Chapter 50: From the Beginning
It would be nice if everything could be done all over again. At least that's what my father thinks at the moment. He has lived a really hard life in his life, and his father feels sorry for him in his eyes.
A good son should have the world in mind, this is the training of his Xiling family. And Xiling Ye is the one who has practiced this sentence most thoroughly in several generations.
He saw his son's stunned and ignorant when he woke up, he had known him for more than 20 years, and he didn't remember anything about the child's smile and smile. At this time, the unfamiliar expression on his face clearly said that he didn't know him anymore.
Li Muhua was bent on deceiving the old man in front of her, and in her memory, she just came back from the Rongma battlefield and urgently needed a safe environment to recuperate and recover.
What she didn't know was that the outside world was changing, and it had already been a vicissitude.
There are people blocking these for him, and he doesn't need to care, recuperating from his injuries has been his only task in the past few years.
My father didn't stay long, and soon he went out to find a doctor.
Lang Zhong, who had half-white hair, carefully checked his pulse, and his face was full of doubts.
He told Xiling Mu that it was a miracle that Ling Lang could wake up from such a serious injury.
Lang Zhong in Jiangnan did not recognize the former majestic generals of the homeland, he only knew that this family suddenly appeared in Gusu three years ago, and only said that it was because his son was injured on the battlefield that he moved here Chang'an merchants, the owner's surname was Lu, and he was called Lu Shenghao.
After several years of seeking medical treatment, Lu Shenghao had already understood that ordinary doctors had no effect on his child's illness, and he just asked Lang Zhong to come over this time to confirm whether he was really awake. Lang Zhong lives next door to his house, a secluded medical center, and usually only receives some villagers.
Lang Zhong said that his pulse was stable and that he had indeed woken up. Except for being weaker, it is no different from ordinary people.
After getting an affirmative answer, Lu Shenghao finally let go of his heart, forgave Lang Zhong's faux pas, and sent someone to inform his wife.
In the early years, when his wife gave birth to a daughter, there was a heavy hemorrhage, and it was not easy to get a life back. It's just that since then, the whole person's health has become very poor, and she has begun to be sleepy all year round due to lack of qi and blood, and the big and small affairs at home, if it is not necessary, Lu Shenghao generally does not alarm her.
Xie Qin, the heroine of the Fengyue story back then, was not as enthusiastic as rumored, just an ordinary lady, as the second lady of the national teacher's family, she was carefully taught all kinds of etiquette and norms for being a wife and a daughter since she was a child, but in the end, she ignored all secular rumors and resolutely married her son, which is really something that everyone did not expect.
In that era of marrying as a wife and Ben as a concubine, the Xie family was not less looked down upon, although they were forced to say much because of the power of the national teacher, but the look of jokes on their faces was also very disgusting, so the two younger brothers no longer wanted to see this sister.
Different from the grandeur of the Xiling family, the Xie family only sent a dowry maid. The dowry and everything are also simple, basically from the Xiling family's bride price, a few items were selected and sent over.
In that old incident, the young lady was finally saved because of Xilingmu's brave commitment, but the maid with her was disabled for life because of the causes and consequences of being tortured by her family.
Although he experienced such twists and turns before he was safely sent to the Xiling family, he didn't kiss his mother since he was a child. Maybe it's because she doesn't have milk to feed him, maybe it's the early experience of being displaced that gives him a strange shadow, maybe it's just that he was born cold, in short, Xilingye as a child, and there was little communication with his mother. The relationship between mother and son has always been salty and not light, and they have maintained this polite distance in advance and retreat.
is not as partial to the eldest son as her husband, and the relationship between Xie Qin and her daughter is obviously closer.
Therefore, when she walked in and saw her son awake, she was far less excited than her husband.
His face was not shocked, and his gaze swept lightly over his face, even if it was a hello.
Li Muhua saw this elegant and dignified middle-aged woman, and was still guessing her relationship with this body.
She guessed quite right this time, after all, her own mother was also so indifferent.
Mu Hua's mother is the queen of Xiliang, with a noble birth and pure blood, she guessed that her mother should have extraordinary means to call her father the emperor, so obedient.
She grew up with her grandmother on a small island, and her parents rarely came to see her, and at the age of sixteen, she received an order from her father to rush to the dangerous Shura killing field, which was the first time she left the island.
The desolation of the Northwest is desperate, especially for a young girl who grew up in a place where the seasons are like spring.
The long wind of hunting is always wrapped in the smell of old or fresh blood, even though he can't see the white bones, but the struggle that Mu Hua directly feels is still unbearable.
She sat on a high place all day, her eyes empty and dazed, feeling those unforgettable fierce emotions, whether heroic or sad, passionate or decisive, day and night entangled, making her nightmares repeated.
In addition, she can see the fate of a person in the next few days, and often sees a person passing by, and then after a few days, it becomes a cold corpse that is no longer angry. All love, hatred, and hatred are gone, and everything is silent, and even a shape is gone.
In the long history of the empire, I have only heard of a princess marrying and relative, and I have never heard of a country's princess going to the front line to participate in the war, or the way of blending into the enemy camp and accidentally leaving a different place.
That went and completely cut off her delusions about her parents. It is best to be useful, even if she dies, it will not matter, this is the attitude of her parents towards her little daughter, she is an outcast, a child who can be abandoned at any time.
When she was on the battlefield, she thought about taking this opportunity to disappear forever and disappear into a place where Xiliang's forces could not reach, so that she could continue to live the ordinary life of relying on her grandmother.
The days on the island, the visible future are the same every day, peaceful and calm, peaceful and beautiful.
Before going to war, she didn't see death, and when the tanuki died, it was a disappearance for her. Her grandmother told her that the tanuki had left the island and gone somewhere else, and she believed it.
But human beings are different, that kind of person is clearly in front of her, but she can't see the future at all, so she gradually began to understand the meaning of death.
From then on, she began to hate her abilities, not knowing anything, and it was nice to keep hope and longing.
Now, she got her wish, and in a city that Xiliang couldn't control, she lost the ability to glimpse the future.
The doctor said that there was something wrong with her, and that recovery was only a matter of time.
That is, now that she has a new body, everything can be done from scratch.