"I've seen the gorgeous mysteries of that world, I'm not willing to be ordinary!"

Cen An sighed slightly, and said with a wry smile: "But I'm stupid, and I don't have the talent of your uncle, so I can only take a different path." How difficult this path is, you can't understand it if you don't cultivate it. ”

Cen Si really couldn't understand this kind of thing, he just looked at the one in front of him wordlessly, his temperament was very different, and he was indifferent in his elegance, a familiar and strange middle-aged man.

He remembers that ten years ago, when this man came home, he was still very happy and hoped that this man would stay and spend more time with him.

Other people's children all have fathers and mothers, so why don't he?

As a result, when he woke up, he found that all his good wishes were just a dream.

He was sneering in his heart, and then he heard the man continue: "Originally, I didn't want to get married, and your uncle quietly discussed with me, or, just like when my father took me home, I would come back with a child outside, and I would not let the Cen family die." But who wants to ......"

Cen Si listened and listened, and found that it turned out that his mother had passed away, and his coming to this world was really just an accident.

This discovery is indeed a bit hurtful.

His eyes moistened involuntarily.

When Cen An briefly told the story of his half of his life, he finally said: "A cultivator should stay away from the world, meditate and think, understand the ten thousand laws of heaven and earth, and use his limited life to pursue the infinite avenue. Yes, I can't be by your side and give you the fatherly love you want, whether you call me selfish or ruthless! I don't expect you to forgive!"

Cen Si sniffed, looked up at the starry sky, nodded for a long time, and said, "You are really selfish! Because of your selfishness, you missed my mother and lost my mother!"

Cen An nodded, looked at the deep night sky, and said faintly: "Fate is fair, if we want to gain something, we will lose something." I am a small mortal in this world, but I have tried in vain, and in my limited life of a hundred years, I have not dared to relax in the slightest. I don't expect you to understand me, but I hope you can be kind to your life. ”

As he spoke, he withdrew his gaze from his son and continued, "Actually, the biggest reason why I can travel outside with peace of mind is your grandfather and grandmother. I have nothing to worry about having them teach you at home! Compared with the many orphans in this world who are struggling with hunger and cold, and under the fear of war, you are lucky. Although you have not received the fatherly love you deserve from me, everyone in this family cares about you and loves you. ”

"Being irresponsible is irresponsible, and no matter how much you say, you are also irresponsible!"

Cen Si snorted lightly, looking like a negative child.

Cen An nodded, and said with a final smile: "I am indeed an irresponsible father, I admit it!, but you can't deny that you didn't have much unhappiness in your childhood, can you?"

Cen Si: "......"

If it weren't for the fact that the stone table was conjoined of stones, he would have wanted to lift the table.

Whether you are happy in childhood or not, and whether you are responsible for being a father or not are two different things!

Just when Cen Si was so angry that he wanted to hit someone, he saw his father looking up at the star dome again, and sighed lightly: "I'm sorry! Son, I'm a lonely cultivator after all! Maybe one day, my life will end silently somewhere, even exposing corpses to the wilderness, but I won't regret it, because this is what I'm pursuing." When I chose to go down this path, I was destined not to juggle anything else. ”

"I'm not a genius, I'm just an ordinary person. If I want to gain something in life, I have to give up, and I have to give more, naturally than others. I only hope that one day in the future, if I can become enlightened, I will still see you when I look back on the road I came!"

Hearing such words, although Cen Si hated his father's ruthlessness and hated his father's failure to accompany him to grow up, there was an inexplicable sadness in his heart.

He couldn't understand his father's persistence, but he was still moved by it.

So, they all fell silent.

After a long time, Cen Sicai asked: "Since the little grandmother is a goddess immortal, then the grandfather and the eldest grandmother, as well as the uncle, they should not be ordinary people!"

Cen An glanced at his son and nodded, but did not explain.

Cen Si said: "Since your grandfather and grandmother are not ordinary people, can't they help you?"

Cen An laughed when he heard this, shook his head and said, "After going through a thousand things in the world, I have realized the wonderful laws of nature. Only what you realize is your own. Just like reading and reading, only if you can understand its meaning, that knowledge can be regarded as your own thing. Can you understand?"

Cen Si nodded, indicating that he understood.

Cen An said again: "The road, after all, you still have to rely on yourself." A shortcut can only make us go faster, but it can't help us go further. Only when we take every step firmly, this road will be more than steady, more than wide, more than far!"

Cen Si nodded thoughtfully, with his age, this kind of life experience, he didn't understand it very well, but he just felt that there was indeed some truth.

......

The next day, Cen Si found an opportunity and ran to ask Erqing, "Grandfather, you and grandmother are not ordinary people, are you?

When Erqing heard this, he smiled and shook his head, "We are not immortals, we are monsters!"

"Grandfather lied to people! Monsters are so terrifying and terrifying, when you meet a fairy, you will be directly subdued by the gods! Father told me that my little grandmother is a fairy!"

Erqing nodded and said, "Yes, so your grandfather and I were subdued by your grandmother!"

Cen Si: "......"

Seeing Cen Si's speechless look, Yang Chan couldn't help but glance at Erqing, and said to Cen Si: "Si'er, don't listen to your grandfather's nonsense, we are all cultivators." If you also want to cultivate, it's too late to start practicing now!"

Obviously, Yang Chan didn't want Erqing and Dabai to be known about being monsters.

Cen Si nodded, shook his head again at the end, and said, "I don't want to cultivate the Tao, I don't want to be like my father, I don't even want a home for the sake of cultivation!

Da Bai smiled and said, "Cultivating the Dao and becoming an immortal is the goal of all cultivators. Who doesn't want to become an immortal? Who doesn't want to live forever?"

"But if you want to be separated from your family, then what does it mean to live forever?" Cen Si shook his head and continued: "There are so many cultivators in the world, but how many can there be who will eventually become immortals?"

"There is no one in ten thousand!" said Erqing.

Cen Si spread his hands and said, "Look, I don't think I'm the genius of the thousands! I'll still be my healer, and I'll spend my free time!"

"Little master, little master, someone outside asks you to come to the door for consultation......

While they were talking, a maid ran in and shouted.