Not only did I not fall asleep, but I had a terrible headache!

I really put a lot of effort into this book, and I have been thinking about writing a mortal flow novel since the beginning of December 2017.

It took almost two months to think about the setting, study the plot, and make the outline.

It wasn't until the beginning of February 2018 that I started to write, which was pushed to rewrite two or three times, until the book was officially released on the 3/1st, and at that time, I also considered that mortal flow was outdated, and I didn't expect high results from this book, but with the signing of the recommendation position, we can do it in all kinds of recommendation positions.

But the problem is that those are not as good as the other requests in this book, all of them are all good recommendations, and "The Great Dao Furnace" is always a recommendation that does not hurt or itch, and after four or five weeks, my emotions began to mess up, and my heart has never been calm.

Seriously, if the Dadao Honglu is counted from December 2017 to now, it will be almost five months, and no one can understand the hard work.

There is no good recommendation for this book, and when I write it quickly, I am afraid that the number of words will reach the number of words on the shelves, the collection is too low, and there is no good subscription, maybe thirty are ordered, maybe fifty are ordered?

One more a day, dragging the number of words on the shelves, waiting for a better recommendation, but again and again are all disappointed and disappointed, sometimes I often suspect that what I wrote is too rubbish, the editor can't look at it, and the readers don't want to read it.

Always, hesitating what to do, but I don't know how to get it, plus there are a lot of troubles at home, and I don't have any money, I always think of going out to work for a few months, but I am reluctant, unwilling to give up "Dadao Honglu", and my heart can be depressed every day.

Last Friday I said that I don't necessarily can't write because the recommendation is very poor, and this time it is even worse, and some of them can't find the motivation to write.

However, I was still unwilling to give up in my heart, but life did not allow me to write down.

Especially guilty, I feel guilty about those readers who give rewards, and I feel very guilty about the readers who voted for recommendations, and I feel sorry for them if I don't write them so suddenly, after all, no one's money is blown by the wind, and people can take money to reward you, which is to hope that the author will write it.

To continue to write or not to write, my head has been a headache, and at the same time, I am unwilling, helpless and unable to see where the front of this book is?

I really want to give up and make myself feel more relaxed, but I really don't want to give up, after all, I have been planning for many months, and it is all painstaking work.

I just checked my WeChat wallet, and decided to continue writing, even if the collection becomes 0 now, even if there is no reader now, all of them can't stand such hesitant authors, and they all give up "Dadao Honglu", I still have to continue writing.

I don't dare to say how many words to write, at least I want to write to the shelves, I just want to see, how many subscriptions can be made on the day "Dadao Honglu" is put on the shelves?

Before it was put on the shelves, the desperate cow stopped asking everyone for recommendation votes, because you voted for recommendation not because I begged, but for support!

Before it is put on the shelves, I will not ask you for a reward.

Finally, let's go to his uncle's results, go to his uncle's recommendation, I won't care about their quality anymore, what do you love, just treat everything as if you haven't listened to it, just concentrate on the code word, and see how many people subscribe on the shelves.

It's more than one o'clock in the middle of the night now, go to bed first, get your spirits right, work hard tomorrow, and say goodbye to a more.

On the day it is put on the shelf, it will be decided again and again.