Seeing that she still had this expression, Zhuo Yifan was a little embarrassed, after all, she was looked at by a beauty like this. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

He reached out and shook it in front of her eyes, interrupting her musings.

With the sudden shaking, Xiu'er came back to her senses and realized her gaffe, her hot smile became more and more red, like a ripe fruit.

"I'm sorry, Gongzi Zhuo, Xiu'er lost her temper just now, please forgive me. ”

"It's okay, it's okay, I thought something was wrong with you, it scared me. ”

Hearing Zhuo Yifan's words, Xiu'er blushed even more, and she said shamefully: "I have a feeling of familiarity with Zhuo Gongzi at first sight, since that evening when I watched the sunset, and it is still like this, so Xiu'er will fall into it and want to understand the reason." ”

After Xiu'er came in, she looked around, this room was cleaned up by herself two days ago, and she was very familiar with the layout inside. However, after Zhuo Yifan moved in, he added a warm atmosphere, mixed with some melancholy.

"Oh, I see, it seems that Miss Xiu'er is not wary of me, do I really not look like a bad person?"

"Zhuo Gongzi is a humble gentleman, gentle as jade, how can he look like a bad person? It's just that between the eyebrows, he is not a complete kind of stupid person, there are more ruffians, but he is a yuppie gas, if I guess correctly, Zhuo Gongzi must be very attractive to girls, right?"

Hearing Xiu'er's words, Zhuo Yifan felt a little surprised, the maid in front of him was so eloquent, the key is to say it reasonably, without any sense of disobedience.

"More beautiful words from the showgirl. It's a bit of a ruffian, because I don't like stereotypical people, and I don't think I like to recruit girls, but I'm just very easy to be bullied by girls, and I'm still the kind of woman who is rude and willful. ”

"Isn't this it, but any rich and powerful woman in the family will be spoiled by all kinds of love since she was a child, and it is normal to develop a brutal and willful personality, although the mouth is very poisonous, but the general heart and eyes are not bad. They like to bully you, but they just like you as a performance, like their noble status, how can they take the initiative to admit that they have a good impression of you, so having a conflict with you has become the first choice, in order to attract your attention. ”

"Miss Xiu'er is really eloquent, and it's a pleasure to listen to you. But I look like that on the surface, but that's who I used to be, and now I'm full of anger and resentment, but I've hidden it all. I think you should have heard about me, how can such a situation be warm?" Zhuo Yifan swept away the strong smile on his face in the past two days, and the resentment began to linger in his heart, this is his true state.

Seeing that Zhuo Yifan was depressed, Xiu'er's empathetic expression was all on her cheeks, she knew his affairs, knew that he was as helpless as herself, and his life was still in the hands of others.

"Zhuo Gongzi, do you believe in fate?"

"I didn't believe it before, but now I believe it a little. ”

"Isn't this it, since it's fate, then let's admit it, the tragic things that happened are all fate, so why should it be difficult for yourself?"

Zhuo Yifan shook his head and said: "It can't be completely understood like this, otherwise our lives will be completely at the mercy of fate, and we ourselves are like puppets, so what's the point of living?"

"Zhuo Gongzi didn't fully understand what I meant. What I want to say is that since it is a bad thing arranged by fate, it happens, we should not worry about why it happened, and torture ourselves, all we have to do is what kind of attitude and what kind of method we need to deal with after it happens. ”

"Sounds profound, can Miss Xiu'er elaborate?"

"For example, if your family has suffered such a big change, it makes no sense for you to be angry at the tragic death of your father and mother, and to be distressed and blame yourself. All you need to do is get out of the current situation of being hunted down and find a way to survive and avenge them. For the sake of this goal, we should not make ourselves uncomfortable, let ourselves be depressed, let ourselves be sunk, but cheer up and try to change the tragic status quo. ”

After listening to Xiu'er's words, Zhuo Yifan felt that it made sense, but with his current state, he couldn't do it yet. He felt the anger growing in his heart, the hatred fermenting, and one day he would lose control of himself, and they would all gush out.

Although he couldn't do what Xiu'er said, but when he heard her such a profound truth, he still looked at this maid differently and felt that she was not much worse than Miss Qianjin.

"Hearing Miss Xiu'er's words, I can imagine that the girl must have suffered a lot, otherwise she would not have such a profound understanding. ”

Xiu'er smiled bitterly, and her face was full of grievances, but she quickly restrained her helpless and helpless expression, replaced it with a resolute and persistent expression, and said: "Xiu'er has been a bitter person since she was a child, and it is reasonable to suffer a little sin, I just hope that I can control my fate in the future and not be easily taken away by others." ”

Seeing that Xiu'er said so sadly, Zhuo Yifan knew from her own experience that she must have suffered a lot, if you really count it, she is still much luckier than her, after all, she has lived a privileged life for so many years, she has had the love of her father, the care of her grandfather, and the enjoyment of the stars holding the moon.

As for Xiu'er, she has been an orphan since she was a child, she has been helpless since she was a child, she is still a maid when she grows up, and she must have suffered a lot of sins at the behest of others, but she only understated a few words. Zhuo Yifan's heart kept surging with feelings of sympathy at this time, not only sympathy for her, but also pity.

"People say that only when you suffer hardship can you become a superior person. I believe that God will not be so unfair, it has made you suffer so much, and I will definitely compensate you in the future. Zhuo Yifan said to Xiu'er.

"What if God itself is not fair? Maybe it's just everyone's wishful thinking, and besides, some things are lost, and they can't be compensated for at all, and if they are lost, they will be lost forever, and even if some scars are healed, the marks are still there, and they will be there for a lifetime. Xiu'er said sadly.

Zhuo Yifan understood what Xiu'er meant, just like his own father and mother, after they were lost, how could God make them come back? If they are lost, they will be lost forever, and there is no point in giving more compensation.

And when Xiu'er said this, she meant something else. Just like being taken away by Duan Yifeng, Duan Zixiong and Luo Siming, no matter how many years have passed, what kind of compensation God gives, how can the trauma left by this crime not leave a mark? At least for Xiu'er, it will always be firmly imprinted in the bottom of her heart.