing, and he immediately turned around.
"Let's go to your country first, at least I want to finish the body tempering first, and find a way to come back to save the old sect master. Zhao Yi said.
"Where are you going when it's over?"
"Find a way to keep her soul alive and resurrect her at the end. ”
"I thought you'd be sober after half a year, but it seems like I was wrong. Yu Xi said: "This kind of thing is simply impossible, why can't you accept the facts?"
Zhao Yi gritted his teeth and said very painfully: "That's because you don't know how many times I have seen her painful appearance lingering in my dreams in the past six months." ”
Yu Xi bowed her head slightly and said, "Sure enough, they are the most beautiful things that have been lost." ”
"I don't deny your words. ”
"Suddenly I want to ask you a question. ”
"Huh?"
"It's been half a year, haven't you really had any feelings for me?" Yu Xi asked in frustration, "Even when you kissed those kisses, you didn't feel anything in your heart?"
"I don't know ......"
"Then isn't it good for us to live like this, I can help you find a way to resurrect her together, but you don't have to think about the bloodline anymore, just like the relationship between us has always been like this......"
"Don't say it. Zhao Yi frowned, his expression was painful: "I admit that I like you more and more now, and I even have an urge to treat you as a wife...... But this kind of thing is not my feelings! How could I possibly allow this kind of unclear thing to go on?"
“......”
Yuxi listened to what he said, and didn't know whether to cry or laugh for a while.
He said he wanted to treat her as his wife, and said it wasn't his feelings.
"Then you can just treat me as a wife. Yu Xi looked at him and suddenly said with a serious face.
"If you want me to say it a few times, it's not my feelings!"
"But I want you to treat me like a wife. ”
"Even if it wasn't me?"
Yu Xi said softly, "Even so...... I'd love to get it, as long as you're not caught up in lust without a hint of consciousness. ”
“......”
Yu Xi stepped forward, gently grabbed his arm with one hand, and continued: "You can throw me away at any time, as long as you really treat me as a wife for a while......
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