Chapter 196: I Won't Love Him Anymore
Looking at Ai Lian's angry appearance, Dong Yiting felt very ashamed, as Ai Lian said, what did she think of him?
Come when you want, leave when you want, don't you feel ashamed?
"Let's talk as we go. ”
Dong Yiting sighed and said, after speaking, she put on sunglasses and a mask and walked downstairs.
Ai Lian frowned and followed directly.
There are a lot of people in the corridor of the hospital, and it is indeed not a place to talk.
Coming to the outside of the hospital, Dong Yiting said: "I know that since I said that sentence that day, it is almost impossible for me and him to go back to him, but after a few weeks, I still have the cheekiness to go back to him." ”
"Why did you come back to him?" Ai Lian frowned, "Shouldn't your marriage be very happy, and you are not satisfied with sacrificing him to accomplish the life you want?"
"The life I want now is really what I want, doing my original dream job, not only earning money but also enjoying the feeling of being adored, but ...... Something is missing from this life. Dong Yiting said.
"Why didn't you feel like you were missing something in your life when you were in the café with him that day?" asked Mercy rhetorically.
"I really didn't have this feeling at that time...... Dong Yiting sighed again and said: "But then he suddenly appeared on the news and showed an ability that ordinary people can't reach, and this feeling came in." He said that the reason why I came back to him was because she had the strength, but I really didn't think so. ”
"So what do you think. ”
"I think he is still the person I love the most, but I am a more rational person, he does not have the ability to be with me, he and I are destined to be unhappy for both of us, so I didn't feel this way before. But after he has the ability to be with me, we will definitely be happy together, after all, I used to love so deeply, so I came back to him. Dong Yiting said.
"That means he doesn't have the strength right now, and you still don't want to get back together with him, right?" asked Ai Lian.
Dong Yiting was not silent, and said directly: "Yes, I can't deny this, but my idea is to be responsible for the happiness of the two people in the future, isn't it?"
"But you're wrong," Ai Lian looked at her and said seriously, "You think they have the strength to be together, and two people are separated is the best ending, and both people will be happy." But you underestimate your position in his heart, he is an orphan, the only person in his life in three years of high school is you, three years in college, he thinks day and night that the only person is still you, you are his world, but you left him, and said that you want to be happy, don't you think such a lie is cruel?"
"......" Dong Yiting was silent.
"Since he put it down, why do you force it to pick it up again?" said Ai Lian: "There is a good saying, memories are the most beautiful, but if you forcibly go back to the past, it will only stain it." ”
Dong Yiting suddenly smiled: "Are you afraid that I will rob you?"
"You hurt him so deeply, why should I let you hurt him again?" said Ai Lian.
"Well, maybe I'm not qualified anymore. Dong Yiting smiled bitterly: "What I want to know most now is how much you love her?"
"How ......deep," Ai Lian thought for a moment, "I can't answer, but I will do it at the cost of his life." ”
Dong Yiting took off her sunglasses and looked at this beautiful girl, although she was not as beautiful as herself, her love was much deeper than herself.
"Do you have a dream?" asked Dong Yiting.
"Dream...... I used to be looking for someone who loved me to the bone, but now I ...... I want him to love me to the bone. Ai Lian said.
"It's a pity that my previous dream was not him, but to be a star worshiped by tens of millions of people, and now I think about it......" Dong Yiting said: "Okay, although I regret it, but I can't only have love in my life, I also have what I want to do...... I'd love to get it again, but I can't do what you do, and leave everything behind for him. ”
"Then you are more suitable for a peaceful and quiet love, rather than choosing his bumps. Ai Lian said.
"Well, I think too. ”
After Dong Yiting said this, she didn't speak again for a long time, and she didn't have pity.
After waiting for about 30 seconds, Dong Yiting put on her sunglasses and said, "I am relieved that he met a girl who you love him so much." I'm different from you, I want to live peacefully and quietly than giving my life to get love, all I can pay is to stop working and take time to care about him, and I can't do the rest. ”
"Then don't come to him again. Ai Lian said: "Even if the person he likes is not me, I still like him and am willing to pay for him." ”
Dong Yiting nodded, brushed her face, and said, "Well, I lost, I lost completely, I hope you can always treat him like this in the future." Finally, I wish you all happiness. ”
With that, she turned and left.
Ai Lian looked at her back as she left, and she didn't know why, she always felt that Dong Yiting's body was trembling slightly.
However, she didn't see that the moment Dong Yiting put on her sunglasses, her eyes were already red, and the moment she skimmed her face, her tears had already flowed.
She said that she couldn't only have love in her life, she said that love was not the most important thing in her life, and she said that she couldn't be like her......
In fact, they are all lying, that is all her in the past, and now ......
But seeing Ai Pian, she still decided to give up, she was better than her, she didn't hurt Zhao Yi, she didn't have a broken heartache and unbeautiful past with Zhao Yi, she has always been like Zhao Yi......
She can't compare, but she is relieved, as long as Zhao Yi is happy, it will be fine.
As long as she left Zhao Yi, she felt that she would soon return to the rationality of the past, and as for the sadness now, she felt that it was only a matter of time.
After all, she hadn't seen Zhao Yi for three years, and she said those heart-wrenching words to him when they met again.
will definitely forget, will definitely forget Zhao Yi, she told herself in her heart.
She hated her previous self, she hated your arrogant posture and Zhao Yi saying "We are not people of the same world" that day, and she was not even willing to accept the reality that time would erase her feelings.
Because, her heart really hurts right now.
Because, her mask is now soaked with tears.
"Aren't you going to talk to him again?"
Ai Lian looked at her back, and suddenly couldn't help but call her.
Dong Yiting stopped and paused for a long time.
She gritted her teeth and tried to keep her voice as steady as she could.
Said: "You go back and tell him that I will not get back together with him, and even if he is dazzling, I will not love him again! ”
Because...... When he came, I was afraid I would cry......
Ahhh......h
Let's just explode tomorrow, and if something happens again this time, I'll ...... Well, there will definitely be no more accidents.